[Echo-chan713]

I'm working on contacting a club for age reasons. I'm not getting an answer B(

[littl3chocobo]

what club sweetie?

http://www.daylol.com/images/2012/Ju...8d5a53d9f6.jpg

[Poggio]

I am working on trying to lower my payments for something but it seems I can not do it online.

[littl3chocobo]

bah! will you be able to go in? or is there a phone option?


and tom, i dunno what he is grabbing i got confused

[Poggio]

I will have to call.
Cho I fucking hate my life at the rate its going I am going to be 24 years old and bankrupt with nothing. I will have let my grandmother down and my entire family. The people that were suppose to help me can not and I think I will have to use up all the money I put into my savings. I don't have a car so I can not work with my sister. If I get a second job i will probably be late since I have to take the fucking bus every where. I should have just quit. I should have listened to myself and just quit.

[littl3chocobo]

pog, i don't know how to help, you and i had the same choices to make and yet you made most of the ones i refused to make and are where i said i never wanted to be. i want to help but all i feel is a unhappy feeling in my gut over your position and a sneaking suspicion that i barely escaped the same fate

[Poggio]

There is nothing that can be done. I made my bed now I must lay in it. I will keep trying to get another job but if you start to see less of me online I am sorry. I will still text you and post and make art when I can.

[littl3chocobo]

real life comes first though i stand by you getting that woman out of your house, she is draining it faster

[Poggio]

Thats not going to happen, and my dad pays for all of her shit now I am not touching it. He seems to have forgotten that he was going to help me with my loans in the middle of his dreams for a food truck. I hate trusting people, especially the ones that have let me down repeatedly. I am just so angry and lost and disappointed at myself right now. I am trying but hot damn it is hard to do with out some one giving you a chance or if you know some one.

[littl3chocobo]

i know sweetie, i know exactly

[Poggio]

-cries in frustration- Damn it why did I have to come out of school while the recession was recovering.

[littl3chocobo]

dude it is too late to cry now, you just have to take stock of what you have, what you can manage and what cannot be changed and see where you can go with it

[Poggio]

I already cried, I am making a list of places to call to see if their applications are still available. you wanna know whats sad. I quite possibly might have another job before my mom has her first one.

[littl3chocobo]

i already had a moment over that one sweetie

[Poggio]

Alrighties new plan in life. I will see if I can get a job at a call center first shift keep michaels for only closing, come home beable to spend time with you and honbons before I have to sleep. (or another first shift job)

[littl3chocobo]

does sweetie have any skills? and i still think you should get an overnight job, many are full-time and a lot of places do overnight pay which is a dollar more an hour