[Helsinki Harlot]

Espy; Hola. :3

Battybby; That's all right. I just wanted to see if I could help make you feel better is all. <3

And nonsense, if it's got anything to do with you it's worth worrying the world over. <3

Haha, I think we should just all say fuck it one day, road trip, and spend like a week pampering ourselves. xD

[Obbiesan]

*poof back in* o3o

[Batty]

I STILL SAY WE ALL SHOULD GO TO THE MIDDLE OF AMERICA, AND HAVE A TRIS MEET UP.

Just sayin'.

And I love you, Harlotbby. <3 Very very very much. But what I go through is mostly insignificant self BS. =/

[Mizeria]

hels, I have a man like that in my life to.. but lost him in a different way. you don't just get over something like that. Its a part of you, and it always will be. There will be some ruff days, and some not so bad ones. but its never just gonna be something you get over.

I haven't seen it, do you still have a pic?

Cold and closed off?
I don't make friends easily.

-giggles-

tony offered to basically be that for me

I don't have any scars... not from that anyway.
every time I get close I remember the promises, they are the only things keeping me alive..

yeah well... I'm the "Life-Line"
Literally.

I don't say anything just to say it.
I mean every word.
I'm blunt and to the point.
and don't just string together words to make people feel okay.

You DESERVE the WORLD Hels.
I hope one day someone is brave enough to want more with you then just some time in your sheets.

[Mizeria]

maybe I can fly Hels up the same week obbie flies batty?

[Helsinki Harlot]

-sits her ass down for a ciggie break and the laptop- 30 minutes of simmering and it'll be done. That took forever to cook. xD But I'm such a perfectionist when it comes to cooking. -reads over thread-

[Espy]

-can't cook for shit-

[Batty]

I'm an AWESOME cook. <33

But it'd be nice if someone else did it for me. <.<;;
Even though I'm picky as hell. =/

[Obbiesan]

Im a terrable cook >_<

[Helsinki Harlot]

Battybby; Sounds like a plan. xD

Well either way I'll always care. :3

Mizzie; Yeah. He was like... you know how you have that dream man in your head? He was it. He was oh god, muscular, just old school type of man, traditional male that I love. Played football in high school, had a tattoo and he made me a better person, made me always try and improve myself. He is the only man in my life I've respected or looked up to. If I can be half as amazing as he was at 25 I'm damn lucky. He helped me through some rough rough shit. Made me like myself a little, it didn't last but meeting him and having him care back for me and like REALLY be into me made me throw away my blade into the trash and I just started stabilizing a little bit and believing in myself and allowing myself to be emotional and maybe even open up a bit more to the world. God, he was just so fucking AMAZING. Beautiful in every way.

I remember when things got kinda heavy he sent me this song- Linkedy Link with the comment that he'd look stupid in a pink dress.

And this is the tattoo Also a linkedy Link.

There isn't a day that goes by where I don't wake up thinking of him and go to sleep thinking of him. I only have one picture of him. And nothing else to remember him by, except for a few message histories that managed to save.

When he died I drank for about 6 months straight, my friends told me later if I hadn't stopped when I did they would've had an intervention for me.

I'm a lot more open but I don't either. And I've grown to like you a lot well enough so. :3

Like I said, I'm living vicariously through you.

Yeah. Not my proudest moments, I already have one tattoo to cover up some, need to get money to get more. Some areas would be kinda problematic to tattoo tho' so dunno what I'm gonna do about that. xD;;

Thank you, so much. That made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I really appreciate you taking the time to say that. :]

I hope I find that guy too. Haha. Last time 'round didn't go so well tho but here's hoping for the best. -crosses fingers-

Also; on the being flown up there all at the same time. xD Sounds too good to be true! That'd be one helluva time.

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I LOVE COOKING. <3 Tho' I come from a long line of great cooks so. xD; I think my genetics are cheating.

[Mizeria]

USERNAME: Mizzy
PRODUCT DESIRED: FUll Body, No Back ground.
AVATAR IMAGE:
DETAILS: on mizzys please keep the hair, the cane, the monocle, and halo. everything else change as much as needed.
Adding a deadline? whenever.
ANYTHING ELSE I SHOULD KNOW?: CREATIVE FREEDOM FOR THE WIN <3

[Helsinki Harlot]

-goes to add the order- :3

I think I've got my tablet fixed too! So the orange juice/vodka spill disaster didn't end up doing too much damage. Just gotta get it to stay connected and to wipe my working table down.

[Batty]

OH DAMN, HARLOTBBY.

I FORGOT TO TELL YOU.
I TRIED THE NEW REHAB EARLIER.

OHMYGODDDDDD.

[Espy]

You still wanna back up your files, though, especially if you have that many.

[Helsinki Harlot]

Espy; I will the second I get myself that second hard drive. I just gotta get the money.

Batty; I haven't tried it yet but Sarah has and she's addicted to them.

[Mizeria]

whenever you can get to it hels,
I can't seem to access my devi account to look at the tattoo..

I have one man that changed me forever..
and he knows it.
He helped me a lot in high school. but we're... just not...
so whatever

And you guy, most of what your saying brings tony to mind for me. in a weird way. not all of the finer points. but a bunch of them

like this part

"He was oh god, muscular, just old school type of man, traditional male that I love. Played football in high school, had a tattoo and he made me a better person, made me always try and improve myself. He is the only man in my life I've respected or looked up to."

I look up to my dad a lot tho.. so hes not the only guy.

I'm glad you like me
^^
truly I am.
most people don't

vicariously through me will only go so far
xD

you need to go out and get a man~

i'm sure you'll find him.
I know I'm trying to find mine too

and I might have money for it.
I'll talk with obbie and see when they are planning the whole flying thing.
lol