[Zypher]

I've always been a 'freak'. It doesn't bother me any simply because I don't let it bother me. And when people say stuff like that, I just turn it around on them. I also don't let people get close or trust too many people due to the cattiness of people. My circle is small.

In the end though there is always someone who will understand you. Cause they've been there.

[Sadrain]

I agree, Zypher. I don't really care what people say about me anymore, too, but when you are just 10-13, it does hurt, besides I trusted people a lot back then and my life overall wasn't going bright at that point. But it was my lesson I learned and I will get over it fully eventually. I am stronger and wiser now. I just wish I had not let it break me down so much.

[Yuki]

I'm just very sick of waiting, I have gone all over the world. Truly I have but I guess I need to look further. I can't promise I wont push people away as it is not something I do with will. I am pretty sure I'll notice if I've meet a good person. On the internet you have no freaking idea though...people like to lie, I have lied on the internet back when I was a kid. ;/

[Zypher]

People lie because they're human. It's part of nature unfortunately. Though you will eventually find someone who either doesn't like to, or doesn't feel the need to.

Rainy: I've been putting up with comments like that, and being called things like cat lady even from the third grade. But I had some issues I had to deal with and I didn't know how to deal with them. As such I had a weakness and people always tried to poke and pry at it. It caused me to bounce around from school to school, so I can understand completely. I was even dumped in behavioral classes and considered a lost cause. Why? Because I was angry and couldn't figure out why. It wasn't until I was a teenager that everything came flooding back. I was able to deal with my problems in time and eventually graduated highschool with honors. So I can relate. :3

[Sadrain]

I don't lie. I hate lies. More than anything else. So, I always say what I think. Which is another reason I have very few friends and am not liked, because usually everyone wants to hear only certain things.
But, actually, what kind of person you want as your friend? Since you can't make friends just by saying "we are friends now" and it is sometimes a long path till that status.

[Yuki]

I just want someone you can count on no matter what, someone you can talk about everything with. I don't care what they are or what they look like. But they need to being able to stand for their opinions but at the same time say them in a way that wont hurt people. It's good in this case if you think at least almost the same about the big questions...I dunno if I could be the same back but at least I'd be able to build up my own confidence and image. Maybe eventually being able to return everything...

[Sadrain]

Yes. I was down to 5 (best grade is 10 in here) in basically all classes. Because either if answer was right or wrong, everyone laughed about me. The noise drove me crazy, I couldn't think. And when I wasn't good student anymore, they picked on me about it, just like when they did when I was good student.
Then I started home schooling (which for me was going to school every day, but not studying together with class) and I went back to good grades. I finished 9th grade as the best in my grade.
I could pick the best school, but I picked small school away from home and am fearing 1st September so much still that I nearly feel sick just thinking about it. But I won't let it get better of me.

[Zypher]

I think things will be fine. Just treat it like a whole new experience I guess.

And for your amusement: http://www1.whdh.com/news/articles/l...side-his-lung/

[Sadrain]

Yea, it's only normal to wish to see those things in friends. I also want such friends. And I am luckier at the moment, because I have at least some people that I feel I can trust and that they care about me, at least a little.
I don't know what really to say, but... if you ever want to talk with me again, I will listen, like I said I would.

[Yuki]

Thanks...

I guess sometimes I just can't sit and shut up...I gotta talk when I gotta talk. xD I know in real life once I have started talking I have a hard time to stop.

[Sadrain]

Yeahaha, sounds quite possible. X3 Poor man, though, it must have been worrying to him and the shock afterwards. o3o;

And I will try to, Zypher. -hugs- I know I won't let anyone step on my head so easily now for sure.

And you don't have to keep silent if you feel like talking. That isn't really good for you. It keeps building up and trying to blow you up.

[Yuki]

Yeah but people have always found it annoying especially when I talk about things they don't understand. xp

[Sadrain]

Yeah, but sometimes it is still better that it is out. And sometime there are people who will listen.

Sorry, I have to go now for about 15-30 minutes to eat.

[Demonskid]

Hi peoples! =D

[Yuki]

That's okay maybe I should play a game or something...

[Sadrain]

I am back.