[Natsunaine]

Originally Posted by Poggio

Then you need to look until you find a good one, because a good one listens to their patients and use pills as a last resort to manage illnesses. Do you take the pills?

No, as I said I am against medicine, I won't even take Ibuprofen for a headache. The only reason I would EVER take medicine is if it were a life death situation and the doctors could 100% guarantee said medicine would work.

Originally Posted by Arikana

Probably. Everyone in here talks so much. o3o

That they do Ari that they do, And I have seemed to spark a good convo! haha. Also I believe Tiva is referring to me, I had to bury my parents at a young age.

Originally Posted by Tiva

Yeah, I had the same problem in high school up until I got Alpha to stay with me in college. I can't handle sleeping alone with out some form of scent comfort. Death tends to do that to you, no child should have to bury their parent.

I take it as sign from something telling me I was meant to be alone or separated from the bonds of my mentally abusive mother(Though she had good intentions and I loved her to death and still do.) and my physically abusive Father.. Though it wouldn't hurt for just once for someone to take the effort to fight to be with me, Or even ask me out to diner or what not, But I am a hopeless romantic, And I never give it time to let it happen. I always spend 100% effort on trying to please women, and end up with nothing in return.. *shrugs* It's getting to the point to where Cheaters,Users, And break ups do not effect me anymore.. Which I've been told is a bad thing but I don't see why..

Pardon my venting everyone.. I am in a talking mood.. very rare..

[Tiva]

*hugs* understand... *cuddles Natsu* You will find someone, just takes time... and trials.

[Arikana]

Still depends on how you view things. And sorry to hear that you parents passed when you were young, Natsu. :(

[Natsunaine]

Originally Posted by Tiva

*hugs* understand... *cuddles Natsu* You will find someone, just takes time... and trials.

That is something I am starting to doubt Tiva, Though I appreciate the caring Sentiment.

@Ari, In what aspect are you referring? It's alright, no need to be sorry you didn't do it, they did, they are the ones who OD'd.

[Tiva]

Hey, I dealt with 4 years of shit before i got Alpha for good.... and I went through about 7 other relationship before/ between it. I hate saying it but things do get better at some point.

[Natsunaine]

If only you knew how many relationships I have been in, It would probably make your jaw drop, As for finding my "True love" I believe I already did, Growing up there was this girl named Caityln that I hung out with, We were inseparable, As we grew older we came to realize we had feelings for each other and we flirted and play along as a Bf/gf would,But we didn't officially go out until I was around.. 15-16..

Well, about.. 6 months into it there was A LOT of drama going on and rumors starting that she was cheating on me and what not, and it was causing her massive emotional stress. So, I had went over to her house told her in good and truthful Intentions that We needed to take a break so I could deal with these people and the issues that where sprouting up with the rumors, Because I felt that I would have been spending to much time trying to help her stress then being a good boyfriend.. I went to the bathroom for maybe.. 3 minutes tops.. Came back.. She had slit her throat, I held her that night and she died in my blood soaked arms..

[Natsunaine]

Anyways, I feel that I have been bitching to much if you will, So I'm just going to leave you guys be and go eat something and possibly go to bed. If anyone needs me VM or PM me.

[Pinkie]

=smells the air= Hmmm nothing like fresh banned bots in the morning

[Alpha]

That there isn't Pinkie.....seems like such an....oh, what's the word? Opposite of un-orthodox....oh well.....great way to start the day.

[Natsunaine]

Originally Posted by Pink pantzer

=smells the air= Hmmm nothing like fresh banned bots in the morning

Oh, Indeed pinkie I love the feeling of knowing that somewhere in the world a bot owner is crying. Haha.. Seriously though, I'll leave now.

[Rem]

G'night Natsu *hugs*

SO many boots...I feel bad when I'm here in the mornings and it's like - just me cos I'm a loser who stays up all night and sleeps all day lmao and there's bots everywhere
I'm like 'man....I wish I could do something about that...' XD

[Natsunaine]

@ rem Im not going to bed per say, just getting out of everyone's hair.. I'll be lurking around.. Feel free to pm/vm me..

[Poggio]

XD -highfives Rem-
I think we have magical mod powers, I am just not sure how to use them. you could just go kick bot butt and report them.

[Pinkie]

Alpha: Yes indeed that is true!

Natsue: Night dear =shnuggles=

Remmie: lol In know...yesterday when I logged on it took me an hour to take care of 20 bots....

[Rem]

*high fives Pogs back* I think I have access to the mod stuff and I know how to delete threads (Although I don't know what's preferred when deleting those - I just delete everything without leaving notification or anything like that)

I just don't know how to ban bots...I probably can't do that
So I don't do nuffin
Should I report them? :V

I kept Alpha and Tiva up all night I didn't mean to do that :oops:

[Pinkie]

Remmie: artests cant give infractions to the bots...so they cant ban them. You can remove threads yes lol but as far as I know thats all you can do...besides reporting them and having a mod take care of that