[Echo-chan713]

Originally Posted by Asami

I am... there's no way to not be bulimic once you've started. It stays with you like depression...

Pmdd is terrible u.u mood swings depression ect its pretty interesting to read about. But not fun to have.

That sounds terrible D: do you think there is a way to help it? I wouldn't really know of anything that would take care of that.

When I'm on my period, I'm bitchy and horny at the same time and it's not fun. But my boy toy doesn't want to go through mating with me when I'm on my period.

I tried bulimia to lose weight and it didn't work with me. To me grazing on foods help me lose weight

I don't have pmdd. But there are birth controls that help with it like YAZ. I've known that dairy products help with cramps as well as exercise and take a lot of iron enriched foods so you don't go anemic.

[Asami]

Oh I know I'm glad my boy toy doesn't mind the monster of the month. Lol

You probably didn't really go through bulimia really just the I want to loose weight bulimia... real bulimia is being a pig and darting everything u.u my parents wonder what's wrong with me but most of the time I hide myself eating Lol. Then I go to the downstairs bathroom and get rid of it all. And then some o.o

Ahh... I used to be on yazz but my mom stopped it because shes weird. I try not to have sec s lot I need to get on Bc again

Well I wish I knew more about how to help you ;-; I'm sorry

[Poggio]

Asmai dear you need to get some help. Purging causes the acid from the stomach to erode your esophagus, you could potentially kill you self. It is not just the bulimia that you need help for, you need help for your entire life. Your parents probably believe the faith is the answer but you need to talk to a professional like a therapist or a social worker. Your general attitude about your life and from what I hear sounds like a person trapped in a domestic violence relationship except it is with your family.

Not only that but if you have to sink to Bulimia to deal with your body image issues then you really need to talk to some one, and not just a community of on line strangers. You really need some sort of help.

[Asami]

I know what it does...

Ive been to a therapist before. Its too scary.. never again

[littl3chocobo]

*tosses self in thread* i thought asami was a virgin

[Asami]

What? Noo xD what made you think that?

[littl3chocobo]

i guess nothing, i always though asami was a good girl and good girls don't do that XD

[Asami]

XD good girls do do that ouo
trust me all the good girls I know do it
Well not all of them but most

I was talking about it with pog before. O:

[littl3chocobo]

;^; at your age? not good-girls no and certainly not good boys either if the girls are all busy

[Asami]

Yeah o.o well at least here

Trust me its not something I take lightly. I wouldn't have done it if I didn't know Mike was the perfect person for me.

The goodiest good girl I know has sex. She even did it before most of us. It was the middle of senior year I remember... which reminds me... I should text her u.u its been forever Dx I miss her...

[littl3chocobo]

;^; i feel old now

[Asami]

Why? O.o
You're not old

[littl3chocobo]

i am a flippin' virgin and in my peer group good kids didn't diddle they practiced and published and tried for school and work and stuff

[Asami]

Well we do try
its not like sec makes you not try o.o
Me and my friends had straight as and some people had bs. And our school is one of the toughest especially our English department in 10th grade we were expected to write at the level.of seniors in college o.o was hard. But we got it done.

[littl3chocobo]

well no not necessarily but maintaining social contact with people and using up all that time for relationships and sex and the money and there is always so much risk of children

[Asami]

I am spending time with people just haven't been talking to certain people

I know I know