[littl3chocobo]

well tell him if he does he is no longer welcome around you? (even if he wont let you break up, you said your parents disliked him so it would not be too hard i think) i don't know about the parent thing though, my advice is not good advice there

[Asami]

Yeah I told him that. I cant stand that kind of thing
Yeah. They are done now I hope...

[littl3chocobo]

i hope so too sweetie, you are a good girl and should be happy and safe

[Asami]

Idk sometimes I feel like I deserve all these bad things

[littl3chocobo]

i do too but only when i am unhappy, how do you feel when you are not feeling bad? it is easy to take the dark road when you are depressed

[Asami]

The only time I feel great is when I go on walks with my dog Lucy
And when im on tris

[littl3chocobo]

actually i mean not feeling high or low, when you feel about even and have nothing to influence you but your own understanding of things

[Asami]

Hmmm... I don't really know
Ugh... fighting again ;-;

[littl3chocobo]

headphone time?

[Asami]

Yeah
Or just time to go to bed.... ><

[littl3chocobo]

well whichever is better for asami's peace of mind

[Asami]

Idk... I seriously need to post though... I need aurum like crazy plus I want to talk with choco

[littl3chocobo]

you have not been posting? though dude, it is what is better for you not what is more profitable

[Asami]

I haven't for a while but lately ive started posting more

[littl3chocobo]

have you been ok? you were not sick were you?

[Asami]

More depressed I think
usually when im depressed I push away everything that makes me happy and I pushed tris away...
after loosing Jessica idk... I just shut down...