[Alpha]

*poofs out from pillow* Dragons don't quite enjoy pillows, we enjoy comfy people....and Tiva isn't around.

[Helsinki Harlot]

;____________; Really? 'Cause HP raised me. Me and Harry both have July birthdays and the books always came out on my birthday. I was 11 when Harry was 11. So I grew up on the series. :) It really raised a generation.

Don't get me wrong, I love tumblr. My favorite site, it's my home. But there are just these bitches. Just.... oh my god. These god damn just entering freshman year, and it shouldn't bother me, it really shouldn't. But they're making personal attacks and getting more people to join them. Just fuck god damn.

[Crystallyn Whisper]

I wasn't much of a reader when Harry Potter was getting started. This size of most of the books alone was enough to turn me off from them. That and it was taking forever just to get to Hogwarts. :<

Just giving me more of a reason to not get one. = w= I hate stupid drama over things that don't really matter.

[Batty]

back for awhile.

Just finished watching two episodes of Supernatural, went for a bike ride, and showered.

Feeling a little less... horrid. But. meh.

[Alpha]

Batty! Why you only feeling less horrid and not goods?

[Batty]

Imma get yelled at if I say anything? xDD;

[Alpha]

*raises hand* I promise I won't yell. Here to listen and helps!

[Batty]

Ehhh.. I actually had a meal.
For the first time in... I don't even know how long, I had a meal.

I'm feeling decidedly unsexy, huge, ginormous.. and sick.
Very very EXTREMELY sick.

[Alpha]

Sorry Batty dear. *hugs*

[Helsinki Harlot]

Originally Posted by Batty

Ehhh.. I actually had a meal.
For the first time in... I don't even know how long, I had a meal.

I'm feeling decidedly unsexy, huge, ginormous.. and sick.
Very very EXTREMELY sick.

I'm sorry love. It must be hard as all fuck. ): I don't want my bby feeling like that. -gives you a belly rub- And trust me, you could gain about 50 lbs and still be super model photoshopped hot. (Well that also has to do with you being born attractive. d: The photoshop part.) You relax and take some deep breaths. This is good, and you are an amazing woman. <3 Yeah?

[Batty]

Alpha;; Yeah. I'm THIS close to having a full blown fucking panic attack. xD; -forces smiles all around-

Harlotbby;; PFTTT! I THINK YOU GOT YOU AND I CONFUSED! Seriously. <3

And hard is an understatement. Amazing? I don't know about that. xD -clings-

[Alpha]

Listen to Hel on this, she is doing better than I can right now and is 100% right on you being an amazing woman.

[Helsinki Harlot]

-does the sexy w00t w00t dance- Yeeeah. Grinding that shit. I know my stuffs.

BBYGIRL; If you need to have a panic attack. Have it. Let it out so that you can calm down, just don't do anything crazy like jump off a roof. d: Or something. I dunno.

And I am never confused! I am a god dang genius.

I was gonna throw some more adjectives in there but then I laid down. -runs fingers through your hair- You'll be okay tho', I have faith in you. :) And yes amazing, why else would I add you as my partner? <3 So hush that pretty face and accept my worship.

[Batty]

Harlotbby;; Goddamnit, I wish you fucking lived closer. I would never leave the bed. Like. Ever. For more than one reason <3

I can't have one, because if I do, I'll just get yelled at and told I'm being stupid, that I'm fine, and that I'll live. But the thing about it is... I won't be able to get passed it for awhile. I'm trying to take steps in the right direction, and I'm fuckin' freaking myself out. ><;

-nuzzles into your shoulder-

I just wish I was normal. WELL. NOT NORMAL. But, normal where foods concerned. It would save a LOT of people from a lot of things.

[Batty]

... And now I'm being forced to go handle food.

This should be SWELL! xDD;

[Helsinki Harlot]

Originally Posted by Batty

Harlotbby;; Goddamnit, I wish you fucking lived closer. I would never leave the bed. Like. Ever. For more than one reason <3

I can't have one, because if I do, I'll just get yelled at and told I'm being stupid, that I'm fine, and that I'll live. But the thing about it is... I won't be able to get passed it for awhile. I'm trying to take steps in the right direction, and I'm fuckin' freaking myself out. ><;

-nuzzles into your shoulder-

I just wish I was normal. WELL. NOT NORMAL. But, normal where foods concerned. It would save a LOT of people from a lot of things.

Tell me about it hot stuff. <3 Tho' we'd have to get out eventually. Unless we got wheels on the bed. That could actually end up kinda cool. d:

It's called an anxiety/panic attack for a reason. It's irrational and an issue. It's not something you flip a switch on and talk yourself through. Most people don't have fits like that so it's god damn retarded to tell someone "just get over it, you're fine." NO. Because it doesn't feel fine, and no one will ever know how much it's making your heart race and stop at the same time, and the weird head spiny feeling and shit like that. If you need to freak out, FREAK OUT. Letting it out is a good thing. Yeah, I think you shouldn't have an issue with that gorgeous body of yours and I want you to eat better, but that doesn't mean you should be mandhandled during your freak outs. There's bad thoughts in your brain that make you feel this way, it shouldn't be taken lightly. Baby steps is just damn fine. :) You do what you gotta sweetheart, keep that backbone. <3 -snuggles with you-

You're awesome, and lovely, and full of spunk and life. Just gotta keep fighting. :] And food's different for everyone. Not all people can do certain things. Don't hate on yourself too much. And for shame on food handling after a freak out. ): Not good combo.