[Rosekitten]

He had let his thoughts settle for a while staying in the same spot as he went over what he had to do. "I really don't want to do this but what the hell other choice do i have..." He sighed a little thinking aloud. After another few moments he finally stood again and paced a little, he knew what he was getting into and he had to deal with it. Besides she was better off here even if he didn't want to really believe it.

He probably wasted at least a hour thinking his thoughts over, half tempted to tell her how he felt before he went and sold his soul to the devil. but he decided against it, why bother it'd add to her worries and stress if he did such a thing. Instead he went about focusing to find her room location. Sure it would have been easier if it had been pointed out beforehand but eh what was a little challenge.

Really finding her room had been easier then he thought. He waited on a ledge on the building across from it, though he must have been losing his touch seeing as a few moments later Judith poked her head out and questioned if it was him out there. Even with the candle she probably couldn't see him, he smirked a little thinking this could be the last time that he got a chance to play any sort of prank on her. Though he didn't honestly want to move, not with the outfit she was wearing.

'tsk get your mind together you need it when you leave here... ' He cursed fate at times, this was one of the main times he cursed it for sure. Admitting to himself she looked good with the light from the candle and with hardly anything on. Finally getting over his thoughts he quickly moved from his spot and moved over to the same building she was in. Though he still waited with every intent to get her at least one last time right.. he was always good for it. Though most of the time she'd hit him for scaring her but it was worth it.

She seemed to still look for him, he did a better job at moving to the other roof to make sure he was silent this time to prevent tipping her off. Least it was easy to tell she didn't have a dagger on her so he didn't need to worry about that. Waiting a few more moments she seemed to give up probably shrugging it off that he wasn't there s she moved back into the room. Or she could have been luring him this whole time but he doubted that.

Once she was far enough away from the window he dropped down quickly and grabbed her from behind, one hand grabbing the candle to prevent her from dropping it while the other covered her mouth and pulled her close. He wasn't going to risk her screaming and having a guard ready to run him through or worse. Even with the talk of peace messing with the girl that the king liked probably wasn't the safest thing to do. "Miss me?" He said near her ear with a slight smirk, though he was purely teasing her.

After a moment he released her expecting some blow from her. Maybe he'd manage to dodge it for once though his mind was rather distracted for various reasons.

[gremlin]

Judith didn't feel the urge to scream when she felt someone grab her, the only person she could think of doing such a thing was Rhyldrin. Of course she still jumped at the sudden touch but she breathed out heavily and calmed herself. She knew that if she screamed then she was alarm any near by guards and that wouldn't be too good. When he let her go she turned at him, her face red and a frown on her face. "Why can't you just tell me that you're here rather than scare me like that?" she asked, she seemed annoyed but a smile spread across her face. "Though it is nice that you came to see me." Vrine was happy to see Rhyldrin as well, the poor thing had such a short attention span. He easily became excited and always wanted to play.

Then her fist met his shoulder again, it was more of a playful punch than one that she intended to harm him with. "You're not charming when you scare me," she hissed at him. She chewed on her lower lip wondering what she could say to him. Judith didn't know what had made her invite him to her room. Perhaps she shouldn't have done such a thing. She had noticed Rhyldrin's eyes wonder over her, he must have noticed how small the night gown was on her. It made her feel embarrassed.

She took the candle from his hand and placed it on the table next to the bed. Judith sat on it, her body sunk in to the mattress. She patted the spot next to her, inviting Rhyldrin to sit with her. Judith tugged at the end of her night gown though it didn't help her too much. The last woman who had stayed here must have been smaller than her or it must have been a child. When Bryon had asked if she wanted to try it on first she refused and said that she was sure it would fit. I should have tried it on, she thought and let out a sigh. Though she was afraid that he would have asked to see it and she didn't want to be stuck in a situation like that.

[Rosekitten]

"Well.. who said I was trying to be charming in the first place" He retorted to her saying it wasn't very charming, besides he wasn't going o try anything or at least he kept telling himself that. Though noticing that her cheeks seemed to flush a little she must have noticed that his eyes had been looking her over. It wasn't like it was a bad thing he had always liked her looks even when they were younger, but he needed to get over it.

"what fun would it be if I changed now?" Was his answer to her asking why he couldn't just tell her he was there instead of scaring her. He never mentioned this could be the last time she had to worry about it. He had kneeled down by now to pay attention to the over excited dragon. He wasn't sure how the beast would act as a adult but it'd be calmer he hoped... He was waiting for her to tell him something anything, she had told him or rather asked him to come see her. He knew she didn't ave any idea of his plans so that wasn't it.

