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Originally Posted by Espy

I did say something about my not being able to make people cheer up.

Arrrrgh. I'm useless when it comes to these things /shotshotshot

But I can tell you one thing before my brain completely shuts down and I have to sleep. Honestly, when I saw the two pics that you posted, I smiled, not in derision, but in wishing that I could meet you in real life. I'm completely honest. I know a lot of people who would.

And we all have our own problems; don't let them eat you up. You're not the only person whose life, or at least a part of it, has been a shithole at some point in time.

View your life from a different perspective. You still have many, many more years to go, if you don't hurt yourself now. What can you do with all these years? A lot. And by accomplishing a lot, you'll be able to make people see that you are, in fact, worth befriending, that looks aren't everything, that no one is doomed to be a failure.

I am, in fact, crying as I type this, but don't let that bother you; one of my faults in beings overly emotional. I have to learn to deal with it and continue on. I'm only seventeen; I've got many things to do before I die, and I don't want to die without accomplishing them.

Thanks Espy.. <3

[Ultima]

Originally Posted by Espy

I wish that I could meet you in real life. I know a lot of people who would.

-raises hand- Me.

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Originally Posted by Lanyer

Well Jay just needs a push. I push Chris a lot when he is not in a talkative mood.

That's just it. I don't know how to push him...

[Yommy]

Want me to find out for ya? I know I could get him talking when he's online. -nods- You know I'd try my best to help you both out. After all I luv ya both an you both have been great friends since I met you both. Jay being a friend since 04 that is. xD

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Originally Posted by Lanyer

Want me to find out for ya? I know I could get him talking when he's online. -nods- You know I'd try my best to help you both out. After all I luv ya both an you both have been great friends since I met you both. Jay being a friend since 04 that is. xD

I just wish I knew how he really felt about me. :/ He never says that he loves me, he's only said that he adores me, and that was once. I don't know what to think about him and I anymore...

[Yommy]

Want me to try an find out for you hun? If not find out push him into the direction of talking to you about it? I know he can be very quiet and stubborn at times.

[Chi]

I meant to say "You can't change my opinion" but you guys understood. Lol. <3

And there's nothing wrong with being a little shy.
Every time I see my boyfriend feels like the first time I've met him.
My heart races like a teenager, I'm 20 now. xD;

I want to meet everyone of you guys, so you can see how fucking crazy I am.
I have all these funny little voices and I'd sing for you guys. c:

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Originally Posted by Lanyer

Want me to try an find out for you hun? If not find out push him into the direction of talking to you about it? I know he can be very quiet and stubborn at times.

I would like that very much... But he plans on quitting gaia soon, and he's only ever really on msn...

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Originally Posted by Chi

I meant to say "You can't change my opinion" but you guys understood. Lol. <3

And there's nothing wrong with being a little shy.
Every time I see my boyfriend feels like the first time I've met him.
My heart races like a teenager, I'm 20 now. xD;

I want to meet everyone of you guys, so you can see how fucking crazy I am.
I have all these funny little voices and I'd sing for you guys. c:

That's how I was with my ex Brandon...
My heart is still like that when I see him, though I've only seen him twice since we broke up in September.
And the last time I saw him, he teased me and played with my the same way he did before we dated...
I know there's still something there but he's not fighting for it, and I'm too meek to fight for it.

[Yommy]

Mis I will talk to him. An he does? Do you know why? If not I'll find out from him. -nods-


Oh Chi I would love to meet you. Sounds like it would be a lot of fun. I am always making sounds in weird voices as well as talking in weird voices. xD An I love to sing and it's a urge I have to fulfill after watching American Idol and a person butcher a song. xD

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Originally Posted by Lanyer

Mis I will talk to him. An he does? Do you know why? If not I'll find out from him. -nods-


Oh Chi I would love to meet you. Sounds like it would be a lot of fun. I am always making sounds in weird voices as well as talking in weird voices. xD An I love to sing and it's a urge I have to fulfill after watching American Idol and a person butcher a song. xD

See, he just gave me a mixed signal again...

(I Wanna Be With You Mom...) *********∂αиιєℓℓє******** ~ мσтнєя ιѕ тнє иαмє fσя gσ∂ σи тнє ℓιρѕ αи∂ нєαятѕ σf αℓℓ ¢нιℓ∂яєи says:
*You'd care if I was gone..?
JSU says:
*fuck yeah. D:
*ywho'd i'm snug up to at night
*or hold whien i'm cold.
*or walk down an aisle for? D:

Which means he wants to marry me, but he can't even tell me he loves me, or hold up a conversation with me? And he says he's sick of the life he has there but he isn't willing to move here to be with me? I just don't know what to think Lan...

[Ultima]

I really wish I could meet all of you wonderful people <3 I have no irl friends so meeting you all would just be so awesome XP

[Damies]

I over steeped my tea... :C

[Chi]

Don't give up, Miseri.
If you show interest, he will too.
It's okay to be shy, just make sure those around you see what you have to say.

You can ask Lee, Lanyer.
She says I have a mobster voice and likes when I talk in my weird little "kid" voice. xD;
We have a lot of fun on skype being goofy.

[Yommy]

Mis take it and roll with it. Maybe you should ask him how he feels and be blunt with it. Tell him you need straight answers.


Ultima you'd be one of my few irl friends from across the map.I have no rl friends where I live now.



Lol...Where is Lee? -looks- I'd use skype to voice talk but mics make my voice sound so weird. >.<

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Originally Posted by Chi

Don't give up, Miseri.
If you show interest, he will too.
It's okay to be shy, just make sure those around you see what you have to say.

You can ask Lee, Lanyer.
She says I have a mobster voice and likes when I talk in my weird little "kid" voice. xD;
We have a lot of fun on skype being goofy.

I don't talk on skype. Plus my webcam doesn't work, thank god. But yeah... I've been told I sound like a 10 year old little kid on the phone. .w.;;