[Kali_Namir]

Well, if you were anything like my sister, you would have already cut them...Mind you, you could always just cut them a little at a time and see if your mom actually notices...

[Asami]

I used to do that but my mom freaks out.

//sigh
now they tell me that I'm not going to live here for free much longer and that I do nothing.. I should do more chores because that's my 'rent' when they never asked my brothers to pay rent until now and they asked him only because hes like 26. How is that fair? I don't mind doing it but when they just ask him to pay rent when hes that old and tell me I have to as well when I'm way younger doesn't seem too fair to me. They never asked K before he moved out and he moved out at 20. They don't ask S to either and hes a year older than I am

[Kali_Namir]

That's ridiculous...Just a little longer though Asami...then you can be rid of them...

[Lost]

-hugs asami-

[Asami]

they wont like me getting married and moving out

Haha oh God my mom just said something really ironic
"When you make a mess clean it your goddamn self" Oe something like that
its funny because she doesn't clean any of her messes. Ever.

//hugs lost


Idk I am spiralling down depression once more. I hate being treated like this yet I cant do anything about it because "I am not on their level. I am below them"

[Lost]

-clings to asami-

[Kali_Namir]

Once you're out their opinion has no meaning...

[Asami]

//pets lost

I'm so jealous of all those people who have nice moms who love them... or even not so nice moms who love them.... my mom hates me and doesn't even make it a secret.
I think my dad knows I despise my mom

Last night she went to stay with my gma and I said "whoooo! Now that moms gone we can actually have fun for once!"
And he said "you really despise her don't you "
I didn't say anything but I am sure he wasn't joking

[Lost]

I know how you feel... My mother isn't much different...

[Asami]

Its just aweful

You know I think id be able to take it if she actually did stuff but nope. She never does shit.

[Kali_Namir]

It'll be okay in the end...I promise...

[Asami]

I hope so.. because I'm about to break.
My family is so fucking weird.

[Kali_Namir]

Once you're out, things may not get easier, but they should get a little better for you and your self-confidence...

[Asami]

I really do hope so
I know mikes parents said once we are married we can live with the. Until we are able to afford the house

[Kali_Namir]

That is really great actually! That means you can get out as soon as you're married...

[Asami]

I know but I cant get married until a year because of a few reasons @-@

Btw sorry for disappearing I had to do more cleaning