Standing once more after the dragon had settled a little he noticed she wanted him to sit next to her. He guessed he could spare the time and the minor part of his minds sanity to keep it's thoughts to it's self. Sitting next to her he was rather glad he had turned the offer down to spend a night here, all of the luxuries he'd probably never get to sleep. For the moment he closed his eyes trying to keep them to himself instead of looking her over. "so why did you want me to see you before leaving?" He finally asked her aloud, trying to break the sudden silence.

(ew omg this was a small post D:)

[gremlin]

Judith moved her legs back and forth as neither of them seemed to want to speak. Judith had asked him to come see her because she had known that it might be the last time she would see him. She knew that what he was going to do would be dangerous and she didn't speak to him before he ran off it would drive her insane for the rest of her life. She didn't want to admit it but she had fallen for Rhyldrin. She had tried not to allow herself to do so, but it was as if she couldn't protect herself from it. It just happened.

"I can't hide my feelings for you anymore," she looked up at him. "It's going to drive me insane. Keeping how I feel inside for the rest of my life. I may not see you again and I-" Judith lifted herself from the bed. She stood in front of Rhyldrin, her heart pounding in her chest. Judith hoped that she wasn't making a fool out of herself by what she was about to do next. She placed her hands on Rhyldrin's shoulders, then she slowly brought herself to sit on his lap. His legs were now between her legs. Judith pressed her body against his gently."I want to spend the night with you." she pressed her forehead against his. "Is that alright?" she asked. Judith hesitated to kiss him, unsure if he wanted this at all.

[Rosekitten]

Sure he liked silence but this one.. was killing him. He didn't have the time to just sit here he had enough on his mind without just sitting here and letting it do it's own thing. Vrine seemed to know what was going on long before either of them did as the dragon seemed to calm down and walked off to the small bed before curling up in it. Oddly it seemed calm during this situation about to happen.

She didn't answer his question right away, he wasn't going to ask again though when he was about to give up on it she suddenly had a outburst as she spoke. "wha-" Though he was cut off before asking her what she was talking about as she stood in front of him for a few seconds and seemed to explain herself without him asking. Though what he was hearing he was half wondering if he was sober or not. He was still trying to figure out if he had hit his head on something he had been telling himself no this whole damn time and she was telling him the opposite at the moment.

Though his thoughts were easily pushed against as she seemed to force herself onto his lap. Hardly complaining this was happening but he needed to stop it didn't he, or at least tell her what he was going to do. She thought this could be the last night she saw it and it was probably right. Though she was probably thinking he was going to be killed if anything not that he'd be pretty much at the will of the next Queen. But... he wanted this he had come here thinking in the back of his mind he just wanted her to know before he went and threw it all away.

He stayed oddly silent through all of this letting her speak as she wanted, his mind was racing with thoughts none of them having to do with what he needed to be focusing on. He noticed she seemed to hesitate as she brought her lips closer after asking if it was alright, though he hadn't been truly honest with her had he.. Thinking back on it now he hid most of his emotions rather well. After she kissed him he finally gave up on ignoring himself 'fuck it..' he thought to himself what was it going to hurt if she wanted this she was asking him and he wasn't replying to her. Moving a hand gently to her shin he held it there for a second as he replied. "Of course it's alright.." Moving her face lightly he kissed her moving his other hand to pull her body closer to his.

She could have done this ages ago, he would have said the same thing just from the fact it was her. He needed to tell her though, that he was going to make a bargain with the Queen's eldest daughter to grant him a audience with her to discuss the peace between the elves. But he didn't want to ruin this not now, she seemed to accept this could be the final time they get to spend together anyway.

Keeping her close to him as he rested his head against hers he just wanted to stay like this even if it didn't go further this was enough to live for just knowing she cared, it was almost painful thinking about it. "I've been.. so stupid." He finally said under his breath "this whole time and I couldn't even see it" His ears dropped a little thinking about it he had been blind the little hints this whole time even though she seemed to be doing the same thing he had the whole damn time. Both accepting that they weren't suppose to be together.

