[Asami]

that does count C: <3

[littl3chocobo]

well there you go then

[Asami]

yeah okay my dad is yelling at me... i didnt even do anything wrong

[littl3chocobo]

are you sure he is not on some past wrong? and is he ok? usually they yell if they are in poor moods as much as needing to

[Asami]

its something my little brother did :/ and its okay they all just hate me

[littl3chocobo]

surely not or you'd be either beaten or forgotten

[Asami]

that kinda happens :/

[littl3chocobo]

not 'kinda' i mean legit sweetie, i highly doubt you are abused ^^: you don't meet the mental lot for it

[Asami]

i never said abused.
they just hate me and i know it especially my mom. she hurts me constantlymentally and physically. when she found out i cut myself she chased me around with a butcher knife tring to "do it the right way" which meant deep enough to kill me. i escaped to a friends house and she threatened to call thecops. they ignore and fforget about me constantly. i can leave and they wouldnt know i wasgone and more. its hard to type on a dsi(my bf got me) they stopped buying anything for me, food, clothes, toiletries ect

[Asami]

and now i cant stop crying... is it bad to want them to care a little? i swear they only love my 4 brothers.. i didnt turn out "right"

[littl3chocobo]

no offence dude but you both sound nuts ^^:


when i turned legal i stopped getting all but dinner, that meal and a place to sleep was what i was offered, i am not sure what your issue is with getting left alone but having things dropped is really only an issue if you are underage

[littl3chocobo]

tch, they kept you which is a start right? my biological mother couldn't even do that much

[Asami]

yeah but they wont let me go to college or get a job. i try but they wont let me... they make me be the care taker of the house.

im sorry i just cant talk about this much more....its hard

[littl3chocobo]

it is ok sweetie, no worries, though to be honest it is good timing, i just got vertigo and i was relatively still t the time

[Funkduder]

Hey, choco. I'm liking the brown, there

[Asami]

the second part confused me but i think i understand what you meant....
i can really only talk about this stuff a little bit or if im upset... idk i just need to get out... if you knew my mom in rl youd understand... my friends are scared of her my bf resents her for the stuff hes witnessed ect....