[Natsunaine]

Espyyyy you should let me know when you're frree for arts *-*

[Espy]

Ugh, maybe sometime this week? I still need to finish Pinkie's art, but at elast I don't have an exam this week.

[Batty]

Espy, that's a BEAUTIFUL Leafeon! <3

[Espy]

Not super fancy, which is okay I guess xD I tried adding more stuff, but it started looking less Leafeon-y.

[Batty]

I think its perfect. <3

Ugh, fucking hell. I'm having a super huge panic attack, and I cant find my headphones, and I can hear everything going on outside and I have no way to block it out and ive been too scared to move, or even make a noise, because I dont want anyone knowing im home.

Fuck, I'm pathetic. Someone help me? ;n;

[Natsunaine]

Originally Posted by Espy

Ugh, maybe sometime this week? I still need to finish Pinkie's art, but at elast I don't have an exam this week.

I just have a few peices i need and you are my favorite artist c: i was going to see if you could possibly do one when you had time, I can pay you whatever you wish c:

[Lawtan]

Originally Posted by Batty

I think its perfect. <3

Ugh, fucking hell. I'm having a super huge panic attack, and I cant find my headphones, and I can hear everything going on outside and I have no way to block it out and ive been too scared to move, or even make a noise, because I dont want anyone knowing im home.

Fuck, I'm pathetic. Someone help me? ;n;

...I know its unconventional, but hit something that you won't regret - like a pillow?
I know I may be less of a wound spring of anxiety if I did that.
Then scream in the pillow, and then find headphones.

[Batty]

Originally Posted by Lawtan

...I know its unconventional, but hit something that you won't regret - like a pillow?
I know I may be less of a wound spring of anxiety if I did that.
Then scream in the pillow, and then find headphones.

I absolutely couldnt find them yesterday.
Zanes working days now, [he finally landed a job] and leaving me home alone is a BAD IDEA, especially during the day when people knock on the door, and want to socialize, and the dog [I have a dog now xD] wants to go out and and and and.... yeah...

He left me his noise cancelers this morning, and he SHOULD be home in -looks at clock- an hour and a half? Maybe longer, I havent heard from him. But hes been gone since 8AM.

And no ones talking to me right now [save this] and just.. ugh... I have to work out, and clean some, but I don't want my neighbors to hear that im home...

[Lawtan]

...Tell them that you have anxiety and are busy and can't talk right now?

Self is sort of not feeling well at the moment. Been feeling sick, and talking to psychiatrist sort of has left me in a negative/sad mood.

But, I can share cute!

...how is cute.exe creepypasta not a thing? Anyway:

[Batty]

=/

I'm sorry. ;n; And noooope. I can't even answer doors.
So i just hide under the blankets until they go away.

[Lawtan]

*Hugs the Batty*
Sorry.

[Batty]

-hugs back tight and clings-

Its okay... I have to get used to being alone, and not having anyone to depend on to keep me from losing my shit.

I don't know why being alone scares me so bad... I used to LOVE being on my own before my mom died. >.<

[Lawtan]

Well, I can keep chatting here :)

OC time? random internets?

[Batty]

Aw.. Law, you don't have to <3

I'm trying to figure out how to I can hook up TV sound to the bluetooth headphones Zane left for me, so I can do a workout without having the TV turned up xD;

I don't think its possible, though, is it?

[Lawtan]

Not sure. It would likely depend on the TV type.
(Law did not just pass out while on the keyboard...I think that means I should eat/drink...xD)

[Batty]

Eat, drink, and take a nap, maybe? =O