Not that he was trying to ruin the moment at hand but he did need to tell her something. He was torn between telling her and just letting things go but he finally did settle on explaining what was going to happen. At least she could worry a little less he probably wouldn't be killed for what he was planning. "I need to explain myself,but I don't think you'll like it anymore then I do." Pausing a moment he thought about how to word this to her let alone how to make it seem right in hi head. "I'm going to submit to the eldest of the Queen's daughters, you met the one I speak of briefly." This was almost a cruel joke the longer he thought about it all the years he spent avoiding that woman and now he had no choice but to grovel to her. "with the current situation that's the only way I can get anywhere close to the queen to pas on the message." He seemed to let her go a little at least enough to give her space if she was changing her mind on what she had said before. "Well that's the plan... anyway." Sure it could fail the queen's daughter could kill him on the spot for all he knew but he doubted it, the damn love struck fool had been after him for years.

He almost found it funny, he had to tell her this and he was planning to avoid doing just that. She wasn't going to talk him out of it this was the only way he could think of to get close to the queen without having to try and force through a army willing to die for her. But it would be for the better the idea of her staying with him was.. unheard of. She'd never have a happy life surely not with people always commenting behind her back about her personal life. But even so he just wanted to enjoy the moment while he got the chance to do so, though honestly he didn't want to let her go. Even though he knew she'd be better off with the king of her people the idea of giving her away wasn't something he enjoyed either.

[gremlin]

Judith smiled when Rhyldrin said that it was alright, her body quivered, she had a million things going through her mind all at once. Judith was about to speak but then she felt him press his lips against hers. Her eyes closed, when she felt his hand pulling her closer she couldn't help but blush. It really didn't feel as if this was happening, it felt like a dream more than anything else. Judith never thought that Rhyldrin would kiss her. Well, she thought that he was about to in the alley but when he didn't she thought that maybe she had misunderstood him the entire time. Maybe he wasn't interested in her that way or he was holding himself back because he knew that they really couldn't be together.

It was almost confusing to think about that. Here she was on his lap and Rhyldrin was accepting it, he wanted this but in the end he would be leaving her. He had no choice but to and she understood why. They couldn't have a normal life together, they couldn't have children or a home. They would be judged by both Dark Elves and Light Elves. No one could understand why they were together. Even with the talk of peace they still couldn't be together. It was heartbreaking.

Judith listened when he began to speak about his place. Her ears dropped and she looked at him concerned. Judith didn't know what to say, she knew that if Rhyldrin wanted to be with anyone it would be her and she witnessed him turn down the offer of marrying that woman. Though here he was telling her that he was basically going to throw away his freedom to save her people. He was going to live a life that he didn't want. She brought a hand to his cheek and ran her thumb up and down gently. "I understand," she whispered to him. "I can't lie and say that I'm fine with that but I understand." Judith really didn't know what else to say. Judith didn't understand what she had done to deserve such a great man in her life. Rhyldrin was willing to do anything to keep her safe. She would do the same if it came to it.

Judith squeezed his shoulder with her other hand and managed a smile. "You have always been there for me," she said and laughed a little bit. "I don't know what I would do without you, Rhyldrin. I don't know what I would do if I had never met you." her voice cracked a little but she wouldn't allow herself to cry. "Now please stop talking." she said and kissed him hard.

[Rosekitten]

Listening to her talk about how he had been there for her and how she didn't know what she would have done if she never met him. Really if she had never met him he probably wouldn't be here at all. She had given him a reason to bother with life even back then when they first met he had no real will to live. He felt almost bad telling her that he wanted to be with her but that he was giving his life to another. It was hardly fair to either of them but nothing could be done about it. He had to accept the facts as they were.

Really it was far better for her to stay here she had someone willing to take care of her and treat her as she needed to be treated, he doubted he could even do that much though she seemed to tell him he had done plenty for her over the years. But when it came down to it they just couldn't be together not and live any sort of life. If it came to having a family then the parents let alone the child would be shunned from both sides, that wasn't any way to live and he knew it. He kept such thoughts to himself, he didn't want to think about what they couldn't have together.

Hearing her say she understood took a bit off of his mind, at least she did though she didn't seem pleased with it and really he'd rather run himself through with a blade then to deal with it. Well there was a thought maybe he could get some sort of suicide mission after everything settled and ... no he couldn't do that running away from a problem never solved it as far as he knew. "I figured it was better to let you know.. then for you to find out after".

