[Ginger]

I respect Manson. He is who he is and with all the crap he's been through with the media for it, he is still himself. He's different and I think that plays a huge part in his fame. I'm not a huge fan of his music, only a few songs, but I do respect him as a person just for being himself.

[Saiyouri]

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❀ I couldn't agree with you more Ginger.
I feel bad for people getting crap for being themselves.
I have been hearing a ton of stuff about two japanese
visual kei bands that I love and these guys get so much
abuse from their fans it isn't funny. One guy from ScReW
posted a pic of him with no makeup on, on twitter and some
bitch had the nerve to tell him that he shouldn't do that
and he needs makeup since he is ugly without it... How is
this man ugly? https://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphot...77374122_n.jpg
The one on the left. I'm sorry but he looks better out of
makeup. God I feel so bad for these men who work their
butts off and get bad press from 'fans' for stupid things.
I think if you are a true fan, you don't expect them to do
this and this for you while they are performing for you
and expect them to be perfect gods. （　ﾟ Дﾟ） Sorry for the rant
LOL. ❂

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[Ginger]

I agree Saiyouri. The whole part of being a fan is to be supportive of the work these people do that so many people like. It doesn't make sense to like a person's music and hate on him/her as an individual. If people don't have anything supportive to say about a band/artist/musician besides how much they like their music, maybe they should just resort to listening to it instead of crapping on the people who work hard to make what we love. In the entertainment industry there will always be critics on everything specific famous people do, but stars become famous for a reason: Mass audiences like what they produce! Hence the reason for their fame ;) If "fans" can't accept the artists they love as a whole, why even bother wasting everyone's energy by posting harsh things? I don't see what is so accomplishing by doing that.

[Saiyouri]

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❀ Very very true. I swear the japanese and korean fans of people
are more harsher than the american ones that I have heard
of so far. They expect their idols to do things for them
during their lives for them and to me that is too much.
I swear people just need to relax and enjoy life and not
expect so much from these people who work so hard for us
to begin with. ❂

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[Ginger]

I totally agree :)

What have you been up to?

[Saiyouri]

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❀ Going nuts with a new kitten, and being stressed out
big time. But the stress part is getting better. Haven't
had a thought that I was fat as hell in a few days (T_T)
The new kitten is a big trouble maker who eats everything.
Even chewed a inch off my skull candy that I had ; ;

How are things with you? ❂

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[Ginger]

Ohhh yikes! As much as I love animals they can really be a pain sometimes. I sometimes feel fat as hell too :/ I go for a walk to help ease my mind into thinking that as long as I'm active and limiting my junk food intake, I'll be fine. Or I'll just start walking in place for about 10-20 minutes to at least burn a few calories if I've eaten something with too many. I also have Zumba and that's pretty fun sometimes.

I think things are better actually :) Sweating like crazy because my room is HOT! lol

[Saiyouri]

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❀ LOL Sorry to hear about your room. Hope it
cools off soon.

I dance every morning for awhile and do sit ups
all day long to help with the weight and I know I'm
not fat, just a stupid problem I had since I was a kid.
I really hate how girls keep thinking that instead of
being happy with their own bodies, (says the idiot). ~_~
I would go for walks but I hate going out by the
neighborhood I have. People love keeping track of what
you are doing and I tend to smoke a ton when I go outside
and walk.. Not a good thing lol. ~_~ But I might try soon.
Once I figure out where to walk since I don't want to
walk around the trailer park only and I live by a highway
yet again haha... (T_T) Plus eating really little helps
me, even though it is bad as heck for me. ❂

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[Ginger]

Oh my gosh haha same here to everything you've posted. I know I'm not fat also but I like to keep track of my weight. I live in a trailer park next to a highway as well. Sometimes at night a motorcycle or car will be driving by REALLY loud and echo through the whole neighborhood. It's really obnoxious.

