[Moonshadow]

I did not know that about Indian. I am totally fascinated with Hinduism, and how beautiful their temples are.

We see just a small amount of things in the world. The things we see are things that have a low vibration (a table, a chair, each other). The higher the vibration the less we can see. I have seen an elemental, it was on a rainy day and it was shaped like an elongated orb and it was shiny golden, shimmering and it ran across my yard to underneath the back deck. It was beautiful. That area in the videos I posted is pretty magical. But we have had so much rain that the activity has died down. Have not been able to get any more elementals on video.

Friends ? ugh! I think its not that people are not good I think its they can't fulfill their karmic roles in our lives. People who "use" others are very unaware of themselves or the fact that we are all One. I just had a friend makes plans with me only to ignore my texts as to what time, because he had accepted a "better offer" I expressed my displeasure then just let it go through meditation. The thing is, he is who he is, he can't give what he doesn't have. I too feel he is no friend of mine, and will totally step back. The Univiverse takes care of those situations for us.

[Lavender le Fay]

India is... amazing, I don't know what else to say. I found that you can get amazing things from India for very little money.

I've been binge-watching Star Trek for that very reason. Though I'm pretty convinced we need to get to know our world first before we can move on to space exploration.

I've gotten good at doing my nails. I thought I'd share that. I bought these eye lid tapes that don't work on me, and I figured out I can use them on my nails, instead.

I've made three "friends" recently. One thinks he's the only one going through things, only one who had a horrible time in high school... I just don't have time for that level up head-up-assery. Another lied through his teeth about everything imaginable, and the third is the one who won't let you talk about anything, but will ask for a favour, then drop you.

I believe that there's a good person inside everyone, but the world is so chaotic that people get lost so deeply. I guess people are slowly coming around.

[Moonshadow]

India I would never visit, but admire from afar.

Love Star Trek and OMG I just did my toenails with glitter nail polish using a sponge! Saw a tutorial on youtube. When the sun hits them my toenails explode with light!!!

I am weaning myself of friends that just use me to vent, to complain blah blah blah. Except for one friend that I love like he is my son, I can never leave him.
I can't help if someone doesn't want to be helped or take my advice. It hurts that I can do nothing about their pain, and being an empath makes it even worse. I cleanse myself afterwards and pray for them and light candles, its all I can do. If you continue doing something that hurts you and that will end badly and you don't change then my pain level increases for them. So sad.

[Lavender le Fay]

I would want to visit it, but.. I'm not sure how safe it would be. Who knows.

Oh, you should check out Simply Nailogical. Hilarious, and sometimes she posts tutorials. She's my favourite nail person on YouTube.

I'm pretty much the same way. If you constantly cry, without taking any advice or criticism, not to mention you argue with me if I tell you an honest truth, instead of inanely coddling you, then I can't help. I recently tried to be friends with a closeted gay man. Evidently a very unhappy, negative person, and I got called an idiot, a.. female genital because I asked him if he'd be friends with me in real life, since he lives near enough. I thought it was a fair question, considering he said "No one can know I like men." and I'm pretty flamboyantly open.

[Moonshadow]

I'm sorry I never responded to this post, I'm half brain dead at night I just never saw it!

I'm done with people really. I prefer to hang out with my books.
I think that online dating? thing is so problematic. It never seems to work, short or long term. I feel so sad for people that feel they can't come out. Did I ever share with you my favorite TED talk person? Ash Beckham. Amazing. Especially the closet one, look her up.

[Lavender le Fay]

I do enjoy TED talks... I'm much more comfortable around teacups, rocks, plants, make-up and whatever laughable art I create, but there's always this voice telling "You're lonely, you need other people..."

Considering what hateful creatures people can be, one only need to come out to one's self. In this other social place I frequent, it's become habitual that someone has something mean or rude to say to me. People I don't know and never talked to. Or people I've tried to be genuinely nice to. Actually, someone I've tried being nice and supportive to decided to call me ugly, and I responded with "Go look into a mirror, and stop being hateful." I feel like I've tried the sociable thing, and I'm ready to live in my own little world again.