He wasn't going to disrespect her wish for him to stop talking, really he didn't have anything left to say. Well.. there was one thing that he hadn't come right out and said just yet but he had time still before he left her. Though the idle thought was that spending the night with her could get them both in trouble seeing as this was the kings domain, but she didn't seem to care or at least not think about that. Moving one hand to her leg he ran his fingertips lightly against her bare skin, her skin was still just as soft as it ever was. The excitement of all of this was getting to him though he was still managing himself rather well almost hesitant to do anything. All this time he had been holding himself back and now he can do whatever he wanted it seemed... and here he was taking it slowly though he had a reason for this he wanted to remember this even knowing it'd never happen again he wanted it to be etched into his memory.

[gremlin]

"Don't worry," she whispered and looked over at the door to her room. "It's locked and I asked to be left alone for the night. No one will come to see me unless it's an emergency. We won't be disturbed." Judith laughed softly, her lips inches form his own again. "I told you to be quiet and I'm talking." Judith's eyes wandered over his body. "Please stop worrying, just for a little bit." she whispered. She wanted Rhyldrin to feel happy even if it wasn't for very long.

Judith brought the hand that she had on his shoulder on the hand that he held on her leg. She brought it to the end of her night gown slowly seeing as he was taking things slow as well. Her other hand stayed on his cheek and she pulled him towards her face for another kiss. Judith couldn't hide it, she was nervous about this. She had been with other men but this was different for obvious reasons.

She slowly made Rhyldrin lay down, now she was on top of him. In a way it gave her a thrill to think that they may get caught. Judith had never done something like this before and she usually wasn't so adventurous with men. Though she didn't allow herself to dwell on what could happen if they were caught like this, she knew that the chances were slim. She had told the king not to disturb her and Bryon wouldn't disrespect her. Judith pulled away for a moment and looked at Rhyldrin, her eyes were filled with excitement. "Don't be scared that you're going to upset me. I don't mind you doing anything."

[Rosekitten]

(stabs the short post D<)

He laughed slightly seeing as she was explaining they should be fine "that obvious huh.. I'm losing my touch then" Though to be honest his mind was a wreak at the moment going through everything that had happened and everything going on. This was the last of his freedom as he knew it, the only good thing was he got to spend it with the one person he cared about.

From reading her body language she seemed to almost be as nervous as he was about this. Though he had every reason to be this could easily re-spark the urge to keep the war going from the light elf king. Not to mention the fact he never bothered to just let himself go it was almost a relief on it's own to know he could stop restraining himself around her at least for a night. Though he still needed to ignore a few thoughts that he shouldn't be doing this not with her not when he had to leave her after.

He laid there for a moment letting her stay over top of him though hearing her say to don't be scared seemed to make him finally notice he was being almost timid in this. Wrapping one arm around her he forced her to move making her end up under him. "Who said I was scared?" He said in reply to her last comment, he needed to just get over it if they were caught so be it. This was something he had wanted fora long time ever sense they had met back up. What he had told her when he first had attacked her still was in his mind he wasn't lying when he had said he wanted to back then even without knowing who she was. The fact it was her just made it all the more desirable to him.

He stayed over top of her, this alone was worth getting caught over just to be close to her with that look in her eyes. In the process when he had moved her the gown had shifted, though it was hardly covering her before it was just doing a poorer job now with it being shifted upwards a bit. He almost felt out of breath just staying there, though he kept himself as composed as possible leaning over her as his kissed just under her ear and down along the side of her neck slowly. He didn't have to be in a rush did he.. he had at least tonight to spare, or that's what he thought moving his free hand to run along her arm slowly working it's way down to her leg again while keeping his other arm under her forcing her to be pressed against him.

Why was he hesitating to just take her clothes off, she seemed to want this, besides he had seen her body before. Why did the idea of seeing it again seem different this time, maybe accepting that she wanted this was still hard to comprehend for him.

[gremlin]

( stupid post. grrrr. )

Judith was silent as she was suddenly under him. Her heart was pounding so hard that she could ear it in her ears. Judith eyes looked in to Rhyldrin's and she smiled. She pressed her hands against his chest in an attempt to keep his body away from her own. "How badly do you want me?" she purred, Judith had never acted this way around a man before. She blushed realising what she had just said. Her body felt hot when he forced her body to be against his own. She moved her hands to his shoulders allowing it. She wanted this after all, though she couldn't help but tease him.

Judith giggled when she felt Rhyldrin's lips travelling down her. It tickled her a little bit. She closed her eyes looking forward to spending the night with him even if she knew that he would leave her soon. It would hurt Judith to see him go, knowing that he was giving up his freedom for her. Though she probably couldn't convince him that there was another way when there really wasn't. "You seemed scared," she teased then wrapped her legs around him. She wondered how he would react to her doing that.

