[Belial]

Dear Diary

The fact that I was made to feel as if I was not allowed to have an opinion at all, I have to be honest, that took me aback.
The fact that you then twisted it around as if I had personally attacked you was shocking. Is your self esteem really that low?

And to call me "She"? I could not help but feel personally offended by that regardless of your claim that my opinion made you uncomfortable?

Over the NYC soda law???

Are you for real? I found you claiming I was not allowed an opinion more offensive. I think you were looking to be offended and I just happened to be there.

Over soda. . . . .I can't even. . . .

(Mod note, this was nothing on site just so you know)

[Lucid:]

No need to add notes reassuring that it's not on-site things, we just don't want to see drama stirred up over users finding out they're being vented about by other users. Carry on. ;)

[Espy]

...Dear Diary,

I am going to stick to the KGB's Rule 0: DON'T. BE. A JACKASS. And as much as I want to completely call out certain idiots, I refuse to break that rule in order to put someone else's jackassery to rest.

-A very annoyed Espy

[Pinkie]

Dear life....

Why must you be so hard and unforgiving? Just when I think you can give me nothing else that will crush my spirit I learn otherwise. Sometimes I just want to say fuck it and leave everything that I know behind and end this this all. Though things make me cling to this earth even when I loath it. I will be strong for those who need me. I will be the light in an otherwise dark world for those who need a ray of hope...even if this ray of hope wants nothing more then to stop shining. For those who matter most... I. Need. To. Be. Strong.

From a girl who has lost hope.

[Boob Pudding]

Hey you -

Get out of my head. Stop appearing in my dreams. I know you're not sorry, and you never will be because you're such a self-centered bitch. I've realized I'm better off without you. I don't need your BS drama in my life. You were not a good friend and I don't care anymore if you want to throw away your life. You deserve it. The part that hurt the most was where you had the gall to accuse me, behind my back to everyone I know, of being the bad guy. Well I'm sorry princess, but maybe if you weren't so self-absorbed, you would have seen that you hurt not only me, but everyone around you. Your family certainly didn't deserve that. I'm not waiting for an apology anymore, just stop finding ways to remind me of you. I just want to forget you ever existed.

[Ginger]

Dear Diary,

Please let everything fall into place smoothly...

Miranda.

[Belial]

Dear Diary

so when I tried to re-upholster the dining room chairs with my sister last week I somehow stapled my thumb. It was infected but I got all that out. The nail fell off yesterday. . .pain. . .and it's swelled up. . .I have to find some way to wrap it before I take a shower.

I am so completely manly, I can't even. . . .*eyerolls himself*

[Starzel]

Dear Homework,
Please, just stop multiplying. A girl only has so much time over the weekend, especially a busy one such as myself. Also if do need to exist, please reflect the effort I put into you on my test scores.

Yours truly,
A student

[Asami]

Dear diary,

Am I even worth it anymore?

Love asami.

[Espy]

Dear self,

Holy fuck, stop procrastinating.

-Espy.

[Tiva]

Friend,
I am sorry that you came up on a weekend that i worked 2 - 11ish friday saturday and sunday nights. I really did want to see you but I had work. After work I come home and pass out til 10 in the morning and then have to get ready for work again. I barely got to see Chris at all this weekend... and he is higher up on the list than you. I offered for you to stop by work and I would pay for your meal and try to chat but you dont want to. It isn't my fault that i work like this, and saying that i don't want to see you... is just rude.

Tiva

[Pinkie]

Dear life...

You maybe hard at times but other times you make me realize how glad I am I failed in suicide years ago. Is there really a reason why I failed and am still here? Or is it just so I am forced to live what I do not? Either way thank you life for showing me that even in times when I feel like nothing else could happen to make you worse you give me something that makes me happy to be alive.

From a confused female.

[Espy]

Calc prof:

Why do you not put up the option to see the solutions to the problems that we don't answer correctly...?

-A very disgruntled Espy

[Hermes]

Dear Fates,

I'm tired. I'm known by the few people I've ever let get close enough to me to be the one who never gets tired, never shows it when he's frustrated, I keep it to myself. But I am tired, so tired. I can feel the cracks in my mind growing, and I feel like I'm the only person who cares anymore about my sanity. I can't understand why I seem to be the most undesirable person in the world to hire, I can't understand why people seem to be looking down on me ever since I got back from Oklahoma, and I don't know what I want anymore.

I'm just tired. My shoulders are crunching, my mind is cracking, and my knees are creaking under this weight. But I don't mind my station, I don't care about the weight. I have chosen this, and I love it. But is it so much to ask that maybe something comes along to oil the joints once in a while? My shoulders were meant for carrying, my back is strong, my mind is a precise weapon and a sturdy barrier, but even the strongest shield can be cracked by enough swings of the hammer.

So life, I want a break, just one. Anything. Work, direction, self purpose, anything to make me feel like I'm not stuck going in circles. A body at rest tends to stay at rest, so I stay a body in motion, but I'm not going anywhere. I have no purpose, I'm just here, helping people sometimes, and going back to being just that guy.

The nightmares started again. I don't think they'll ever go away. I feel him ripping at my sanity again, and we can't stand against him much longer without a face-off. Maybe he'll bring a physical messenger to face me again. wolf contacted me again, and it scared me, because it was right after a nightmare of him being sent after me.

Am I to die as I am? I can accept that. But don't make it all for naught, please...I've begged the Gods, now I beg the fates: Grant me purpose. My quest may be immortality, but I will follow the path laid in front of me. I will not stop, I will never relent, but I can be crushed underfoot if you keep sending giants to stomp me out.

Your loyal servant,
Michael

[Belial]

Dear Diary

It's so nice to know that getting your way means more to you than having a relationship with me, your son.

And I'll lock my door when i damn well feel like it.

B

[Ginger]

Dear Diary,

I have plans in place. It won't be for another 2 years or so but after that I will have no rent or mortgage to pay which will make saving money a lot easier. I'll still have bills until I can afford the building of my house, solar panels, and wind power. It's going to be a heck of a lot of work, but for the sake of reducing the cost of bills and living free from debt I feel like it's something I have to do for myself. Please allow me to get a job, no matter what the pay is, so I can save everything I can to get out of here. Screw the car and driver's license until after I have land to park a motorhome or mobile on until I have what I need to build my small house. If no one has faith in me that's fine because I know I can do it and I will.

Miranda.