[Pinkie]

Well I think the title says it all...

There are things that make me say this. The bf that I live with is out of town on work. He works 20 days then he comes home for 8. He works about 3 hours out of town so going to see him or him me is not happening. Well he is back right now for his second load and I am once again alone.

We need the money so I understand why he left it just sucks for so many reasons. One im alone all the time. I dont get phone calls or texts I just sit here day in and day out unless I look for work. Well on the 22nd of Aug is the bfs and mine 4th anniversary and hes working right through it. Then the same for my birthday on the 18th of Sept.

I have no way to go anywhere or do anything and im finding that the longer im alone the more depressed I get. I keep reaching out to try and talk to some one or do something but my options keep failing me...I am getting to the point of.. I have no idea what to do and I feel as though I am loosing my mind. Slowly each day part of it leaves.

Have you ever felt really alone? If so why?
Any advice so I can keep my sanity?
Or should I just suck it up and slowly go insane?

[Ginger]

Aren't you on my Skype?! D: We should talk on there! Maybe it will help... ?

[Pinkie]

I have a few on skype though conversations are far and few between...

[littl3chocobo]

if you are lonely why don't you talk to us anymore?

[Pinkie]

I do...just depression with me is bad trying to talk to some one and not getting an answer is worse then being alone. So why bother trying when I get no response anyways...

[littl3chocobo]

i respond

[Pinkie]

Sometimes yes you do. Im not going to argue or pick a fight over something so trivial though.

[littl3chocobo]

well if you decide you want to talk to me i am still here

[Pinkie]

Good to know...

[Poggio]

It is hard. I am a person that likes to be alone.
I suggest picking up a hobby to occupy your mind and distract your time. Constructive hobbies like home improvement, or learning to sew. Or things that will cause you to think with out being lethargic like writing.

That is the best advice I can give.

[Pinkie]

For me I hate being alone...I hate it so much.

I do alot of hobbies actually but with no money right now I dont have the means to partake in the ones that I do indeed do. I read lots, write, draw and walk when I can. Though you can only do one thing for so long before you just cant do it anymore. I try to keep my mind busy, more so when im depressed like I have been but this time around nothing seems to be working for me. I feel lost and alone...=shrugs=

Thank you for the advice though.

[Rosekitten]

~snugs Pinkie~ Well if you are online (at least for your birthday) we'll make our own party! I'm sorry I've been so poofy on you as of late. This cold really whipped me and I've been just everywhere ~scatterbrained~

But no feeling alone. You have lots of people who care about you and are there to support you. *nods*

[Pinkie]

Thanks dear and I know I hope your cold is getting better. It has really gotten to you I know that. Also I will be here on my birthday because I have nothing else to do...

[Nexess]

Uggguuu! Call me when your lonely Pinkie poo! I'll send you my number next time your on Skype, just remind me. Prod me with a text first, to make sure i'mnot at work though, but I'll probably still text back. We can have insane conversations 8D <3333

[Pinkie]

Oh my that we could nexxie dear