[Rosekitten]

(its ok mine are just as short xD)

Hearing her speak he looked at her with a smirk though she wasn't really resisting in her attempts to keep her hands between them. "I don't think I have the words to answer that" She wasn't acting like she normally did, she had said sorry before for simply laying her head in his lap but she seemed to be trying to edge him on.

She was right in what she said, he was scared. Even though he'd never admit it to her or himself he feared losing her right after getting what he had wanted this whole time. He had a right to be scared.. he was going to be signing his life off to be with a woman he would rather stab in her sleep then sleep with. Let alone she was a very dangerous one, if he crossed any lines it could mean his life was forfeit as she saw it.

Though his thoughts were getting away from him again as he felt her wrap her legs around him. He needed to really stop thinking it was the cause of him hesitating so much, he'd give her the wrong idea if he kept stopping as he was doing. At first he was going to give her a smart ass remark to what she had said but he decided against it. "Your right... I am" He paused leaving that thought to settle, he didn't explain what he feared it wasn't this it was everything that was to happen after this. He was giving her over to the king if Judith so chose it, she'd have whatever life she wanted then but he'd never be able to see her again not the way they had been before or were now.

He seemed to think about it a moment why was she edging him on and saying he was scared, he needed to stop over thinking now wasn't the time for it. "Well.. would you rather me do this then" He said with a bit of a smirk knowing well what he was planing as he let up on keeping her pressed close to him and forcing her to lean off of the bed just enough before tugging the gown off and over her head. Almost in the same motion he lightly pinned both of her hands together over her head. It made him remember something she had threatened to do as he kept the sort of pleased look on his face "Still going to threaten to bite me?"

[gremlin]

"It's alright," she whispered to him. It wasn't wrong to be scared considering what would happen in only days. Judith brought her hand to his face and pushed back hair from his eyes. "I'm scared too, if that helps you feel better. I don't want to lose you." she managed to smile, though it really was hurting her to think about never being able to see him again. At least like this anyways, if she married the king then she would have to keep herself away from Rhyldrin. To be unfaithful with the king would cost her her head, no matter how much Bryon loved her. Judith imagined that the same would go for Rhyldrin if he did marry the queen's daughter. Though if they did marry said persons then they would see each other eventually. With peace and all the Dark and Light Elves would be allies. Judith couldn't imagine herself sitting in the meeting room, Bryon next to her then across from her was the queen's daughter, now the queen, with Rhyldrin. It would certainly be more than awkward.

A chill ran up Judith's spin as she was undressed, Rhyldrin had been hesitating all this time and this sudden action surprised her. Though she couldn't be too surprised, she had been teasing him after all. There was only so much someone could take before they became overwhelmed with the urge to do something. When she felt him pin her arms down she wondered what he was going to do. "I might bite you if you get do something that I don't like." she teased him. Judith's body relaxed under him, she wouldn't allow her mind to be clouded with bad things anymore. For once her mind would focus on what was happening now rather then what would be.

[Rosekitten]

Hearing her say she was scared as well did make him feel a little better, least he wasn't alone though he sort of knew he wasn't. "You won't lose me... if your ever in trouble I'd still gladly go to your side even if it cost me my life" It'd be worth it to die knowing he had managed to protect the one he cared for though it would be seen as betrayal by the queen's rash daughter. He was hardly looking forward to that she wasn't ready to rule but what choice did he have to talk to the current queen who would remain in power until the ceremony.

He laughed slightly seeing as she said she might bite him "I'll have to keep that in mind then, stay away from your mouth." He said slightly teasing her having his lips close to hers before moving away from her a little. Though he did release her hands for the moment, not that he really had to hold her there it just more of came as a reactions to keep her hands pinned. "Though I think you can just tell me if I'm doing something that displeases you instead.."

If they were to get this chance again he'd hardly hold himself back though deep down he didn't see that happening. Or that's what he thought as he took his own shirt off, why bother trying to hold back now. She he'd been teasing him from the start of this and he had been forcing himself to hold back being scared that he was going to upset her even though she said he wouldn't. He still seemed to question if doing this was right or even fair to either of them. Sure she had been teasing him and seemingly edging him on during this but did she really want things to go all the way .. even knowing they'd be forced apart.

Though after a moment of doubt he regained a bit of himself before he spoke again "show me that you want this.." He said softly near her ear before moving back a little to look at her. He wanted to make sure that he wan't acting upon his urges alone.

