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I don't blame you for wanting to leave that state. You poor thing.

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[Airina]

*hugs* thanks. I've been out here at college for almost two years, and my family is just about to move out here so I won't even be able to go home any more to get away from utah.... and I just want to get out of here it's stifling.

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Eww, that's horrible to hear. Your family should move to a nicer place. Not Utah. >.>;

My husband wants to move to Texas in about a year when we save up the money for it. He hates living in Wisconsin, I don't blame him. People keep assuming that folks from WI are crazy. >.< If they met my mom, they would think we all are like her LOL.

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[Airina]

This is where all of my mom's family lives.... and since my dad got a promotion and is traveling a lot more they wanted my mom to have a place she was super comfortable with living. And it's just hard because I don't really even feel like I have a home.... My family has moved around a lot.

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That makes sense to move there for your mom.

Sorry to hear your family moved around alot. It's sad that people do that. We used to move around alot but we finally found a nice place, didn't plan on moving at all for awhile and now we want to because of all the crap we are going through out here. Wisconsin is hell to live in if you have a troubled child.

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[Airina]

I'll bet. Yeah I was born in California, then we moved to Illinois for 7 years, Arizona for a year and a half, New Jersey for 4 and a half years, and Washington for 3 and a half years, and now Utah for 2 years. It's so frustrating.

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I wouldn't doubt it. That's alot of different places to move to in a live.

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[Airina]

Yea.... it's been hard. Like I don't really feel like I belong anywhere.... Which is why I want to just move away from everything that I know and figure out me. if that makes any sense.

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That makes alot of sense. I wouldn't blame you for not feeling like you belong anywhere. I hope moving to Cali makes you feel better and you can find your home.

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[Airina]

Me too. At least it'll be a step in the right direction. I'm finally doing something for me.

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Yup, that is a good thing ^^

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[Airina]

I've been doing things to please my parents for much too long.

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I know exactly how that feels. I used to do things for my family and I just got sick of it. So I started to do what I wanted to when I was 16 and I don't regret anything at all. Just that I wanted to marry my husband when I first got pregnant instead of having to wait til I was 18.

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[Airina]

I'm almost 20 and I'm still doing things to please my parents.... That's why I'm at this college and why i'm doing this major.... It's just silly. And why I do a lot of things.

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At least you are starting to do things for yourself. It might of taken sometime but you are finally doing it. I don't think it's silly. *huggles*

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[Airina]

*huggles* I finally feel comfortable enough in myself that I feel like I can do it. Sadly it took my boyfriend to help me feel that way.... But hey, I'll take whatever helps.