[Asami]

I live near Missouri not Missouri
idk I'm terrified pog
this scares me) : I don't like hurting people

[Poggio]

You realize you are only making yourself more of a victim with that mindset. It is okay to be scared but to not let it rule your life other wise you will be dependent on these people forever, which means this kind of lifestyle for ever.

Edit: http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/Pages/default.aspx

[Asami]

I just... I don't know... its a big step pog you cant just expect me to do it...
Its scathe
everyone will hate me... I don't want them to hate me...

[Poggio]

I know, and you have to realize that until you are ready to accept help or want to change telling the community is going to yield the same answers and conversations each time you bring them up. I am not saying that it is a bad idea to post and talk to us or it will fall on deaf ears but eventually some action must be taken.

[Asami]

I know but talking does help a bit
it gets out my.anger so I don't yell at them and get in more trouble

[Ishu]

Asami, as someone who has been through hell, you need to look for a new place to live. It's scary, I know. I had to leave all of my friends and my sister behind so I could escape from my hell. It was the best thing I could do at that time. If I hadn't, I would be dead or in jail for manslaughter. I'm not saying you have to disown your family like I did but you just need to get away- especially considering some of the clues your friend is leaving dotted in the forum.

You are the only one who can decide your fate. all we can do is keep posting and hope you will actually do something for yourself.

[Asami]

I have a plan already and it keeps me happy..
I have something to look forward to.

[Funkduder]

How sickly ironic. Lutherans use literal bible translation, right? The bible actual puts men above women, makes them inferiors in accordance with ancient Jewish culture. It's the constitution that says all are equal. I have read facets of the bible and take religious studies. Perhaps your mom was treated the same way at your age, but I now realize that if I am right about the nature of Lutheranism, then there is little hope until you leave. *hugs* you have my full support at your disposal.

[Asami]

Idk //shrugs
ill leave soon enough u.u
thanks funk (:

[HABIT]

Hmm... Sounds a lot like my family in some respects. I'm sorry.

[Asami]

Its okay //hugs
I'm sorry for you too):
I think I should probably close this
it got so much attention and I talked about it enough
thank you everyone for talking about this with me.
It really helped me out with a few things

[Batty]

Closed under the request of the creator.