[Serra Britt]

Oh not much...just hanging out here while I sort out things.

[Funkduder]

Originally Posted by Xun

school is a LIE OmO

*flops in* orz;; A friend of mine is thinking about suicide. I must smack him for this. OmO

I thought about that once. Tell him that death is permanent and stuff and that he should wait until he's more than sure.

[Xun]

@Serra: Oh? Real life stuff?

@Funk: Sounds like a plan. I should do that. '^'

[Serra Britt]

@Funk, sounds like really good advice.

@Xun, Yea, some matters regarding my heart and feelings of love.

[Xun]

Baw, oh Serra ;; I'm hoping it didn't involve breaking up with someone. Unless that actually happened, then understand that I'm here for you to talk to '^'

[Serra Britt]

Well, in a way it did, Lunaryon (from this site) and I met in person a few weeks ago and I deeply care about her. However I've been in a 4+ year online relationship with someone I'm unlikely to be with in person, and I realized about a week ago that my relationship with her was really important to me, and though I had asked Luna to date me I had to go back on that since...my feelings for the other girl are so strong. I was not doing well until I actually got to talk to Luna again about it, her computer's internet was broken until today.

[Funkduder]

That sounds like it's tearing. It's a tough choice I'm sure...that is...if there's even a choice to make...the directions love can push someone make people harder to read than otherwise.

[Serra Britt]

Well it is in a way...I love Luna a lot and I know that. She's a lot closer too, but when my roommate decided that he wanted to try to date the other girl...in all honesty the thought of them being intimate felt like a knife wound. I forgot that I felt this way, and I decided that regardless of the future, I needed to defend my own feelings. And if I didn't want her to be with anyone else I decided, for myself, to not be with anyone but her.

Luna and I talked about it today, and we decided to remain friends because we certainly do care about each other.

[Funkduder]

I know that sort of feeling. It's the one I had with my last gf. I'm single now though, and at one point my dad thought that breaking up was a bad idea since I was being...unstable? I'm not sure if that's the right word or not, but anyways, I wish you the best of luck.

[Serra Britt]

Well, I admit until I talked to Luna I was doing really bad. I felt like I was betraying her but she told me that was stupid. So at least until the dreams hit me tonight I think I'll be fine.

[Funkduder]

I haven't had dreams in at least half a year. I wish you luck with yours if it turns into a nightmare.

[Serra Britt]

I'm very good at keeping nightmares at bay unless I'm ill. I appreciate it though. I believe I will head off now. I appreciate you listening to me Funk, and you as well Xun if you're still here.

[Espy]

-shudders- Uh. Dreams. Augh. Mine can be awesome, but...pretty goddamn violent.

[Funkduder]

Sleep well, britt.

Wassup, espy?

[Espy]

Nothing much. Stomachache. Gonna go sleep in a bit; tired as fuck.

[Lauv Keiko]

what did I miss again? O_o