[Ultima]

Dear everyone who reads/posts in this thread.

I love you and you are a beautiful, precious, and one-of-a-kind person.

I mean it. Even if we have never spoken. I love every person on this earth. I care about you. Don't ever think you are not worth something, or you deserve something horrible. Never, ever think that about yourself. Or about anyone else.

Whatever you are going through right now will pass. Whoever did something mean to you, or whatever life has thrown at you, it will be a nothing but a distant memory someday.

Just stick through it so that later you can look back and say you've become stronger.

And remember,
I love you.

-Ultima

[Espy]

Hey Dad.

...Gee, thanks.

I call you because it's near midnight, you ask about test scores, and I honestly tell you I got a 77...YOU THINK I'M FUCKING LOOKING FOR A LECTURE?!
As if my night's not fucking messed up already.

I mean, fine, I guess I could thank you for not yelling or anything, but that really calm and disapproving tone's just about as fucking bad.
And you don't see how I dropped my voice to a monotone...do you not realize I'm pissed off?

...Fuck this. I'm going to sleep. Thanks to you, I'm adding another day into my newly-formed bad habit of getting up early in the mornings to do homework.

-Espy.

[Asami]

Dear diary,
Why are you so empty inside ?

Love asami

[Lauv Keiko]

Dear Diary,

am I becoming a work slave now? BAH.

[Meizicht]

Dear headache..

Please, please, please go away. You've been in my damn skull for seven days already. I've dealt with you patiently without medicine because we couldn't get any until today, but this is too much. You're making it hard for me to do anything, let alone walk or stay awake. I'm tired of feeling like I'm going to vomit all the damn time. Tired of my limbs feeling all rubbery. Tired of being too shaky to get up off my couch. How pitiful do you want to make me? I'm tired of feeling shitty.

- The guy you're torturing.

PS: Thannkkk youuuu caffeine and Ibuprofen for chasing this damn headache away finally @__@

[Ginger]

Diary,

I just wanted the day to myself since it isn't my favorite day of the year. Can I please just spend today in peace? Nah. Plans were already made by someone who cares and just wants me to have a good day. I know he means well and I am grateful for his efforts not that he has to try at all, it just hurts how it feels like people don't care enough to show up. Can't remember the last time I had a good birthday and I tried telling people I wanted to spend it by myself to bake and decorate cupcakes by myself so I wasn't left disappointed. It might be selfish but I don't like celebrating any holidays having to do with presents or getting together to have food. It's very uncomfortable for me. Sucks being poor, and sucks being looked at as a mooch. If people do by chance show up on Saturday I hope they didn't get me anything. Will just raise my anxiety levels and make me anxious to leave. I'll be grateful for whatever it is I get but it won't make me feel good to take them.

Miranda.

[Natsunaine]

(Feel free to message me about my diary posts it helps to know someone cares)
Dear ME,

I must let you know that I hate the fact you get so jealous about the girl you have fallen for getting a bf, That you decided to do harmful things to yourself that you will regret later. I realize that You are in love with Rissa, But you need to move on and find someone else, Being you myself i know you feel that there is no chance to fall in love, But isn't it you that tells everyone it isn't possible to have only 1 person in the entire world meant for you. Isn't you that tells everyone that there are multiple people meant to be suited for everyone, Learn from your advice and your mistakes and move on because if you don't its going to kill us.

Love, Me

[Natsunaine]

Dear life,
I just give up, I Do I give up, I am so tired of these nightmares. I am so tired of these thoughts that constantly Haunt my mind and I am SO tired of ruining everyones good mood, Or there fun because i can't stay in a right state of mind.. Im just really at my wits end. Im ready to say fuck it and join my parents..

Signed Natsu.

[Poggio]

Dear Loan.

You wanna dick me over, ignore the rules? Thats fine. I have bad news for you, you aren't getting more then I can afford. I don't quite are about having bad credit, there are ways around that bitches.

Love
Pog.

[hyjin]

Dear self,
OMG I ALMOST GOT HIT BY A CAR...
why am i still walking this earth...

Oh well looks like im gonna still be alive for a while...
sincerely,
self

[Pinkie]

Dear life...

You win. I officially give up. I am sick of thinking that I am ahead one moment only to turn around and find out I am back farther then when I started. Do you enjoy pushing me through hell and watching as I suffer? Do you like it when I break down and give up? I am usually so strong and I have learned to put a mask up but that mask is cracking more and more and now...it barely covers my face. Others are starting to see the pain that I hold deep within my heart and I can no longer ignore the suffering that I am going through.

Once this world was light and carefree, it was so happy. Now all I can see is darkness and flames as the cries of agony and suffering reach my ears. Though I know the cries are my own and that I am forced to live this agony. I cant help but wonder if anyone or anything will be my hero and save me from my very own turmoil.

The light is no longer shinning and it pains me more then anything could...knowing that I have once and for all...given up hope.

Signed...
A broken person with no hope.

[hyjin]

Dear self,
Time goes by so slowly...
and eventually it will stop...
time to enjoy the little things before i die...

sincerely,
someone who needs to enjoy life

[Ginger]

Diary,

She made no attempt to acknowledge it, and when she asked if I needed anything from the store I said pie sounded good, however she was aiming more towards dinner items. I am actually flattered that my mother doesn't care about my birthday, though her mental illness seems to be causing her to lose grip on reality. Might be selfish of me but I am going to live with her for as long as I can stand it until I'm officially on my own.

Miranda.

[Asami]

Dead diary

I am this close to breaking.

-asami

[Hermes]

Dear other person fro man entirely different site,

Why are you such a fucking useless lump of human waste with no sense of respect for other people?

Worst Regards,
Zephy

[Mizeria]

Dear plant manager;

While yes you do run the show here i'd like to inform you you're wrong. No one the post office is failing. You don't need this many people here today. THERES NOTHING TO DO. We've been standing around all day waiting to leave. There is no mail to run through the machines. Normally, on a day with mail, i would have run over 50,000 pieces. Today i'm suffering to run 20,000. (This is before first break) and my partner and i have been looking for mail. Trying to keep the machine running.

THERES NOTHING HERE.

I want to go home. I hate this place, but not because of the job. Its because of the idiots in charge.
I hope you realize how much money your wasting. You're such a bad businessman.

- a very pissed off postal employee