[littl3chocobo]

for sure^^:

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Woot just won one and got a new achievement that
put me over to 1k. Woot!~

So happy, I just had to share it.



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[littl3chocobo]

congrats sweetie^^

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Thank you *blushes*



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[littl3chocobo]

are you going to spend or is this for collecting only?

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I plan on spending them all.
The items are so cute and I would love
to have them to make new avis with. How
about yourself?



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[littl3chocobo]

the goal is one of each for collecting and a couple for using^^

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Cool. I don't plan on getting any to sell, that
are extras until I know that I am
doing really good at the event and
I make alot of time to post up a huge
storm. I was away for a few months so
I'm not getting back into the site again
so I'm trying to take it a bit slow
to not make myself feel like a moron
to others and get embarrassed and then
leave again.



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[littl3chocobo]

i don't see how you could short of doing it on purpose


though why did you leave, if i may ask

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I'm on meds for my OCD and anxiety disorders and depression
and we ran out of them 3 months ago
and my husband was out of work. So
we had to file for support from the
county and it took until July to get
Wisconsin medical assistance in
order for me to get my meds. I'm finally
back on them. When I'm off I'm really
depressed and only want to sleep and
stare at walls. So I'm slowly getting
back to my normal self. Soon I will
start cross stitching again too.



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[littl3chocobo]

ah, i see


dude, i have all those problems too, pretty bad if the doctors are to be believed but i don't take meds haha, you could try to destract yourself, it helps if you /make/ yourself try though maybe that was just me^^:

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I've tried to do things without meds
but the stress got so bad I tried to choke
my husband twice in one day. I realized I
needed help and I couldn't do it anymore by
myself without meds. He touched my mouth with
his hand and that set me off. I've had OCD
since I was a child and only got help for
it just recently, like a few years ago.



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[littl3chocobo]

i guess i see

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I used to think meds was wrong and I shouldn't go on
them because a doctor says I need them.
I kept my son off of meds for as long
as I could before he started to get majorly
worse that meds was the only thing I could
think would help his behaviour. They calmed
him down some. With me I don't get upset
anymore and if anything happens with my
OCD I can handle it without freaking out
screaming and crying and wanting to hurt
myself. Something I have a history of
since I was a teen. >.>; I was one
messed up kid growing up.



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[littl3chocobo]

um, excuse me why would ocd make you want to hurt yourself^^: that makes no sense

[Sadrain]

You can get jewels from posting? o3o;