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Batty
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Dragon <3
I've been.. okay. Want the truth? Or something completely sugarcoated and make believe? xD; ![]() ![]() | ||||
![]() | Posted 07-30-2013, 01:23 AM |
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#9826 |
DragonDrifter
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Truuuth. I pretty much just got back here, I wanna know what's going on. What's wrong? ono
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Batty
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Okay. My mom died the day before Mothers Day, I found her, shit went bad. Still is going bad. I lost all of my income, I'm no longer supported by the state, my sisters dad is taking her away from me, my house is falling apart, the air conditioner took a shit, so its like, 100 degrees in my living room. I'm going insane, because I never get to go out. I'm constantly stressed, or sick, or constantly on my feet cleaning, or working, or cooking because thats apparently all on me now. I honestly don't know how I even still am able to get up in the morning. And thats only the condensed version. How about you? xD;;; ![]() ![]() | ||||
![]() | Posted 07-30-2013, 01:31 AM |
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DragonDrifter
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Damn. I am so sorry. My condolences about your mother and sister, I have no idea what it's like to lose someone that important to me, I can't imagine how much it hurts :/
I've been alright. Had to shave off all my long ass hair because of lice a few days ago, but that's no big deal, it could be much worse. Trisphee's been looking a little slow since I got back. How long has it been like this? o3o ![]() "Jesse, you asked me if I was in the meth business or the money business. Neither. I'm in the empire business." | ||||
![]() | Posted 07-30-2013, 01:34 AM |
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Batty
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Yeah, especially since her and my sister are the only family I have. Her and I were more than close. She was my mom and my best friend, and we were pretty much inseperable. We did EVERYTHING together. Its like a part of me has died off, and it really sucks. At first, I just kinda stepped up, and did what I had to do... but the longer I'm in this house, especially when I'm alone, its like my mental state is deteriorating. And it scares the hell outta me.
And I've been MIA since then. But, before I took a sabbatical, it was sjust starting. So at least three months or so? It really makes me sad ;n; ![]() ![]() | ||||
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DragonDrifter
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That's terrible. Honestly I'm not that close with my mom at this point, I'm still under her roof and she's not as responsible as she should be, but I love her with all my heart and I can be self sustainable if she doesn't step up to the plate. I've been taking care of my siblings lately as well, walking to places and buying dinner for all of us. But I'm gonna try to be closer to her, I would love to have a relationship with my mother like you did. I'd like to be able to say I know you'll be fine, but I don't know anything. I'll be rooting for you sweetie.
Yeah, me too, I remember how active this place used to be, feels like a ghost town now D: ![]() "Jesse, you asked me if I was in the meth business or the money business. Neither. I'm in the empire business." | ||||
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Batty
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I appreciate it. I'm fighting SO very hard to keep my wits about me. But I'm so overwhelmed and overworked, and the universe is constantly shitting on me. Its like, I don't even know. I HAVE GOOD KARMA, DAMNIT! XD; Her and I were like the Gilmore Girls, if you've ever seen that. And all I ever really had in life. I don't know my dad, and all my other family is either already passed, or just... gone. After my sister was born, everyone kind of dropped us. So I only have myself, my sister, and my best friend here with me. I don't even have friends where I am, cause, all the people here are two faced jerks, who only care about themselves. I haven't even gotten people who were close to my mom come over to see if we're okay, or anything.
I'm completely on my own in all of this. I'm pretty self sufficient. Before .... everything happened, mom was really sick. So I was basically my sisters mom for that whole time. And with the way my best friend is.. I kinda feel like I'm raising two kids. xD; Pft, I know, right? We need to get this place goin' again! ![]() ![]() | ||||
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HEY ouo -tackles-
YOU RETURNED ![]() "Jesse, you asked me if I was in the meth business or the money business. Neither. I'm in the empire business." | ||||
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#9834 |
Lauv Keiko
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Hey, if you've been taking care of them and yourself this long, I have confidence you'll make it out of this fine c:
I FEEL LIKE THERE SHOULD BE A PARTY HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. WHY ISN'T THERE. -slowly raises disco ball- ![]() "Jesse, you asked me if I was in the meth business or the money business. Neither. I'm in the empire business." | ||||
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#9836 |
Batty
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-huggles Lauv-
I try not to bring my depressive self around very often xD; ![]() ![]() | ||||
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Lauv Keiko
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#9838 |
DragonDrifter
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Yeah, I wouldn't even have the energy to throw myself onto this site :o good job bbz
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![]() | Posted 07-30-2013, 02:01 AM |
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Batty
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O___O;;
You.. think so? Harlot said the same thing... she said I was inspiring, and fucking amazing. I don't really see how, though? ![]() ![]() | ||||
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#9840 |
Lauv Keiko
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![]() | Posted 07-30-2013, 02:03 AM |
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