[littl3chocobo]

eh, i learned not to fear death and to let people know when they are starting to shred themselves to pieces with verbal self-harm. it was useful even if it sucked

oh man, so we have cocacola(i wanted to try a sugar ham and colas work as both the sugar, the acid and part of the liquid) and i did take one to drink but i cannot actually convince myself to drink it XD

[Mekatra]

I still can hate that you went through that.

Can't bring yourself to drink the cola? Eh, water is healthier for you anyway. They use coca-cola to clean up battery cables and blood. Not sure it is good for your belly.

[Kory]

I feel like mental health stigma is getting better...
But we definitely still have so far to go!

My mom sometimes gets a bit pissy with me when I take my anti-anxiety meds. It's not very often I have to take them anymore, but she still feels like it's a "crutch". Which, it totally isn't for me, since I *hate* swallowing pills. I only ever take my anxiety meds when I'm on the verge of panic attack or when anxiety gets bad that I have heart palpitations.

My other medication is specifically for "Refractory schizophrenia" , which is a fancy way of saying "treatment resistant" , so my mom has no issue with me taking that medication. Although, mu goal is to eventually learn to cope without medication.



Ooo. I haven't had ham since Christmas 2014.
I always used honey when I made my ham.

[Mekatra]

TW: Suicide/self-harm mention

I have passive suicidal ideation really bad when I don't have my meds. I especially have difficulty when driving because I could make it look like an accident. I also tend to pull out my hair and pinch myself until I have bruises so I probably won't be going off my meds any time soon. I've only recently gotten where I can take my meds without feeling any shame.

I used to love ham, but I'll be honest I just don't like it much anymore. The only way I really like it is slow cooked with lots of onion, garlic and beans.

[mdom]

hmm ham... no cola pls xD

Mekatra, it's one of the reasons I don't have a license D: my family doesn't get it though

[Mekatra]

Well that made me do a doubletake. I was really confused for a moment. XD

Yeah, I don't think my parents will ever get it. My partner does though, so that helps.

[littl3chocobo]

i tried it and remember why i always say i'm not into it, bleeek! hope the ham will come out alright though, smells nice(though that could just be the allspice and orange)

i don't care for ham either but it's a favorite of my motherinlaw who is having issues

her teeth all had to come out and she's got four blistering spots where there are bone shards working to come out

so i am going to be easy on her and feed her soft sugar meat XD

[Merskelly Metalien]

:[
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...I don't care for ham.
OR green eggs.

[Mekatra]

Soft sugar meat sounds like it should be delicious... But it isn't.

I feel a wee bit bad that I didn't get my parents Christmas presents even though it is only my mom that celebrates.

[Merskelly Metalien]

I didn't get anything for my dad this year. <:/ I poor so I can't really, but, I can make something and I haven't..yet. <~<; *it's the 24th* murhhh..

[littl3chocobo]

if i lie and say i am a cristian would you give me presents?

[Mekatra]

Sure. Merskelly, can I do a fast (not bad) art commission of Choco?

[littl3chocobo]

wait, what, are you serious? XD oh golly

[Mekatra]

Why wouldn't I be serious? XD

[littl3chocobo]

('coz i wasn't)

[Mekatra]

So? Yer my friend, I can spend a pittance of fake monies on you for capitalism day.