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Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:18 AM

I think it's nice of you. I like to help others. Darc says I help a little too much though and should start thinking bout myself. I guess when you keep helping the same people who hurt you all the time it's time to rethink your life but personally I don't think I need to change. I like who I am. :)

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:26 AM

Well, I get told the same thing as well because i tend to put my friends before my self quite often when it comes to everything from emotional distress to monetary distress.

Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:29 AM

I dont like to be mean and I can't stand seeing someone sad hurt or in other words unhappy. some call it a weakness I see it as a strength.

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:33 AM

I tend to try and be the peace maker as much as possible. Yet, most of the time it seems to backfire in my face.

Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:39 AM

I know the feeling. For me it seems like if I lose my temper the world goes up in flames. It's always world war something around here lately and even though the say I'm not I feel like I'm to blame.

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:43 AM

I understand that as well it seems like if you step out of the normal calm attitude. It tends to cause more problems so its best to try and hold my temper and wear a fake smile.

Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:57 AM

Yea I try to do that but my emotions tend to be more volcanic then anything. The sit and boil til I explode. Like the other night when I flipped on everyone. I had just found out my cousins mom died I was fighting with skyler and darc started in on how immature skyler was being and reaper was trying to talk to me I had dishes to do and was tired and I wasn't being heard at all on my book when I repeated multiple times it was not done and no one was paying attention. I didnt mean to snap but I couldn't prevent it either that's why if you go to the chapter I posted an apology on it.

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 10:59 AM

Its understandable people have there days, Lets move this to the club house thread we are getting off topic like the other one XD

Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:01 AM

Lol true. Idk why but that happens alot.

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:06 AM

Its because we enjoy talking to each other ^-^

Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:07 AM

Clearly lol :P

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:14 AM

Here is a link to the club house i will post it on the other thread as well

Click Here Please.

Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:17 AM

Ok and again I'm sorry for the trouble

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:18 AM

Its not trouble hun really i enjoy talking to you :)

Soul Dreamer · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:41 AM

Ok lol you're fun to talk to.

Natsunaine · Posted 08-13-2012, 11:46 AM

Why thank you hun.

		#18	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
Well, I get told the same thing as well because i tend to put my friends before my self quite often when it comes to everything from emotional distress to monetary distress. "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 10:26 AM

		#20	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
I tend to try and be the peace maker as much as possible. Yet, most of the time it seems to backfire in my face. "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 10:33 AM

		#22	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
I understand that as well it seems like if you step out of the normal calm attitude. It tends to cause more problems so its best to try and hold my temper and wear a fake smile. "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 10:43 AM

		#24	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
Its understandable people have there days, Lets move this to the club house thread we are getting off topic like the other one XD "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 10:59 AM

		#26	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
Its because we enjoy talking to each other ^-^ "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 11:06 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#17
	I think it's nice of you. I like to help others. Darc says I help a little too much though and should start thinking bout myself. I guess when you keep helping the same people who hurt you all the time it's time to rethink your life but personally I don't think I need to change. I like who I am. :)
		Posted 08-13-2012, 10:18 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#19
	I dont like to be mean and I can't stand seeing someone sad hurt or in other words unhappy. some call it a weakness I see it as a strength.
		Posted 08-13-2012, 10:29 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#21
	I know the feeling. For me it seems like if I lose my temper the world goes up in flames. It's always world war something around here lately and even though the say I'm not I feel like I'm to blame.
		Posted 08-13-2012, 10:39 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#23
	Yea I try to do that but my emotions tend to be more volcanic then anything. The sit and boil til I explode. Like the other night when I flipped on everyone. I had just found out my cousins mom died I was fighting with skyler and darc started in on how immature skyler was being and reaper was trying to talk to me I had dishes to do and was tired and I wasn't being heard at all on my book when I repeated multiple times it was not done and no one was paying attention. I didnt mean to snap but I couldn't prevent it either that's why if you go to the chapter I posted an apology on it.
		Posted 08-13-2012, 10:57 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#25
	Lol true. Idk why but that happens alot.
		Posted 08-13-2012, 11:01 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#27
	Clearly lol :P
		Posted 08-13-2012, 11:07 AM

		#28	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
Here is a link to the club house i will post it on the other thread as well Click Here Please. "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 11:14 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#29
	Ok and again I'm sorry for the trouble
		Posted 08-13-2012, 11:17 AM

		#30	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
Its not trouble hun really i enjoy talking to you :) "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 11:18 AM

Soul Dreamer Barrel of Monkeys			#31
	Ok lol you're fun to talk to.
		Posted 08-13-2012, 11:41 AM

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		#32	Natsunaine Your Friendly Neighborhood Lurker
Why thank you hun. "Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain" "I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality" "" "Traded a merciful heart for a murdererï¿½s brain But now I curse what's in my head Because I can't stop seeing red"
	Posted 08-13-2012, 11:46 AM