[Asami]

We all have down falls
I feel as if I'm on one as well
I'm trying to hold strong but it doesn't really work much
I try hard to fight it. But when you've experienced true depression you'll never get away from it. No matter how hard you try. No matter how happy you seem.
So live in the moment. Let the people around you help. Open up
tell them when something is wrong
don't push anyone away. Because you never know if that person ends up being the one to save you.

[Hellsing kid]

Look at cute Asami geting all logical. -pats Asami-

She's very right you know batty. When I'm seriously down I come to you. Because your one of my best friends. But you are beautyful! You shouldn't let people say that shit to you. I miss that old batty that would rip the persons head of and run around with it if they pissed you of.

[Asami]

I can be serious when I need to.
Most of my friends come to me for advice.

[Batty]

LMFAO!

I pick and choose who I behead now. xD; Its mostly ME, but, hey!
we all have flaws. =P -twirls around own head like a dullahan-

[Asami]

I: batty.. don't put yourself down ever.
I don't want to hear that from you.
We all get enough shit from the world. We don't need ourselves tearing us apart.
Life's already hard enough...

[Hellsing kid]

Well be happy batty. -ha.. I rhymed ... Go me-

The convention is coming up and I got tickets!

[Asami]

Woot (:
see be happy<3
we all loves you

[Hellsing kid]

Mostly me. It's cuz I'm awesome. The love part.

But seriously be happy. Ill come over and hang out for a bit. But we need to go out and eat and drink.

[Asami]

O: what??!! I totally love batty lots

[Batty]

Asami;;

I know, babe. Trust me.
Its one of my two downfalls.

I swear to gods I'm not a mental case, but when it comes to me..
All I ever seem to be doing lately is tear myself to pieces, until I'm all bare and exposed. And thats when I start to hurt the most.

I've been having bad days more and more frequently. And it just sucks. xD;

[Hellsing kid]

I do to she's awesome!

Don't worry I love you to Asami -hugs-

[Asami]

Well batty... when you start feeling bad talk to someone who loves you a lot.

[Batty]

Hermes is gone, remember?
He's the one who used to bring me WAY the fuck up when I began to feel like this.

And I'm too afraid to push it on to anyone else, and Zane.. I just think he says things to make me feel better. He just sputters shit out, without really thinking about it.

[Hellsing kid]

OH! MY! GOD!

[Asami]

): I know Hun...
Tell sane how you feel. Tell him to say things from his heart not just say things..
find a group of people if it comes to that

[Batty]

doesn't help that I dont really listen, either. xD;

I'm a stubborn bat.