[lollie]

have you ever felt as if there is sooo much things in your life that make you truly happy,but there is that certain thing that completes your happiness in life , but u don't know what it is?

[Ginger]

For me, it's always been confidence. If I lack confidence, I become depressed. If I'm confident, I take pride in everything I do and I generally look and feel happier. I remember just before I turned 18 I felt really good about myself and about life, until about 7 months of being 18. I realized many of my classmates had cars and driver's licenses and I didn't even have a state ID card. I started feeling pretty pathetic. I haven't even had a job yet or been gambling, and my boyfriend has done all of that. But it's not so bad anymore. It does get to me sometimes though.

There is nothing worse for me than other people killing my confidence by assuming I'm a bad person.

[lollie]

@ ginger i know what you mean i have been wanting to go out clubing with my friends and go gambling and seeing my friends that are 18 really sucks see them have fun,but no one can break the cofidence that you hold, just as long as your strong to yourself as well as strong for others

[Ginger]

Yes I agree.

My boyfriend has even been to a porn shop with one of his friends. I feel so deprived ;-;

[lollie]

you should never let anyone make you feel like this ,just remember that you are a strong women