[Duchess]

Because it's better than calling it an... well.. it @.@

and i love BABIES~ one baby is nice.. but lotsa babies are better x3

[Muff Muff]

Not lots of babies now. lol I'm still thinking about it. Financial and everything.. Hm.. Guh.. Makes me feel nauseous already. XD

[Duchess]

Yeh~

My bf is insane about financial stuff. -sigh- It's cause he grew up less fortunate and he'd rather let his family live better than he did.

Which is nice and all.. but somehow I feel like I dont care about that as much as i just wanna be with him..even if we suffer ;w; stupid menz.

gaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I feel restless now~

[Stakie]

Gosh all this talk about boyfriends.. and I can't get in touch with mine.

[Muff Muff]

That's how I feel. I was perfectly happy with my family growing up poor. Yeah I had a lot of hard times, but it made me a better person today. And I know if it comes down to it my family will back me up. :) I just don't want it to come to that. Right now my biggest worry is that I'm making him feel he needs to do this with me so I don't get some doner..He's young but he'd be a great father, if he let's his temper go. lol And I care for him deeply. I just don't want to lose him over this...or make him feel obligated. And he says he's not, he does what he wants, but I still feel I'm making him..

[Duchess]

Originally Posted by Stakie

Gosh all this talk about boyfriends.. and I can't get in touch with mine.

^This... haven't talked to him in days... I wanna cry now~

-sigh- STOP TALKING ABOUT BF's... I can't hug mines... *frowns*

I don't think you're making him do anything xDD

He seems like he really wants this as well. Although you can't be too sure of the future.. trust him. He seems like a very nice guy *nods*

[Stakie]

S-s-soorrry.

-scampers off-

T___T

[Muff Muff]

We'll see. *huggles*

[Duchess]

noo not your fault... I'm just catty *frowns*

First Silver about her awesome sushi and bf-ness...then muffins wants babies with hers... and stakie's missing hers...

-sigh- I feel so... empty now D= I was fine before.. but.. Idk what happened to him. He told me if I never hear from him in 24 hours, something is wrong... and its true!

The times when I hadn't heard from him in a while he got into a car accident... AND the other time, his aunt overdosed him with sleeping pills by accident in his food... and he passed out.

-sigh- I hope nothing is wrong.. I'm crying now... geez I'm such a softie

[Muff Muff]

o.o WTF! Go kidnap him. D: It's not safe there!!

[Duchess]

Yeh.. I wish i could run away with him... I really want to... but life sucks.. and we can't.

I just really hope that he's fine since I cannot contact him...and if he dies.... I'd never know TT_TT

[Muff Muff]

D: Why not? You can't call him? D:

[Logan]

/hugs Duchess AMOR/
we will be alright, hes fine and i am sure hes busy~ <3
thanks again for those arts. <3

[Duchess]

i'm not allowed to v.v

it's long distance calling and his aunt got him a shitty plan. when I went over there for a week, our calls totalled to $75 ... and we only talked to let each other know where we were and what time. Very short calls

I also recently got a new cell phone..... his number isnt on it yet. I have to refind it.

If tomorrow comes and I havent heard from him.. I'll call

[Muff Muff]

:( I'm sure he's fine. <3 He'll contact you and it'll be okay!

[Duchess]

you dont know that!

What if his aunt goes crazy and starts beating him up again? He's such a fucking softie. Like fucking Cinderella. Just taking everything cause he can't afford to lose his tuition.

I can't stand it! She already kicked him out of the room so he has to sleep out side because HER cat shed fur on the bed. I can't stand not knowing that he's okay because I know the situation that he's in... the last time we talked... he didn't even say good bye to me.