[Saiyouri]

Hi again everyone. Some of you may remember me... Maybe I've been gone for so long it isn't funny.I am trying to come back to the site slowly.

Here is an update on my departure. I had to move a year ago and was homeless for a short time and then I went through a 'fun time'. My father died and I unexpectedly was upset over his death and kinda lost my mind, then a few months after that one of my kitties not even 5 yet died from renal failure and my health hasn't been the greatest one would hope it to be.

I am able to think clearly now, took me til recently to think for a long period of time not small spurts here and there and be practically brain dead for the rest of the days and unable to stay awake to save my life. I have hypoglycemia and celiac disease. Took me doing two diets to figure this out. Doctors weren't much help at all. Wanted to run unneeded tests on me that would of caused more problems than worth. I still have to remember to call one and see him to have them help me figure out how to handle this. Diets are kinda hard to manage with no wheat at all. OMG the costs of those foods just make you want to jump out of a tall building.

But at least I am no longer losing consciousness for no reason at all and waking up sick all over myself like I did in April. Ugh that was fun. No more alcohol ever again for me, my body can't process it at all. My anemia is under control better. Though it does kick in from time to time. Not as horrific as it was at the end of the year where I went to bed at like 5pm and was still tired as heck at 10am the next morning.

I am slowly trying to come back to some of the sites I have been on in the past, it will take me awhile but I will get there. I have missed everyone who I used to speak to and I realized I did end up hurting one good friend I had on a different site from leaving. A couple actually. So I will do my best to come back.

Sorry for the wall of text.

OMG the new smilies are sooo darn cute.

[littl3chocobo]

you are welcomed back dear and i hope you will continue to have your life improve

[Saiyouri]

Thank you so much hun. It's taking a long time but I am slowly doing it. Just gotta start remembering the important things.

[littl3chocobo]

that is the hard part, i was in a two-year funk when i lost my best friend before i snapped out of it and that was only with luck


but here is to well-wishing for a good next year, yes?

[Saiyouri]

Yes! I'm sorry to hear about your friend, but I am glad you were able to move past it.~

[littl3chocobo]

i never moved past it actually i just found a way to not have it kill me


also there is a trade for you

[Saiyouri]

Well at least you found a way to cope as best as you can I guess. *hugs*

Thank you so much~

[littl3chocobo]

i hope it catches you up some

[Demonskid]

Welcome back Sai. I hope everything gets better for you. <3

[Saiyouri]

Thank you DK. So far things are a lot better than the past few months. I do have my moments but I will always have those. Just happy I can now think for once.

Thank you littl3chocobo.

[Echo-chan713]

I went on a hiatus too because of work and less motivation to be on here so don't be sad if you're the only one

[Saiyouri]

I'm glad to see you back Echo~

[Asami]

//hugs sai
welcome back ^^ I definitely remember you

[Lauv Keiko]

sai sai!
*glomp* I keep track of you in facebook~ <3

[Saiyouri]

*snuggles Asami and Lauv* I missed you Asami and Lauv my wifey~

[Asami]

I Missed You Too Sai~