[Mizeria]

-peaks into shop-

hello everyone

[Alpha]

Nice. Well, whatever helps ya work. Honestly, I understand since it allows you to see the body without any kind of distortion from clothing and also some of the motions as well.

[Espy]

Need references for guys' frame/body structure? I managed to net a ton of them back when I was trying to teach a friend.

[Helsinki Harlot]

:3 Yay, Mizzie's back in the shop.

Alpha; I got into trouble about that with my mom once. xD I mean I like girls too but I had pictures legit just for reference, nothing weird about it. She got soo pissed. She has now told me years later that she should've sent me to church camp.

Espy; I have some but more is always welcomed. xD Most of my collection is from this guy I befriended that ordered art from me who swung both ways, so he gave me his male near porn folder to draw from. xD;;; We bonded quite quickly.

[Alpha]

Hel: I can relate to the religious parent sort of thing. My dad would have done something similar. Nothing wrong with it though.

[Helsinki Harlot]

My dad still doesn't know. My mom ignores that it's there. I don't really flaunt it in front of the family or anything. We had one conversation about it when she saw me and my ex kissing in the pool. How, I don't know 'cause I was damn careful about it. She told me she was welcome over anytime and that she loved my friend but she wondered where she went wrong in raising me, and that I'm a role model to my sister, and how we'd never tell my father because it would be too much for him. (Tho' honestly I really think he'd be okay with it. He's a douchebag and a dick, but I don't think he has issues with that.)I'm waiting on the phone call from my mom disowning me from the family because my sisters 100% lesbian, and all on her own without my influence.

The funny thing is, we don't even really talk about religion in my family that much.

[Alpha]

Oh wow.....that is a bit extreme. I really don't know what to say......

Honestly, my dad disowned me without any other reason than I disagreed with how he treated me as a child even after I turned 18. He even tried to turn the rest of my family against me (bit him in the arse though).

[Espy]

Aaaactually, I'll throw refs at you later. I have no idea where that folder went.

[Helsinki Harlot]

It's something I kinda laugh at, that's just about the way I deal with it. I've never been in good standing with the family anyway. It was just funny when she said "What would your sister think?" and at the time in my head I was like 'Oh mom. If only you knew. At least I still like dick. She's just straight up dyke'. xD;;

When she does come out it won't be pretty tho'. Especially since she's already kinda taking after me. I have 6 tattoo's and this year, he first year away at college, she got 3. xD;; (Good tattoo's mind you but my parents are mad at me for that one. My mom called me up and told me to tell her she couldn't get them, my only response was "Mom. I have 6. I can't tell her jack shit.") And she's starting to dye her hair like I do. >.< Hopefully that's where she stops taking after me, I'm shit for a role model. lol

Wow, your dad sounds like a grade a D-bag. Glad the rest of the family had your back tho'. That's always a relief. You seem to be stable at least, so, that's at least something that came out of it.

[edit]espy; No worries. I'm always around. :]

[Alpha]

Eh, he is a bit. He's a bit....weird. He has his own way of remembering things. Not even selective, let's call it creative memory. Also a bible thumping SOB....which is funny considering when he was my age he did worse to his parents than anything I ever did. He frankly flat out ignores me and won't respond to any attempt by me to keep in touch (I try for my younger siblings since I'm a bit afraid of what he and my stepmother will do in raising them).

And yeah, that sounds like a powder keg......I don't envy you or your sister with that situation.

[Helsinki Harlot]

Haha, isn't that generally how it is? I've only heard a few stories about what my parents did when they were young and if those are the mild ones they're allowed to tell, my parents did some serious screwing around with their lives. It's like when they get older they have this weird "you're just as bad as I am" attitude and then take out shit they probably feel about themselves on you.

Wow, I'm sorry you've got siblings kinda stuck in that position, especially with that embargo on contact.

I figure I'll do all right. I've been the scapegoat/punching bag for my family's issues since I was a kid. She's the baby of the family so I think she'll do all right as long as they're just focusing it on it being my fault. As long as she gets out of it with where she wants to be in life and in relation to my parents I'll live.

[Saith]

*stalks Harlot* >>;

[Helsinki Harlot]

<3 I love being stalked. Makes me feel lurved. :D

[Mizeria]

-pokes thread-

sorry I didn't stay at all earlier... things came up
x.x;

had the best time at dennys tho.
and the corset doesn't look half bad

[Helsinki Harlot]

It's all good. It's not like you're chained to this place. -hides hand cuffs- >.>

<3 I'm glad you had a good time at Denny's. I want details! I'm living vicariously through your night time excursions.

Corset? xD You'll have to remind me it's been a few pages since that conversation, were we still on that?

[Mizeria]

oh dear, umm...

thats a LOT to type up
xD

lemme see what I can come up with in a few minutes.
-just woke up-

I got a free one last night at dennys, and it didn't look half bad on me.