[Francisco]

It's funny how people think they can hide how full of shit they are despite stinking like a cow pasture.

[Merskelly Metalien]

I'm so tired. I don't want to do any more homework...

I don't want to do any more work period...

[Biomecha]

My father needs to have hip replacement surgery and it's got me pretty worried. Especially because of what happened with my mother. And he's not in the best of health, so it seems even riskier. If anything happens to him, I literally have no one else in my life. And am now dealing with these waves of panic attacks without medication and they're taking their toll. And all these memories of what happened to mother aren't helping.

[Death by Mirrors]

I hope your father's surgery goes well, Biomecha!

-

Thanks, stupid cold >.> I was almost forgetting what a luxury it is to breathe.

[Stabbsworth]

got a call from an unknown number. probably a scammer. don't like scammers. good thing i don't take phone calls.

[bluebird]

damn that's dreadful news. thoughts and prayers, bio.

daily awful: too busy; forgot to login daily ;;

[EverAshwood]

Bruh I didn't even know it was possible to eff up your ankle as bad as I have
So, uh, my clumsy self managed to roll my ankle about... 15-25 times? All in the past month
So now I have a high ankle sprain and I can't afford to not work so I'm just... throbbing...
Tied some ice to my leg, but FRICK dude

[Stabbsworth]

talking abt toxic behaviour of another user in a chat with a few acquaintances / friends and i'm just realizing that this user was a bit of a bigger asshole than i remembered. my memory is very shitty.

[Merskelly Metalien]

Daily awful:
<x} Right, so when my brother sings random stuff in the shower it's charming and cute,
but when I giggle and quote stupid videos and play with different voices in the shower,
suddenly it's annoying and weird and I need to stop???
>_> This is why I keep my thoughts to myself all the time and keep my mouth shut. Then I randomly giggle at something I thought of and all of a sudden I'm like a lunatic just laughing at nothing. <w< Yup. I can converse with myself constantly if I let myself.
>n> Nobody's gonna get what my nonsense noodle is vomiting out anyways..
and yet, I continue to f*ckin' just weird out my family. >:} Because I'm simulating preferred company when I guess I'm feeling alienated.
Also sing in the shower but get told to shut up because I'm too damn loud I guess. >n>
I'm not the favorite child. I'm just the smart one with wasted potential.

[bluebird]

dear shitty city goons. stop stealing my mail packages 👺👺👺💢💢ðŸ� ��¢ im finna fLiP. i know yall need to make a livin' but this aint it chief. thank god it wasn't a textbook rental tho

[Merskelly Metalien]

Woke up from a weird dream I had having that bad feeling that nobody really likes me, and nobody will ever like me. And wow. Did not miss feeling bullied at all. <n< </3
As in the dream, I overheard one friendship formed over their shared hatred of me, one of them being an old friend, felt their avoidance, they were both trying to convince me that I'm still a friend/likable, were giggling behind my back, talking about things like I wasn't there, writing off my inputs, repeating something I said as if it were hilarious, and smirking at my honest feelings like it was a joke. I then just stormed off, leaving their snickering behind me and isolated myself in a bed. No one came to poke fun at me, and no one came to comfort me. >-> It was a weird dream...now my whole day is kinda derailed.
Not even sure if my own brother likes me anymore. I wouldn't like me if I were him. >n> Maybe I'm not giving him enough credit contrarywise, but, muh, if I don't feel like a sad sack of sadness...

[Den]

Mine is a little silly, but: I don't have any chai, or any of the necessary spices to MAKE chai. and we don't have any black tea in the house.

[Stabbsworth]

tw for suicidal stuff? i've been like this for some time.

wasn't expecting to live this long. 17, going on eighteen next year.

not sure if i'll be able to find a decent job. tired and annoyed about it because i don't want to work in retail because people are assholes. can't do heavy physical work because, y'know, my hands and back aren't the greatest things, what with carpal tunnel and all.

god.

also i slept in until near 4 pm.

[Merskelly Metalien]

I can't help but wonder if I might have turned out happier with my life and would like myself better, if I was unremarkably stupid, instead of being... >n>? however intelligent I actually am. </3

[Stabbsworth]

oh, mood. like, i know the basic concept of how to code and can apply things to other coding languages (aka: anything that's not C), and i can debug an error log. i know how to type quickly with two hands.

and i have a bit of knowledge in spanish.

that's about it.

[bluebird]

airports and piers