Ooh, I got a Star Trek perfume.

[Moonshadow]

Star Trek perfume? What does it smell like? Tribbles? wasn't that what those furry creatures were called.

People, especially online, are just plain mean. I am very careful who I talk to online. If someone calls you a name just say: "I may be ugly but I'm still awesome!" Don't let them diminish you by responding negatively. That takes your power and gives it to them. Of course, you can always just delete/block.

I had a person on here PM me with some crap about something I did, that he couldn't be friends anymore. I had NO idea what he was talking about, literally NONE. I did not know where it came from. I just deleted the message and blocked him on here and any other place where we were talking. I don't have time for drama.

[Lavender le Fay]

It's pretty nice, actually. There was a Kirk, Spock and Uhura one, and I wanted the Uhura.

I was trying to be nice to this person, and he acted like a jerk twice, then I saw him say some really dumb, horrible things in public, so he's blocked. I really don't put up with a lot. I usually block a person at the first sign of negativity.

I have no time for homophobes, self-hating gays, any religion-based bullying... or anything of the sort. Also, people can't take a joke. That's really sad.

[Moonshadow]

Uhura,she was amazing!

I went out tonight and I saw two people that needed to be told off by me, and I did, both actually took it so well, and actually apologized, very sincerely I might add. I accepted and moved on, but I let them know that they people they were trusting were not to be trusted. Felt good to speak my truth.

I don't allow any hatred or words used that demean any group of people.

[Lavender le Fay]

Hey, good on you! We live in a messy times, where people are too scared to say anything, yet others say too much. I've been really annoyed at white people getting offended by racism. Yes, it's nice that you want to help, but your job, as an anti-racist white person is to let the people of colour speak for themselves, and stand behind them. Yet, these fools jump off, start mouthing off, and actually shut down the people of colour, and that, if you ask me is just as bad as racism.

[Moonshadow]

I totally agree with you. Some people fall all over themselves trying to show others they are not racists and instead make it worse. It just becomes: STFU now I hate all people of color all gays, because I'm tired of blah blah blah. I don't think I explained that right but you get what I mean.

You don't have to make an issue of differences, that means you notice them.

[Lavender le Fay]

I think I know. There are tons of people who are tired of hearing about gay rights, racism, that they turn hateful, and they're not even hearing it from us or people of colour.

I also don't know how I feel about the new LGBT flag that included a brown and black stripe. I mean, yes, we should be united and supportive, because the issues are similar, but still not the same. I'm pretty sure the root of homophobia and racism traces back to the same people... I don't know, it's gotten so messy, and only going to get messier.

[Lavender le Fay]

I forgot to share my recent thoughts. I think we're in an age when we're trying to evolve, spiritually, and the process of shedding past mindsets is rocky. Maybe someday we'll have a... higher vibration point, correct me if I botched that, and we'll see unicorns!

I've also come to the observation that all the friendships I've formed 1 on 1 are going great, and the ones that came from public interaction are toxic, silly, and wearing me out. Makes sense, though.

[Moonshadow]

Intolerance/racism/hatred is rampant right now throughout the world. Sad state of affairs.

I totally agree with you. We are evolving, ascending, making the shift. More and more people are coming to realize that what we have been taught and what we thought we "knew" are illusions. You are totally correct about the vibration thing. We can't see other inter=dimensional beings because they vibrate too high and we vibrate too low.

[Lavender le Fay]

I'd maybe say that there's less of that than there used to be, but our eyes are open to seeing it finally. Remember, not long ago, racism, homophobia and misogyny were the norm. Each time someone says "Oh, the world's so much worse now." I say "I doubt that, I think we're just finally opening our eyes." You can't see a mess with closed eyes.

I took a little break, kept my computer off.

[Moonshadow]

I have not logged in for a few days. I think too much social media is bad for you!
I am reading a book called Raise Your Vibration by Kyle Gray. I really recommend it. I just finished Kristin Lavransdatter by Sigrid Undset (1,124 pages) It took me a month and I did it because it was actually very good. I cried a couple of times in certain sections and of course at the end.