[Saiyouri]

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❀ Hehe that is so cool. Glad I'm not the only one in
a annoying place. It's really quiet here though.
We barley even get a siren sounding at all haha.
But living by nothing fun to look at while I walk
is kinda of a huge downer and put off to walking.
Ah darnit I don't think I can dance tomorrow morning.
Family is coming over to fix the plumbing problems
early ; ; Ah darn. ❂

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[Ginger]

Lol Sai xD I love to dance around the house too, but only if no one is home or everyone is sleeping. I haven't done it in a while so I should get back into it. We hardly have anything great to look at here also, but there is a beach close to where I live. I feel like going to it to dip my feet in the water but I went to the park a couple weeks ago at 2 am, and thought I heard what sounded like a cougar between songs while I was swinging on the swings so I paused my ipod. It's possible around here in the small mountain town I live in. The park area is gated but I'm not sure if that's what stopped the cougar from pouncing at me. I was stuck swinging for nearly two hours waiting for the sound to go away, and watched my back the entire way out of the park. I kept expecting it to run at me from out of the darkness to attack me.

Oh well. I'm alive and posting right now so it's all good haha.

[Saiyouri]

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❀ HAHA I love your positive attitude about that hehe.
I dance with my bedroom door shut since no one will
leave the house ever and I don't have any other place
to do it in private lol. I got back into it a few months
ago and I'm so happy I did that. Nice way to wake up to
in the morning.

You are lucky to have a beach close by you. Wished something
nice was by here. But we live in such a small town the closest
thing to look at is Dairy Queen and that is 10mins away by
car lol. Otherwise it's a highway and a trailer park to look
at. ~_~ The darn thing had to be placed a few miles away
from a farm house in the middle of nowhere. LOL Why on earth
do I keep moving to places like this? Makes no sense since I
hate them so much haha. :D ❂

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[Ginger]

Yeah I know what you mean. I've lived in small towns practically my whole life. It has made getting my life started a bit delayed since a job is too much to ask for around here. I've been looking into getting a grant for Film projects. I'd like to study Film but I don't have the means to without a job, money, or parents to give me the money I need. Your area does sound really boring :C

I'd like to live somewhere not too big, but also big enough to where there are growing opportunities. The town I live in had a mill that shut down a couple of years ago and since then this place has been in gradual decline. More people are selling their houses and moving away than moving in. This summer it picked up quite a bit from last year though so that was really nice for our local businesses.

[Saiyouri]

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❀ Aww I hope you can find a way to get a job and get those
grants. Good luck with that.

That is so sad about your area but at least it's picking
up right now. I hope it keeps going that way. ^^
I want to get a job but that is out of the question until I
get my liscense which is out of the question until we get
a new car, fix all the major problems in this place and we
have the funds for me to get the darn things and my own car.
So that is gonna take a long time before that happens. Until
then I get nothing to do. I really want to work at a book
store but it's over a 15min drive from the house to the closest
one and that is not something I can walk to with a huge
highway to walk on haha... (T_T) ❂

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[Ginger]

Yeah I know how you feel. I'm pretty much in the same boat. Still need my license as well, and a car to get one. My parents don't drive or have their licenses either so I have to rely on outside sources to get my license. Otherwise it means being stuck here until I find a job so I can save for a car, and finally my license. It would be awesome to work at a book store :D

Finally, someone who understands :) <3

[Saiyouri]

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❀ <3 Hehe I'm so glad I'm not the only
one in this annoying boat. I'm sorry to hear both
your parents don't drive. I never heard that before.
I hope not driving doesn't hurt them too much when
they need to do things or get to work at least.
I wouldn't mind it as much if there was public
transportation.. that was reasonable to say the least.
Last place I lived they wanted $30 for me to be
driven in town... the same damn town a few blocks away
for just me alone... What the hell is up with that? o.0

And since this is nowhere land there is no such thing
as public transportation... (T_T) I am afraid to drive
because of my weird fear I guess you could say of cars
from two accidents I was in as a kid but I really want
to be able to do things for once by myself instead of
relying on others for once in my life. Plus it would make
shopping so much easier. I can do it when I have the time
not when someone doesn't even have the time to take me to
town lol. ❂

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