[Mizeria]

he does have good character. he says he's a heartless asshole but i don't see it.

i think you'd like him. from what I can tell of you, and from what i know of him you'd probably get along nicely

for the most part, i've got control... I do weird things, but most of the time I do them in ways no one notices. unless they've known me for a while.

I HATE PHONE CALLS
I avoid phone calls

I walk into a place, and try to know all the exits before I sit down. I need my back covered as well and I hat having people pop up behind me.
I sit in the corner booth, with my back against the side wall... its that bad.

but my apartment, is still not clean, cause my depression counters my ocd...
its fucking crazy when my ocd acts up at work tho... my coworkers laugh at me...

"safety net stash" a couple dollars, normally at least a twenty, in case I need something. a taxi or whatever...
my dad taught me that.
I always have some extra money just in case.

oh
XD

yesh, your advice was sound though..
I'm just in an opening up mood I guess...

^^;;

I hope you don't mind


Neirra you're all good, no worries
I missed your post earlier
good morning
^^

[gremlin]

@ Mizeria: Don't worry about it sweetie. > w<
Good morning to you too.~
How is the event going for you?

[Mizeria]

pretty good so far.. I've gotten two bundles and two of the none bundled items
^^

[gremlin]

Sounds good. >:3
I really like the items so I'm really motivated to post right now!

[Mizeria]

they are really awesome
the one bundle will be really good with the brave victory.
^^

[gremlin]

I can't wait to get my hands on them. xD
I want to make a new avatar but I'm having a hard time deciding on what colors to use.

[Mizeria]

I don't think I'll be changing my avi any time soon
but I'll be editing on my mule
xDD

[Helsinki Harlot]

Neirra; Nah. It's a public forum. :] The beauty of a forum is that we can talk about a ton of stuff at the same time! My thread is a safe open place. :3

Mizzie; They all say that. <3 And they usually end up the best of people.

Bad ass. I'll have to come visit you on one of your night wanderings and chill with you at the booth and just make a scene. lol

High five! :D My friends hate me for it. But I've already told them up front that if they call me, I'll just watch my phone go off until they're done calling and if I'm in the mood I'll text "what's up?" and that's it. xD

I do the same thing. A little paranoid yeah, but it helps out and that's all that matters. You're the only one living in your own skin.

The clearest way my OCD manifest is with chess pieces. That's something I get made fun of for. I LOVE chess, but the pieces have to be perfectly and symmetrically inside of their own scares. And my DB friends will start moving them around every time asking me "does this bother you?" and I'm half tempted to shove the pieces down their throats. xD

I also have to have book edges on a shelf lined up perfectly to each other and the edge of the shelf.

Oooh okay. For a second I thought it was a weapon and I was like "... she carries a net on her? That's a little hard to hide isn't it?"

And it's all good. I'm all ears as long as you're wanting to share. :3 I may not always have something substantial to respond with, but I'll try.

[gremlin]

I seem to have an avatar block. - dies -
I don't know what to do with it or what to buy.
- twitches -

[Mizeria]

Hels, not all of them are the best of people but most of them really are.

where do you live? xD
It might be quite the trip to come see me.

My friends hate me for it too. I never answer phone calls, unless its at a weird time, or if I'm expecting news on something. Otherwise I text.
Always text.
but my phone has been acting funny. soo I need a new one..
x.x;

"You're the only one living in your own skin"
Thats so true. But people just don't get why I do it.
the first time one of my friends noticed me looking at exits and such they asked what I was doing. I said
"Its just a thing.. I need to know the exits before I go it. Like where they are and the fastest why out from my seat. I've always been this way..."

they looked at me funny but dropped it.

"does this bother you?"

That question, makes me want to stab people.
most people learn the first time they are around me not to ask that when I freak...

i can't even look at my books without twitching.
when i lived at home they were by author, by series, and if it was a single shot book, by name if there happened to be more then one by the same author

so it went. books in series on one case, By authors last name, then by Series name.

One shot books on another case, by author and then by book name...

but when i moved out.. i lost half my books... half the series of some series etc.
and I had a LOT of books.... I don't even know all the ones that are missing.

when my dad and I talk about it were normally out and about and he uses "safety net" instead announcing to the world that I have extra cash. its just how he is.

just having someone to listen... without being judged, or without me causing their emotions to get wrecked is nice

[Helsinki Harlot]

Neirra; I'm gonna start calling you Nym. I don't know why but it seems fitting. :3

Also; avi's blocks aren't fine but judging by your last save you're doin' all right. xD

[Mizeria]

Originally Posted by Neirra

I seem to have an avatar block. - dies -
I don't know what to do with it or what to buy.
- twitches -

i like the one you have now
owo

[gremlin]

I'm just terribly bored with my avatar. xD

[Mizeria]

ooo
that one is cleaver too

[gremlin]

I need to expand my collection of commons. xD
Like shop items... clothes. So I can play around with my avatar more.

[Helsinki Harlot]

Mizzie;

Haha, yeah, I meant that as a stereotypical generilzation. And fuck it, I'm not even gonna fix the spelling on that.

And the lovely state of Texas. xD

My favorite time is when I legit loose my phone so I can be like "well, didn't have my phone". It drives them crazy and it's always an event when I do pick up the phone but fuck it, I warned them. xD

Well it's true. Some people can be amazingly empathetic and really kinda get to your core but at the end of the day it's just you in there (unless of course you have multiple personalities or something like that. I had a friend who had a split personality. They've melded together recently.)

OMG tell me about it. They all seem to think it's funny but they never realize how close to bashing them in the head I am. xD

-high fives- I'm so glad we organize books the same way.

And that's actually really clever of your dad. I think I'm gonna start using that.

Well I'm here if you need it. I've got a good deal of my own bit of crazy so I'm not exactly in a place to throw stones, even if there were any to throw at you. xD