[Moonless Midnight]

alright, I'll check that out later.... need to take a shower and stuff

[MuseSick]

Has fun xD

[Lauv Keiko]

Hey guys~
I missed you all =D

[MuseSick]

Hey Lauv~ ^^

[Mizeria]

"To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love"

-"Buried Alive By Love" By HIM

Hiya Muse
-huggles-

How are you today?

[Moonless Midnight]

Hey Muse and Miz ^_^

[MuseSick]

I remember- being obsessed with Vampire Heart by HIM

-hugs back-
I'm okay I guess- I mean, just nyeh..

How about Ash? <3

[MuseSick]

Hey Moon! : 3 -hugs-

[Mizeria]

"The open wound she hides
She just keeps it bundled up
And never lets it show
She can't take much more of this
But she can't let it go
And that's okay, she don't want the world..."

- "She Don't Want The World" By 3 Doors Down

This one... has had better days...

[MuseSick]

"If I could I would shrink myself,
Sink through your skin to your blood cells,
Remove whatever makes you hurt,
But I am to weak to be your cute."

Guernica - Brand New

I know the feeling.. What's wrong love?

[Mizeria]

"Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around..."

- "White Horse" By Taylor Swift

A bunch of stuff.
Most of it my own fault...
Everything I do is always wrong... always...

[MuseSick]

"Standing on the edge of morning,
scent of sex and New Found Glory
playing as she's pulling back her hair.
She drives away, she's feeling worthless;
used again, but nothing's different.
She'd stay the night but knows he doesn't care.

At home by three;
a deafening quiet.
The porch light's off,
guess they forgot it.
She'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare.
And she wants to be a model,
She wants to hear she's beautiful.
She's beautiful."

No Ash, that's not true. -kisses cheek- You've done a lot of good, for ME ALONE. Do you want to talk about it?

[Mizeria]

"Late again
Guilt free in the middle of the pouring rain
Hair's a mess she said
Would you mind if I spent the night alone?

At 3am she's upset
It's not you and it never was
Packs her things she's gone where?
That place I'll never know
Somewhere in the middle of the pouring rain

I wake up late
Sometimes I wish I never woke up at all
And I contemplate
I guess maybe I'm better off alone

I'm gonna leave this place
I guess winter got the best of us this year
And the sky's a mess
I'll run out in the middle of the pouring rain..."

- "Day Of Rain" By Thriving Ivory

Honestly? Not really..
I just want the hurt to go away...
I just want to forget the day
things will get better
Its just a bump in the road of life is all

I'm glad to have done good by you, even in such a short time
that is at least one good thing.

[MuseSick]

"And he can't understand,
How everything goes on breathing,
When true love ends."

I wont make you talk about it -hugs tight-
You don't need to talk about it. <3

[Mizeria]

"I pledge my allegiance,
To rhythm and sound.
Music is my medicine,
Let the rhythm Pound

I found a love,
Its in the music
Drop all your guns,
Drop all that bullshit.
We come to learn
Inside the instruments.

John Lennon, Bob Marley are my presidents.
The sound of trumpets wake up people laying down,
The drum and volume playin gonna shake the ground
The violins will pick you up when you are down
The melody will spin around and around. "

- "Play It Loud" By The Black Eyed Peas

I'm sure I'll talk to you about it sooner of later
Just right now...
I don't want to think about any of that.
I just want my happy back
xDD

[MuseSick]

And there's three, count 'em three,
Children playing on the beach.
They were eager to learn,
To be taught, and to teach.

There's Veronica.
She's biting her lip,
As she watches the waves turn white at the tip.
And there's Vada.
Radiating with joy,
And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy.
And lastly there's Dade.
His hair dances in the wind,
And he's wondering what love is.
And why it has to end.

And he can't understand,
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends.
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die,
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive,
So live for the moment.
And take this advice; live by every word.
Love is just a hoax, so forget anything that you have heard,
And live for the moment now.

And there's three, count 'em three,
Children growing on the beach.
They were eager to learn,
To be taught, and to teach.

There's Veronica.
She's licking her lips,
As she waits for her real, first passionate kiss.
And there's Vada.
She can't admit her jealousy,
Of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty. (And how she's so pretty.)
Lastly there's Dade.
Still sitting on the dock,
He ponders his life, and he skips his rocks.
And he wonders when his father will return,
But he's not coming back.

And he can't understand,
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends.
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die,
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive,
So live for the moment.
And take this advice; live by every word.
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard.
(Forget everything.)

And there's three, count 'em three,
Children missing from the beach.
They were eager to learn,
To be taught, and to teach.

But the sad thing,
Is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen,
Due to neglect from their mother,
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover; their father.
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention,
As the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean.
Now all her advice, it seems useless.

No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die,
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive,
So live for the moment.
And take this advice; live by every word.
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you have heard,
And live for the moment now.


This song- can't be forced into a spoiler.. It's just.. This song I've never herd it.. Not once.. But the words make me cry.. Because they remind me of so many things.. about the neglect, and about how I never did believe in love.. Because I never saw a functional relationship.. I love these lyrics to bits. Far too much to put in a spoiler.

And yeah- eventually.