[Cosette]

B'aww that really is a bummer. Hopefully they won't be hiring and you can find another place to work that you'd like.

[Bulbasaur]

Well, it's only for a few months anyway, to get some money under my belt.
At the moment, the plan is to move up to scotland in september. So unless that changes it will only be until then.

[Cosette]

Ah. Well it would still be nice to get a job you'd like.

[Bulbasaur]

I had a job that I enjoyed and payed well, but I got ill whilst working there and became unreliable and not a very nice person to be around.

[Cosette]

Oh. I'm sorry to hear that.

[Bulbasaur]

o-o Don't be. I think I got it beat now anyway.

[Cosette]

Well that's good. :3

[Bulbasaur]

Yeah. (:
I'm going to make a doctors appointment this week and talk about it all with her. Hooooopefully I'm all okay.

[Cosette]

I'm sure you're okay. c:

[Bulbasaur]

I hope so. I mean, I stopped taking my medication months ago and stuff, and I don't feel like it's had an adverse effect.
It's just the odd anxiety thing now and then.

[littl3chocobo]

so like in pokemon i don't play with my bulbasaur here XD

[Cosette]

Well it's good it hasn't had any serious affects. If you can get off medication that's always a good thing. I wish I could be off mine but I get thrown off the rails so badly and have to go back on them.

[Bulbasaur]

Part of me is scared to go back to work in case I get all screwed up again and have to go back on medication and just generally end up fucking things up. But if I want to do anything with my life I need a job and money and stuff.
It's a terrible cycle of shit.

[Cosette]

Start small and don't try to push yourself too far. Maybe get a note stating you can't be overworked. Work off slow and just getting back into things.

[Bulbasaur]

I've thought about that, but then that would mean I'd have to explain about everything to my employers and then they might not hire me or just whatever.

[Cosette]

True. You could explain though once you were hired.