[Meizicht]

I don't really have the right to complain, because all of the problems I have are my fault 100% in some way.
Really, I'm just being a downer ( I shouldn't be posting when I'm like this, it just kind of stains the thread lol )
Or rather, selfishly trying to feel better when I shouldn't since I'm to blame in the first place xD

[Hero]

Originally Posted by Asami

Everyone needs someone to complain to... it just helps

this.

It's ok though if it's like that.
Talking about it will help anyways
c:

[Asami]

Shush meiz you can always complain to us. This is what trisphee is for.

[Meizicht]

It's okay, thanks. I actually shouldn't have said anything like that in the first place. Dx
Problem is really petty and I actually have no right to be upset about it anyway, since it's probably better for everyone if it escalates and eventually concludes. @__@

[Asami]

Even the smallest things can make someone break down.
Talking helps<3

[Meizicht]

Well.. It's different when the problem only effects me in a negative way. I don't mind that, really. Well I shouldn't. It does effect me badly, but I should have enough control not to show it ( though I apparently don't ) xD;
Idk if it would make sense, but I don't care as much if the problem only hurts me. In fact, I think it's better if it only hurts me, because then that means if I can go away for a while, so does the problem ( in other words, if it's bad for me, basically it's good for everyone. If I don't mess it up. )
If that makes sense. xD

[Lauv Keiko]

guys, sorry for the late reply, I'm at work and I'm quite busy >A<

@hero: to answer your question, I'm doing just fine ^^~

[Ginger]

-slides down a slide- WHEEEEE! 8D

[Lauv Keiko]

*splashes water at ginger* <3

[Duce]

*Randomly flops about like a fish.*

[Asami]

Meiz that thoroughly confused the crap out of me x'D

[Lauv Keiko]

*flops on duce and wiggles*

[Asami]

//pounces at lauv o3o
pretty lady

[Meizicht]

+prods the flopping fish Duce with a stick+
...
+also prods Lauv+


Asami: xD That's okay. I'm already a little off in the head anyway, lol
A better way of putting it would be like.. I'm more comfortable taking the blame than I am putting it on someone else. If I can make all the problems my fault, then that means if I have the ability to learn control so I can go away from everyone else, I'd take the problems with me and they'd be happy.
It's kind of how I've gotten into the habit of treating Kai, for example. I think it's okay for me to talk about it if I leave it obscure enough, but.. like when one of my friends I used to talk to about some of my problems turned and told him I was "too gloomy" for him and that he should be with her; I would have shut up and stepped out of their lives ( even though when that happened, I was torn to pieces; I've never had someone betray me so blatantly like that, especially for as long as she did, lol ) if that meant they could be happy. Since I always kind of drag my issues out for Kai because I don't talk to many people now, I always think he'd be happier with someone else, so I've kind of promised myself not to protest if he were to find someone better.
That kind of thing. It's the same logic I use when people try to give me things; "why waste it on me, when someone else would be a much better choice".
The other part of it would be I've just given up fighting people. If someone is upset and I think it's directed at me, I figure they must be right; it is my fault and I need to apologize to avoid further conflict.
There are other things, but those are the big ones.

[Asami]

I: I really want to run to wherever the hell you live and give you a BIG super long hug.
Just. Saying.

[Meizicht]

>A> If you don't give me warning, I'll punch you. +conditioned response+
Also just sayin'. xDD