[Lost_Fantasy13]

-giggles-

I've been meaning to post here for a Looooong time

[Lauv Keiko]

and why didn't chuuuuu?? *cries*

[Lost_Fantasy13]

-clings- I'm sorry
with my depression in a constant state of flux I've been having a hard time willing myself to post.
but today I'm good...
soo I'm posting everywhere

[Lauv Keiko]

(brb, on a call)

[Lost_Fantasy13]

IMA Platypus~
lol

Take your time hon, I'm not going anywhere

[Lauv Keiko]

MIZZY NO BE DEPRESSED! *clings*

but that's great that your posting like mad around XD I noticed that~

((ish still on a call))

[Lost_Fantasy13]

-giggles-

I'm good right now
even smiling.. which is weird for me

[Lauv Keiko]

SMILING IS NU WEIRD! *pulls your cheeks*
smiley~ <3

[Lost_Fantasy13]

its weird for me...
I don't smile much when i'm alone.
and I fake it a lot when i'm around people....

[Lauv Keiko]

just be glad that you're smiling now~ cherish that moment <3 that good feeling, before you go back to the dreaded sadness *kicks it away*

I feel that sporadically too, so I understand you *snuggles*

[Lost_Fantasy13]

-clings to lauv-
not many people get it

[Lauv Keiko]

Not many people experience genuine happiness even when they're alone >A<

[Lost_Fantasy13]

yeah but not many people have to fight with thoughts of killing themselves because they are alone.
yeah sure, they might be lonely or sad... but its not my extremes.

[Lauv Keiko]

oh no, don't D:
*clings* not those thoughts please D:

DIGRESS!

what is your internet service provider, Miz?

[Lost_Fantasy13]

um... time Warner cable?

I'm doing good hon
I promise
those thoughts aren't really there right now
and when i'm around people my mind stays distracted long enough not to think about it.

Nothing will happen to me.
I promise

[Lauv Keiko]

>A< you got me worried there...*snuggles*
I hope they don't come back anymore~


and hmm...do you know comcast? O_O