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After more then a few months stalking many tumblr blogs and other peoples poetry journals I finally seem inspired enough to at least pool my collection in one general area, and where better then my favorite site!
A few of them I posted onto pictures when I was younger, and others will be coming from my journals, with new ones coming along soon after I get fully back in the groove. XD
Mine are quite a bit simpler then some I have seen around, but I still enjoy it when I write how I do.

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"Valentine"

I should have had better taste in fonts and colors then but I didn't XD
For those who do not wish to strain their eyes:

Valentine of Bloody Red,
never let me get ahead.
Push me down,
break the fall,
help me up,
my heart erupts.
Valentine of Bloody red
never leave me just for dead.

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Another classic from late '07

Chains of Fear

You turned away
confirming my fears.
You forgot about me
and brought forth tears.
You didn't help me
whenever I fell.
You said you didn't kiss and tell.
You pushed me down,
I wasn't free.
You confirmed my fears.
You didn't love me.

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Written recently
Unspoken

The words I Love You
Stuck in my throat, burning
As you walked out the door
Yet I couldn't say them out loud.
Because I'm not sure
If that is how I feel anymore.

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Today as I lay suffering.

My disease

Every day gets worse and worse
The pain is my eternal curse.
It is not just a woman's life,
This is filled with way more strife.
The moans, groans, aches and pains
The struggling between weight loss and gain.
The clenching feeling makes you puke
but your friends treat it as a fluke.
There is no cure, there is no way
To stop from my internal decay.
This disease is mine to bare,
and it is more then completely unfair.
This is my diagnoses,
Endometriosis is atrocious.

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a recent musing

Inspiration

Searching for the feeling,
Ceasing my own breathing,
Sinking into the abyss,
Cooling Clarity unto bliss.
My mental absence,
A soothing dissonance,
This depression is my Absinthe.