[Rosekitten]

He listened to him but thats all he could do. He wanted to help but he couldn't, there were no words that seemed to work. Anything he needed something to work. He couldn't stand it when Mizuki was like this, the one person he didn't want to be in pain and he never seemed to be able to protect him from the daggers of the world.

"shut up!" he finally snapped before grabbing Mizuki' face and kissing him deeply. After a moment he released him still holding his face with one hand before he started speaking. "What should anyone else matter?!" He didn't mean to sound frustrated with him, but he was in truth. "Shouldn't what I say matter the most? Yet here you are saying what I'm saying what I've tried to show you all these years means nothing compared to the words of everyone else!"

[Pinkie]

Mizuki was shocked with Thalions out burst of emotion. After the kiss Mizuki sighed a little hanging his head some as he listened to Thalion before speaking "you are the only thing that matters..." He said then looked to Thalion once more. "its just..." Mizuki began but stopped for a moment. "its just I'm getting sick of the comments and glares of those that I try to protect..." Mizuki said alightly. "i know that they should not bother me but they do...they all pile up till I can no longer take it. Then where am I left?" Mizuki said looking to him sadly "in left infront of the man I love broken and battered as he yells at me trying to get a point across when there was no point to make..." Mizuki sighed "just....give me time....to get over everything" he said before he leaned in and kissed the male before him.

[Rosekitten]

He listened to him but he didn't like what he was hearing. He sighed finally before hugging Mizuki for a moment before releasing him and stepping back. "just stop hurting yourself.. it won't help let alone blood is hard to get out of wood." He smiled weakly tough he didn't want to, in truth he was really worried about Mizuki, why wouldn't he be he couldn't say or do anything to really help the matters at hand. In his current state he wouldn't even be useful in a fight if they needed him.Really he wouldn't blame the guy if he didn't want to fight for the very ones who kept shunning him.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki smiled a little and gave a soft laugh at that "Oh yes...sorry" He said slightly before moving a little standing on shaky legs. Bringing his hand up infront of him he cringed at the look. Skin was missing, knuckles bruised and two seemed to even be broken. "Shit..." He said looking to them slightly.

Mizuki then being the stubboren one that he was went to his pack he had brought the first day he came home. Opening it he hissed as he grabbed it and dumped everything out on the bed. Among alot of things rested a medical bag and Mizuki grabbed it.

Inside were different herbs, roots and even rocks. As well as bandages, bindings and rags. Taking the bag he moved down on the bed dumping the contents of it on the bed. Moving some things around he gave a hiss as he moved a finger to fast his broken knuckle moving. Mizuki looked to Thalion "Can you help me?' He said finaly admitting defeat.

Mizuki was never one to ask for help unless he really needed it. Though the intense moment he had with Thalion finaly clicked something within Mizukis head. He figured that if the male before him truely did care thats all that mattered. He smiled lightly as Thalion walked over saying something.

Mizuki smiled "See that little jar..." He said point to a tiny jar that had what seemed to be a white milky cream in it "I cant believe im going through this again..." Mizuki growled "Um....you might want to sit behind me and hold my arms before you put that on" He said with a distastefull look. When asked why Mizuki sighed "Because...it will heal my broken knuckles and clean the cuts but it hurts like a bitch" Mizuki said.

"Actually....on second thought lets just leave them be. Put that on..." He said pointing to a little vile "Then wrap them and I should be good to go" He said slightly hoping the male was going to take the lesser of the two evils but it would seem that thought was a fail as Thalion moved and sat right behind Mizuki turning him so he sat sideways with Thalions right leg over and holding his own.

"Really...." Mizuki said with a cringe before Thalion grabbed both hands within his own. "Well fuck" He said slightly in an exhale 'Fine...I recomend though that you use both hands as soon as possible" Mizuki said through gritted teeth ears bent back.

[Rosekitten]

"oh stop fussing, I've done this before.. more times then I care to count. Try setting a bone after some of these damn magic affects gets through someone.. then you can cry to me." He could let Mizuki off easy but this was payback for hurting himself. "besides if it hurts bad enough it might remind you later that you don't want to go through this process again.." He grinned a little sure it sounded like he was trying to teach a child between hot and cold but it was the truth really.

He went through the process of treating Mizuki though it was a little rougher then he was expecting on, whatever training he had gone through over the past year really had increased his power that was certain, before Thalion probably would have managed with one hand while the other was free to do whatever else was needed.

Even though the process was a short one it felt long as hell from both ends involved. Once he was done he sighed out and slowly released Mizuki before speaking. "see.. that was hardly as bad as it could have been. And you were complaining. Tsk.."

