[NikkoGallarado]

"Yeah nothing to worry about. . ." as he stood up walked out the room to follow the other to make the women they called mother a card. It was something he couldn't understand as to why the other would want the love when it was clear they would never gain love.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Xue walked with him looking Taihei up and down a smile on his face "That outfit looks good on you, you look like a proper gentleman." he said looking to the windows once more he often wondered what it would be like to live normally but he suddenly stopped and moved to one "Look! Look!" he exclaimed pointing to a tree some wood pigeon eggs would just be hatching, the mother watching over them to make sure nothing happened he would watch in amazement as they got through and how the mother showed them affection "I wish I was a bird..." he said quietly he was envious of the chicks and how they got their mothers love instantly

[NikkoGallarado]

"I wish we could be anything but us. . . ." he said in a flat tone as if it would be any better in his own mind Xue may still be the same if they where normal in away still clinging to mother all the time and being the child that needs all the needs. But he pushed away the thoughts sighed some. "I wish any kinda of animal that would get loved from there parent the moment they are born. . . ." he listened to the other about how he looked and about the bird all he could do really was just nod some.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Xue sat down with some paper and pencils starting to draw it was the only thing he could do semi well but even then any one would say it was the drawings of a gifted seven year old "I'm sure it'll get better Taihei, they can't hate us for ever... can they?" he whispered his eyes on what he was doing biting the inside of his lip for a second "Do you hate me for wanting her love?" he asked his pencil snapping as he leaned on it to hard. He might have craved his mothers love but he relied on Taihei to survive he had though about ending it so many times but his twin was always there to prevent it from happening.

[NikkoGallarado]

Taihei didn't look back at the other or even try to tell him anything more. "If they didn't love us when we where born why would it even matter now?" he asked still looking out the window. He decided he wasn't going to answer the next question, over all he couldn't controls what the other wanted and how he wanted it.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Xue looked to the other tilting his head sighing "We where born because they thought one of us would replace our sister, that and they thought we would be normal." he explained "We aren't so they hate us, we destroyed her womb... they don't get rid of us as we are useful." but he wanted to be more than a tool he wanted to be a little boy loved by his mother and playing outside with his brother "P-please answer me Taihei, mummy's love means a lot but in the end I know the only one I have is you... I don't want you to hate me too." tears welled in his eyes

[NikkoGallarado]

"It's things like that make it hard to even try to say that they want us, they are doing it cause we are nothing but gunnie pigs to them that they can use. That is all we are is something to use for them to cover up what they did and to play make believe house though they hate us. . . .if you want her love so much they do what she ask. . ." he said still not answering nor looking at him. "Crying. . . .that is all you have done. . .is cry when she says she hates you, or when you question me. You cry to get your answer. . ." as he leaned his head against the window.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Xue went silent he was about to pick up another pencil to draw but he knew it was true that they where just kept as some sort of weird experiment, to cover the family secret and to keep up appearances but it didn't mean he needed to like it "I try but some things just don't sit right with me like having to be a girl... like the toy room..." he shook hugging himself as he mentioned that room hearing the other speak about how he cried he looked down he couldn't help it he just didn't want to be hated not by his mother not by his brother standing he ripped what he was drawing up and walked out the room towards the dinning hall on the paper he was drawing on there where two chicks one with his symbol the other with Taihei's in the distance there looked to be two other birds but they where flying away he was drawing how he had been feeling.

[NikkoGallarado]

Taihei stood hearing what was happening then shook his head some still looked out the window. "I only dislike you cause the harder I fought then the worse it hurt in the end. . .you still crave her love though we where punished and it hurts to know that you want that love after he stab me. . .but I don't think you would remember since you passed out after she beat you senseless" he said to him self.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Xue stopped at the door hearing the other talking he had gaps in his memories so he had no idea which incident this one was "Why do we fight them so much Taihei?" he asked biting his lip as he looked down his hand going to the door frame "A child craves love from their parents... don't they?" he didn't know if his love was natural or not but he wanted to stop it if it wasn't "Perhaps we can run."

[NikkoGallarado]

"I fight them cause I know they never wanted us. . . .this is the truth. . .never wanted. A child wants what the child needs, love, care and everything else but that hardly happens for us. . . ." as he lifted his head to still look out the window. "Running will not help us. . . .I have wonder around trying to figure out how to leave every time I think I found away something else is in the way. . ."

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Xue looked to his brother and walked to him quietly a sigh coming from his lips he knew his brother was right he always had been on things like this even if he was still craving his mother's love he thought that perhaps it was time to just give up as she never did love and doubted she ever would unless he did become a girl by some miracle. Hearing that they couldn't leave he wondered if they where doomed to this mundane existence for the rest of their lives.

[NikkoGallarado]

"The only way to leave is if they let us or they kill us." he said. "I think what also makes them hate us is cause we can do things like this. . ." as he turned away from the window as he held a hand out making a small movement as something went to him with out him going over to get it. "This is another reason we are not allowed to be seen or anything more."

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Hearing their own methods of leaving he hugged to his brother he didn't want to stay there if he couldn't be loved but at the same time he didn't want to die either in case it could happen. He nodded seeing the pencil coming at them knowing they where special "I wonder why father hates us though, we inherited the gifts from his side of the family just his are so weak he can barely manifest them." he said wondering how their mother would take it if she knew. looking to his ripped picture he watched it as it mended "Lets take this to mother and get back to our cell where we can't disappoint them." he wondered what would happen if they had been good but unless their parents had a change of heart they would never know.

[NikkoGallarado]

"I think this could be the reason why he hates us, we have gift he was give but can not use it like we can. If she found out she would hate is even more and not bother with us, in away they would leave us in the room to die and just lock everything away so no one would know we where alive or even existed in any way." he said to him watching the other mend the drawing.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Xue looked down tears falling somehow he knew that his brother was right about the whole thing "Does she really think we are like this by some flook of nature?" he asked sighing his hand going out as the picture came towards him. "I-I was looking forward today, but I ruined it..." his eyes went out the window the light still hurting his discolored eyes. He hoped the picture would make up for it but part of him suspected it would just get torn up in front of him.

Soon he moved out of the craft room and went towards their parents room knocking on the door when he got there. "Mummy, I have something for you..." he said knocking once more gently wondering if he would get an answer