[gremlin]

"You have done too much for me, Rhyldrin. I could never ask for more from you, it wouldn't seem fair for me to do that." when Rhyldrin let go of her hands she brought one to his now bare chest. "You have protected me ever since we met each other. You have always been there for me, nothing I can do to help you will compare to all of the things that you have done for me." she seemed a little upset at that thought. She had caused Rhyldrin more trouble than good. "I have caused you so much trouble." she mumbled softly as she ran her hands down to Rhyldrin's belt.

"If you stay away from my mouth then you won't be able to kiss me," she said and pouted. Judith closed her eyes and pressed her lips against his almost roughly. Her hand fumbled with his belt for a moment then she slipped it off. Her heart throbbed in her chest, she pulled her lips away from his and smiled. "Show you?" she asked, her fingers lingered by the top of his pants. "I can tell you why I want this and show you." she purred. Judith tugged at his pants in an attempt to remove them. She brought her lips to his ear and whispered. "I love you, that's why."

[Rosekitten]

(i don't think i went too sappy with this xD ~head desk)

He shook his head a little "stop that.. You've hardly been trouble. I enjoyed every moment we've ever spent together even as kids... I probably would have gladly thrown my life away back then I had nothing. My parents were both gone I was already forced into training to be a military dog .. but you I came back every chance I could just to talk with you one more time." He fell silent for a moment before grabbing her hand that was on his chest with his own and moving it to where his heart was located. "This is yours, it always has been I just never let it be known. I always just wanted you to be safe and happy I didn't care if it was with me or not.." He sighed slightly he normally wasn't this open with his emotions but she deserved to know seeing as she was feeling guilty about always needing his help. "I mean it though.. if your ever in trouble, I will try to be there for you. Taking a blade is worth seeing that your safe." he released her hand once he was done talking, he couldn't say anything else though he hardly needed to.

He wasn't sure what he should be thinking, not with the passion of the moment being so intense. Her heart was pounding in her chest, almost being able to feel it's rhythmic beat in her kiss, though his was doing the same to be fair. Her words were more then enough proof though she seemed to be caught in the heat of the moment almost as much as he was. He moved a hand to undo the top of his pants seeing as she was tugging at them, helping her a little. Shortly after he removed them seeing as she was trying to do so after he had assisted in unfastening them. "Loves a strong word for someone you were suppose to kill." He said to her teasing a little before putting a hand under her chin and bringing her lips to his kissing them for a moment. Once he released her lips he let out a sort of labored breath he wasn't himself at the moment he knew what he wanted his body wanted hers pressed against it for the rest of the night.

He looked into her eyes before speaking again knowing he needed to say it at least once to get it off his mind. "I love you too.. my little thorned flower" It was a play off of the nickname he had given her before he knew her real one once again, but it's how he thought of her she was beautiful always was and she was dangerous if she wanted to be. She had proven that many of times even if it were mere teasing.

[gremlin]

Judith blushed when he said that his heart was hers and always had been. Though they met when they were young Judith did always like him more than anyone else that she met. She couldn't say that she loved him at that age, she was only ten but she did like him. When they began to not see each other she had felt an emptiness that she could not explain. It was when they met as adults that Judith realised how she really felt about Rhyldrin. When Judith grew older and began to see men she had thought that she had found love. It was such an easy word to throw around back then. Though she never felt what she was feeling with Rhyldrin right now and probably never would again with any other man. When she said that she loved him she really did mean it. Judith wasn't just saying it in the moment, she had wanted to say it before when he had rescued her but she was too scared at how he may react. She regretted holding back her feelings until now. If they had confessed earlier then they could have had more nights like this.

"My heart will always be yours, Rhyldrin." she could feel his heart beating in his chest as he spoke. He was being sincere with what he had told her, she could tell. He had never opened up to her like this before. "I'll never forget you, I'll never not want to be with you, I'll always want you." Judith was sure of everything that she was telling him. "There will never be a man in my life who I will love as much as I love you." she let out a heavy breath, she was afraid that she might say too much.

She felt embarrassed when she realised how much she was struggling to remove his pants. Though her attention was brought back to him when he said that he loved her too. It felt as if someone had slapped Judith in the face, her body quivered with excitement and butterflies filled her stomach. "I'm your rose and your my-" she paused to think of a nickname for him. "I don't know what to call you other than my lover." she said and laughed quietly. Judith closed her eyes her lips only inches away from his. She ran her fingers up from his waist to under his chin. "I'm going to miss you." she whispered softly then kissed him passionately.