[Natsunaine]

Well, I feel loved ouo... You should post in more of my threads Dx They are all dying.. I mean of course only if you want too..

Yes, You should be doing art! I mean... er.. I understand xD

[Rosekitten]

:P i should have more free time too lol

maybe ill try posting in other threadys xD

[Natsunaine]

You don't have to if you don't want too ouo

[Rosekitten]

oh its not that xD i just poof so much its hard to keep conversations hehe

[Natsunaine]

I know the feels, but my threads tend to stay slow.. xD

[Rosekitten]

that might be true xD maybe ill try to post in thems :P

i feel bad not posting in asami's but im trying to make this darn avi!!

[Natsunaine]

xD Well, that's understandable, I am sure she doesn't mind she is a bit busy lately like all of us as well ouo

[Rosekitten]

that is true i have noticed that :P

i've been busy with stuff Dx

[Natsunaine]

I have been busy looking for a new job xD

[Rosekitten]

i've been busy baby sitting my whole family ... me and my mom got into a bout last night and im like ugh.. im better off being alone at this rate i would have less stress -.-; even if i was a only parent with paying bills it'd STILL be less stress

[Natsunaine]

Well, I mean I know how you feel, but don't be so quick to drop your mom. ouo

[Rosekitten]

it's just.. ok every night she takes the baby sits her in the high chair and the baby watches her feed the kitties and she'll talk to her and stuff.

so last night i was informed that she thought we were taking advantage of her (she is the one that comes and gets her i dont take her to her..)

also after she was done with the kitties i was in the living room on the laptop and i was taking a second or two to finish a post (last sentence and stuff) and she was telling the baby that her mother was glued to these things and stuff and going on how her father was too as hubby was playing the psp at the moment. You don't tell a childthat and i literally took two seconds to finish typing and closed the laptop

i wouldn't get annoyed if she wasn't ALWAYS on my case whenever i happen to say hey i have some time to get on the computer for a moment. Asking her i swear she thinks i am the worse mother ever or something and I want to turn around and ask her where she was when i was a child. I remember growing up with my grandparents raising me not her. She was too busy messing with her boyfriends at the time and working. The work part i forgive but the moving around with all of her boyfriends i do not.

and she can say all she wants about my husband but at least i did not meet him at a bar like she met my father! D< ~breaths~

sorry .w.; im not a bad parent.. when no one is around im hardly on the computer i might be on for a moment and off i go again

[Natsunaine]

You don't need to prove it to me, I know you are a good mother, I mean my god you sacrifice sleeping constantly to stay up for her.. I simply say don't be so quick to drop her because it is true when they say you don't know what you have until its gone, I know that by experience with my parents..

[Rosekitten]

I know, I keep thinking that with my poor relationship with my father. Only a few hours away and he never calls never visits... heck if i called i get the answering service. He is 76 years old and I'm starting to think it might be too late to try to make up for lost time where I couldn't do anything about certain thing as a child.

I'm not really writing her off I just wish she would let me raise my daughter how I know is right. she's healthy, active, smart and has yet to be sick. Obviously something is going right. Also I wish she'd stop talking ill and poorly of my husband.. he's better then the last one -.-

[Natsunaine]

76? Wow.. That makes me curious on how old you are xD You don't have to tell me xD

Ya, I mean obviously you are doing good if your baby is healthy, and with the husband thing, just take it with a grain of salt, as long as you love him it shouldn't matter x3

[Rosekitten]

~pretty sure its on my trisphee profile xD ~

I'm still young :P lol

well she sees us fight sometimes and well we are stressed, the house is a mess and the case worker says its not safe for the baby. We can't fix it cause its her house and there is so much junk in here there is no where to put it... =/