[hyjin]

yep my bed is comfy and warm

[Asami]

Hehe I might have to go in a bit ono //hugs

[hyjin]

awww your leaving us?

[littl3chocobo]

awww... and i just got on

[hyjin]

yeah and you missed her

[littl3chocobo]

but i still have you and yuu? also i think i have actually broken this body, i don't recover from anything anymore, i am not healing hardly at all(weeks instead of days) i can't sleep right or think right and i keep having to take pills just to survive my days and sleep no longer offers me any rest

[hyjin]

awww that is not good choco

[littl3chocobo]

no, no it is not. and all i have to show for it is a job that makes me physically ill and a car

[hyjin]

yeah... u should see a doctor

[littl3chocobo]

they just keep giving me pills, painkillers and muscle-relaxants

[hyjin]

well they are no help

[littl3chocobo]

no, the only sage advice i am given, and this is the same advice i have been given for two years, is not to push myself too hard and get rest. i cannot do that without someone supporting me fully

[hyjin]

yeah that is true... hmmm idk what to tell you then

[littl3chocobo]

tell me what i keep telling myself and hope i listen. don't kill yourself over money.

i miss the journal for this reason, i could make a big 'ol 50au post and know noone will be upset or offended and i can get relief in at least confessing

[hyjin]

yeah what happened to it?

[littl3chocobo]

it got shut down