[foxotanashi]

Hehe I think there are a lot of people who agree!

[whitexsuicide]

Oh yes i have some on my floor right now!

[foxotanashi]

I think there might be some being made upstairs right now.
AAAHHH I don't think I told you about all the junk that has been going down on my end of things. Sheesh it's retarded.

Well to sum it up kind of: Brennon broke up with me a while ago. I kept myself happy and junk by hanging out with friends and not staying alone, etc. Blah blah. Well I'm better now.
Then my best friends brother starts texting me and you know where that goes. Here's the kicker to that: Her brother was one of Brennon's friends. Was is the opperative word there. Brennon is super pissy and was giving him an ultimatum which was their friendship or me.

Hehe.

[whitexsuicide]

well sorry about the break up and glad to hear that you are okay now. And what is gonna go down with you and your friend's brother?????? I wonder....

not much really going down over on this end... I'm working, I am 196 pounds from the 230 I was back in April. Me and my boyfriend Stephan are almost at our one year anniversary, August 20th. Me and my friend are now working in the same store. We work together for the first time tomorrow. But that is really about it.

[foxotanashi]

That's a good amount of weight lost <3 That's awsome.
Awwww, aniversary! Congrats!!
Seems like things are pretty okay for you at the moment. Yay :D

Oh and as for my best friends brother, we're pretty much together now xD
Hehe ^.^

[foxotanashi]

Bump <3

[whitexsuicide]

awesome! are you having fun with him so far???

[foxotanashi]

Yeah we're pretty much offccially dating now. He's nice and fun. Things are pretty good now.

Ugh, speaking of relationships, Brennon text me Tuesday saying he made a mistake and blah blah wanting me back. Uh lets see... no.

[whitexsuicide]

yea i don't know why he would think he had a chance? he knew you and his friend were going to start the relationship building.

[foxotanashi]

Yeah he was saying that kind of stuff and then said: It doesn't matter though, since you have have Zack.
Right?

I was like yeah. And that even if I wasn't with Zack I wouldn't get back with him because of the way he handled things and treated me. lol.

[whitexsuicide]

that is good to hear! hopefully he will leave you alone. My boyfriend started texting this one girl i am very treatened by.... I just don't want to take any more chances. It seems like every guy i met always will have this other women that wins over me. and to have a girl like that in his life already makes me all nerve racked... *sigh* hopefully it was a small conversation and it is over and done with. hopefully he will still keep on loving me and not her....>>

[foxotanashi]

Ah I understand that. Yeah there always ends up seeming like there is someone else to also form problems xD
Good luck hun <3

[whitexsuicide]

ugh thanks! I will search his phone and read his texts to see if he is doing it again... and if i find new ones, then I will talk with him about it... or if he has cleared his texts... that always makes me nervous

[foxotanashi]

I check texts on ppl's phone sometimes too. I always say sorry >.>
Or I screen watch sometimes. It's just a habit like memorizing codes to cards which is bad too.

Opps xD

[whitexsuicide]

I don't really say sorry. I don't want to tell him he can't talk to a friend, so i asked him if he didn't mind if i read his texts. That way i see what they are talking about. I trust him not to delete random ones.

[foxotanashi]

Oh yeah I ask too most of the time. I don't like people mad at me ;)