[silverygit]

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[Lawtan]

Err....hmm...

Well, I would say "honesty is the best policy"...

Keep trying to talk to people/friends, online or otherwise, about things you like (possibly also about the bleh you seem to be currently feeling, but don't force it).

If you think that you can't really feel comfortable around him anymore...just tell him that; that you need to distance yourself from him for a while. (Yes, he could react badly to that, but honestly, he shouldn't).

As a note, he could just be saying that and not really mean anything by that. (This is not a "There's hope"...this is a "Don't burn your bridge prematurely")

This may be completely terrible advice, but it's the best I can give you.
*Hugs tightly* I hope things get better for you.

[silverygit]

thank you Law, I mean I really wanted to just be that friend and not make things complicated and just go with the flow but now I just feel dumb about having no expectations, I deserve some expectations...

I am hurt but then again, i'm not that interesting so i am not that surprised that he is interested in a girl who,s obviously prettier than me haha...yeah I have to work on that low self esteem...

[Lawtan]

*Hugs*
I know what that feels like, and you are right about deserving some expectations.

We're here for you.

[silverygit]

I've been enjoying company in "that way" but I now feel like I was used but that's not what it is...Life is cruel :/

I have too much to say and very little articulate sentences to tell them...

maybe asking me questions would allow me to explain things?

[Lawtan]

Well, what do you want to do right now? (baring all logic/reasons not to be able to do/etc)