[Asami]

At least the ducktales song is awesome! It could be worse x'D

Dawwww! Sounds like a ton of fun!!!! <3
I hope you will have fun :3

Not much really. Well there's something. But I regret it so >///<
Dhhdjwbaja
But Mike came down also. He left yesterday so im pretty lonely now

[Lucid:]

Yeah, it's definitely an awesome song. <3

Awww. I hope you at least learned something from it. <3 Most of the stuff I regret, I learned important life lessons from so I would probably go through them again even though it sucked.

[Asami]

Owo <3

Yeah I definitely learned something from it x'D oh god. //dies

[Lucid:]

That's good! :3
Oh oh today I learned that Korra comes out September 13th! Less than a month away now! HURRAY.

[Asami]

Weee! Hopefully they wont push it back again x'D
Gosh
well at least I have that to look forward to
and at least its not in October x'D
I already have the new panic Cd and pokemon for that :3

[Lucid:]

Yep, they posted it on facebook, that means they can't push it back right? xD I'm sure they wouldn't announce a date after so many pushbacks unless it was the real deal.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR POKEMON OH MY GOSH.
I am going to buy a 3ds just for Pokemon because it's gonna be so amazing. Every time something new is announced, it totally blows my mind. It's going to be a totally revolutionary game!

[Asami]

Lets just hope <3 or ill just forever lose my faith in them

MEEEE TOOOO OMG. LIKE HOW ARE PEOPLE EVEN COMPLAINING AT ALL?
IT ALL IS SO AWESOME.
LUCID WE SHOULD EXCHANGE FRIEND CODES AND 3DS CODES AMD STUFF WHEN IT COMES OIT

[Lucid:]

YEAH FOR SURE! I've never been able to trade with friends and stuff because I've never been able to do internet things on my DS! The 3ds has like a browser and stuff right? I can't hook my DS up to my apartment internet because I have to sign on using the browser ;o; We're probably moving in December, but until then I have to deal with weird internet.

[Asami]

Yes the 3ds does owo
yayaya <3
we could trade 3ds codes right now if you're able to
Dang :c
You should def move then qwq
so that means you've never been on the eshop or anything? D:

[Lucid:]

I don't have my 3DS yet. >.> I'll hopefully get one soon but it'll probably be closer to October, like for my birthday.

We gotta live close to campus for our last semester of school, but after that, Semi will find a job and we will move out into the big wide world! For my job right now I can work from home if I have to, so that's really nice. :3 I feel like I would get totally distracted when working from home though!

[Asami]

Kk! What color do you think you'll get o3o

Ah! I see. Well hopefully you'll find a place quickly! Some people prefer to work from home.
To me it seems like it /might/ be distracting but it might be best owo

[Lucid:]

o3o I have no idea! My regular DS is red and I really like its color. I'll probably just get whatever off of Amazon. I'm not terribly picky about the colors.
I think the special pokemon 3DSes are super awesome though! I think there was an Eevee one but it was only sold in Japan. :c

Yeah, just depends on the job! He'll be applying during the semester so we'll be ready to go when we graduate. Even if we end up staying in Utah, we'll at least switch apartments to a more grown-up area. >3> Living where all the city's social activities and hangouts and downtown areas are catered towards single student things isn't as fun anymore.

[Asami]

Yep qwq I wanted the eevee one but yeah only in Japan. //sobs
I have sexy purple. (Trust me. It /is/ sexy)
The 3ds has really nice colors

Sounds like fun qwq I cant wait for Mike to graduate and we can get married and move away
then ill be able to finally go to school and do whatever I want to. //sigh
Recently I got really depressed because I cant go to school(my mom is crazy. Long story)
But I realized you know. Its not /my/ fault. But if I act and become depressed im letting her win.
I need to look forward to the future and keep on smiling even if I am not doing anything currently

[Lucid:]

That's such a great outlook to have! You're right that it isn't your fault and even though you're being held back now, you can accomplish everything you want to do soon. :3 I bet that even helps you to appreciate the opportunities you will have more than most people appreciate theirs. I don't even know what I would do if I were in your shoes. I think you're a pretty strong person!

[Asami]

Im just trying my hardest with what ive got.
It sucks that I live in a small town with a limited number of places I can walk to to apply for jobs
I think ive applied to mcdonalds like 10 times already.

You're right. I do appreciate things a lot. Heck I cherish every little thing I get.
Especially clothes and shoes because my mom hates buying me those things especially.
Im lucky that mikes family Is just the best. I love them so much and im so happy they understand.
I think I would have given up long ago if I didn't have Mike. Because the. I would not even have a single way out unless if I burdened a friend or just became homeless or something.
Idk.
Im pretty blessed to have him. I really do love him a lot.

Sometimes I just cant help but to cry and feel worthless though.
I feel like im stuck in a standstill
Like time is moving fir everyone but me.

But in trying.
I tried begging my mom to let me start school and she rejected me completely
needless to say I cried so hard. It takes a lot of courage for me to ask my mom stuff like that.
And it just hurts more and more each time.
Idk why I ever think "this time will be different"

[Asami]

And I know im 20 and I legally have the right to go to college
but if I disobey her. I /will/ be kicked out.
and even if by some chance she would let me live here
id have no ride or anything.