[Batty]

You're a goddess, you know that? And wheels on a BED?! HELL YES! xDD;

People get so irritated with me, when it comes to this stuff. I mean, I guess I don't blame 'em, cause it happens so often. If I go over a certain limit, or have more than what I think I should deserve having, or, having in general, I tend to crawl walls. And cry. Hysterically. The one thing I never anticipated with losing all the weight was to be paranoid and obsessed about keeping it off, and working till the point I've got nothing IN me.

And I've been a sitting duck for the last two days. I pulled something in my tailbone/back/sides all at once. And then there was TS Isaac that kept me a shut in. And theres so many workouts I can do in a day. Thats why I walk, and I bike so much, you know? Keep myself in check.

I wish I would treat myself better too. I don't know what happened, I used to at LEAST eat a small salad every night for dinner, and that just.. kind of stopped. And pft, I still have a lot to work on with this "gorgeous body" of mine, lover.

[Mal Kapwn]

BATTY. YOU HAVE BEEN NAUGHTY. GO TO MY ROOM.

But no seriously, you have to take care of yourself, darling. Nobody would want you to waste away. My sister works out too much and doesn't eat enough and she's gotten dangerously thin. It's scary.

[Helsinki Harlot]

BBY; Goddess huh? Do I have a temple built for me yet? I'd like a temple. Something like the Athena one. 8)

We could get like row boat paddles too and just wheel around the entire place. Some doorways would be difficult but we can always have a single as mid-way transportation. d:

I'm not saying that some people can't handle that type of emotional heavy weight, because some people just can't. But bullcrap. =/ That actually does come with a certain weight, people find themselves more susceptible to anxiety and shit like that because they don't have enough protein and sustenance. There's a chart or something you can look at to see if you're height and weight and age fall into an area. 'Cause you can take energy drinks and health smoothies and not have to eat heavy meals that make you feel gross and get the right vitamins.

And trust me I know the feels. I got my happy ass down to 125 and I've gained weight since then. I'm so much harsher on myself now because I rem. the lowest weight I've been as an adult. Nothing makes me feel good anymore because I'm not that tiny. What you need is a shit ton of body happy brainwashing. ;] [/volunteers]

And there's nothing wrong with that, if it helps you relax. Stress can give you ulcers and no one wants those. They hurt like a bitch. Baby steps, that's all you need to where your energy level balances with the amount of hard work you do.

Shit happens. People go through fazes, random down times for MONTHS. You just gotta figure out something that makes you passionate and willing again. Might take awhile but as long as you're not quitting you're doing just fine. Go at your own pace. You run your own life despite how it feels sometimes.

AND HUNNY. I still have those delicious pics you sent me saved on my phone. ;] The one's with you squished against a wall and a hand in the way. And the one of you sitting on the counter top thingy majig. Babe you a hot number. ;D

[Batty]

I'LL GO AS LONG AS HARLOTBBY CAN COME, AND WE CAN HAVE A SEXY THREESOME.

While I'm not dangerously thin [at least, in my eyes], I DO work out too fucking much. Twice a day, for an hour each, and then I walk at least six times a day, on top of bike riding. And the only thing I substantially have is toast crust before Zane goes off to work in the morning, and thats it. I'll take scraps off peoples plates if offered, but I never have a portion to myself.

[Batty]

harlotbby;; OH MY GODS, YOU SO DO NOT! XDDD And your temple is right here, sexy lady <3 Just gotta find a way down to Florida and I'll give you the grand tour <33

I've been baby steppin' it for the last two years-- I start doing okay, and then I take a million steps back. Its frustrating. I wish I had traded in the paranoia for an ego. xDD; I mean, thats what my family had assumed would happen, and it didn't. I just went full out athletica anorexia on their asses. -le sigh-

I'm like, 5'3 or 4, and last time I checked, I was 103-105. Depending on where I had my arms at. On the handles it was 103. I have a lot of ... err, "extra" that I'm desperately trying to tone down, and tighten, so I don't hate myself.

[Helsinki Harlot]

w00t w00t. Bedroom fun.

We really gotta make this road trip thing happen. Florida isn't even that far from Texas.

-gives you a shoulder rub- I'm sorry luv. But that is the other half of the coin when people really get to working out. We should find you a new obsession. Extreme coin collecting or something. Hell, join Ninja Warrior. d: Or aggressive medieval art work collector. Joust people for shit.

o: We're about the same height. I haven't measured myself in awhile. I think I may be an inch taller than you. Extra? The only place I can think of there being "extra" at any itty bitty size is the "Venus Mound". If that's the case, trust me I've done research. Not even surgery can get it anime flat. It's supposed to have some fluff.

[Batty]

Haha, well, theres that, and some hardcore tummy flappin' goin on.
No one will believe me on either counts, though. xD; So I don't know why I bother trying to convince them otherwise.

Bleck! I'll be textin' you, cause, I need to lay down before I get anymore nauseous. ><;

I LOVE YOU BOOOOOOOOOOOTH!!! And if Mal wants mah digits, just ask Harly for em, I don't mind <33

[Mal Kapwn]

Works for me x3 I haven't had female companionship in WAY too long.

My weight fluctuates pretty significantly. I weighed 120 last year and shot up real fast in winter. I'm 180 now. I usually spend summer at 125 and winter at 165 but for some reason it's getting more extreme. I think it has to do with anxiety issues. Why do you work yourself so hard?

[Helsinki Harlot]

BBY; You are your own worst enemy. No one sees themselves like others do. Everybody luvs your bod. ;D You are gorgeous tho'. :)

GO LAY DOWN. I have my phone next to me but I'm also fighting crashing and my cat is invading mah personal space on and off. And he doesn't like me to move. D: Kinda of a dick like that. But Imma text if I can. <33333

And cool beans. I love you moar. ;D

Mal; Female companionship huh? Sounds kinky. We're kinda the same way on weight. Tho' I'm usually skinniest in the fall/winter time. It's when I'm happiest. You'd think anxiety would make you drop weight but ap. it just adds it on. But there is that seasonal fluctuation.

[Mal Kapwn]

WELL I HOPE IT'S KINKY.
Oddly enough, I prefer fall/winter even though I like weighing less. I just tend to be so busy in the summer that I hardly eat and I'm usually working all day and then swimming all evening (we live right on a lake). In winter I tend to sit around and eat too much because I'm cold and bored.

Sleep good, Battiness <3 luff yew.

[Batty]

I make sure I don't fluctuate like that. xD; It terrifies me. Thats why I work myself so hard, and push it to the extreme.

[Mal Kapwn]

I wish I had the motivation to even it out a bit. Every once in a while I spend a couple weeks working out every day -- like riding a bicycle every day for a couple miles or punch sparring with my boy.
Now he, on the other hand, is extremely fit and just drinks pop all the time. He's got a washboard stomach, nice ass, huge arms . . . and he hardly works out at all! He's not lazy, but he doesn't really make much of an effort, either. -grumbles-

[Alpha]

Well....some people's metabolisms are a bit better than others and allow them to be able to do that....

[Helsinki Harlot]

.__. Have not slept yet. In a good way tho'. I've now spent since 10ish pm (closer to 9 actually) playing an mmo. It's 1:30PM right now.

[Batty]

And I'm paining a coffin jewelry box. xD;

Feeling a little better today-- Haven't eaten a stitch of anything, which is IMO, good. ><; Just because I did so much [again, IMO] yesterday.

[Helsinki Harlot]

PEOPLE SHOULD PLAY THIS WITH ME.

And at least you're feeling a bit better. :) Just make sure within the 24 hours you eat at least like a piece of lettuce. d: -loves on-