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They did thankfully. Either its my OCD or anxiety disorders or something else that makes bad thoughts come into my head. Like today it was my son stabbing me and my daughter ; ; They all are bad ones, that involve death or something along the line of it. Doctor isn't sure what is causing it yet. And I have til April to see him. That's gonna be one full visit.

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D: That sounds so awful, hun!

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Thanks. The thoughts are a new thing. I hate being so messed up in the head at times. Sometimes it isn't that bad, because nothing is bothering me or acting up, but others it's hard. And with me, when a thought gets in my head it won't leave for anything for a few hours. My kitties are a bit of a help though. I have 4 fur fluffies.

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>: I hope your doctor can help you with that.

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Ya he is. He actually is a great doctor. He is so booked, that when you ask for an appointment you have to wait about 3 months to get in to see him. Even if you are a normal patient. He's like the busiest doctor in the whole office where I go. So I know I got a good one finally.

I think my thoughts are coming back because I don't have one of my medications in me. He wrote a script for a mail order one and we can't go through them anymore since they refuse to send out the meds, so I had to call up about a new one. Heaven forbid I remember this when I run out over 4 weeks ago lol.

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At least you have a great doctor. :3

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Took me about my entire life, but I got one finally.

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That's good. D: I hope a solution is found.

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Maybe when I go in next he will help me pinpoint it besides giving me something for the ADD I have. At least I have my cross stitching right now. That's helping me feel a bit better now.

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Well that's wonderful. :3

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It's really cool. I'm working on a kokeshi doll biscornu. Biscornus are cross stitched pincushions.

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Oooohhhhh. That sounds nice.~

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This is what the first part looks like:


I'm working on the second one right now and about 3/4ths done with it so far. This is what they look like finished:


That's my dragonfly one I did.

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I believe I saw these in the Crafter's hangout. :3

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That one is made by me. I thought it would be a nice place for crafters to sit and talk to each other instead of talking to people who think they must be nuts with the things they say at times lol.

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xD Yeah. I crochet and I used to cross stitch all the time.