(short on time lame reply grr)

[Pinkie]

Mizuki growled low and painfull as the last of his knuckle healed over cracking and moving back into place. Mizuki cursed before he slowly began to flex his hands "Complaining or voicing pain...they seem to be two different things to me" He said slightly before leaning over and placing his head on the males shoulder. His hands were still cut up and the only protest he gave was the movement of his hands to wrapp the bindings around them.

When tha was done Mizuki looked at his hands. He had seen them bandaged so many times in the past and usually over the same reason. Mizuki really needed to stop this. That is when Mizuki sighed before hiding his head in the males neck still letting him work on his hands "I'm...sorry" Mizuki said softly before placing a light kiss on the males neck lightly traveling his lips over the expanse of skin.

[Rosekitten]

"eh complaing is still such no matter what term you put behind it" he laughed a little "though to be fair i'd have done worse." He smirked a little knowing he'd still be swearing a storm if it were him. "but as i said maybe it'll do well to remind ye to not do it again" He growled his words out a little, this wasn't the first time he had to fix Mizuki up due to self inflicted wounds, but they were worse this time then ever.

"tsk.. don't be sorry, just don't do it again got it?" he said in a stern voice before grabbing the hand that wasn't finished and gentle helping him finish the wrapping. This was going to work out in the end, or at least it seemed that way, maybe it would. He hoped it would anyway, maybe Mizuki would stop doing this to himself.

He moved a little to brush a few strands of hair from Mizuki's face so they were out of the way before speaking. "are you at least feeling a little better? I know i said i'd leave you to your own.. but i'm still going to make sure your ok and theres not a damn thing you can say to change that fact."

[Pinkie]

Mizuki smiled at Thalion as the male finished then brushed his hair away and spoke. He sighed a little "No...I dont feel better but I will live" He said slightly before looking to the male "I know you love me and that all that should matter...but the comments still hurt' He said and before Thalion could say anything he smiled to him "I know what your going to say and no...I will try and reframe from hurting myself next time" Mizuki said with a nod of his head.

Mizuki then leaned over and leaned on the males chest "I dont want to be alone though...not after everything" He said slightly before closing his eyes and nuzzeling his head into Thalions neck. "I dont even care if we dont stay here...I..." Mizuki stopped for a second "Just really dont want to be alone...ever" He said voicing a hidden worry.

[Rosekitten]

He listened to him, really he had nothing to really say other then to listen. He had already done everything he could to help, so there was nothing to really be said. He smiled weakly at his last comment. "please do, not sure how many times i can keep holding you down heh.." The comment probably sounded a little on the wrong side but it was the truth.

"hey, your not alone. I'm done for the day so I don't have to go anywhere. so stop it." He moved a hand to run some fingers through Mizuki's hair lightly as he rested his head and nuzzled it into his neck. "stop that.. your not going to be alone, i already told you im too damn stubborn to die so don't go thinking that either. Nothings going to happen." He was trying to make him feel better though he wasn't good at it by far.. the most he could do is let him voice his worries and just be there.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki nodded his head a little injoying the feel of Thalions hand running through his hair. It was soothing and relaxing. Soon Mizuki moved a little and hissed as he put pressure on sore hands. But he soon got over that as he nuzzeled into Thalion once more closing his eyes with a smile on his face.

Mizuki was then about to say something when the front door opened and he heard the disaproving voice of Neimi "He hurt himself didnt he..." She said closing the door behind her softly before walking over and sitting on the bed. Mizuki heard Thalion speak above him but he didnt quite catch what was said before he opened his eyes to see a scowling Neimi.

"What...?" Mizuki asked in an almost groggy voice. "What did I do?" He asked again and this got a glare from the female "You know what you did!' She said in a huff and Mizuki sighed "Yes and I already got yelled at for it' He said closing his eyes again with a sigh "But...I am going to try and not do it again' He said softly "Or this will will have a harry canarry" He said a teasing a little as he nudged Thalion slightly with his head that still rested on his chest.

[Rosekitten]

He didn't say anything too important that needed to be repeated, aside from the fact that Neimi was correct in her statement. Though Thalion glared a little when he noticed Mizuki was trying to poke fun of him. "well if I had left you to your own you'd have damn nubs for hands" he hissed a little" Neimi just sat there and watched the two trade a few blows.

She sighed finally shaking her head. "your both a mess, I debate at times whos the mature one in the relationship." she smiled a little catching a glare for both of them. "its true" she said holding a hand up with one finger extended. "you can't tell me otherwise"

Thalion was trying to get off the topic as he asked where Raden was, she shrugged saying who knew. She was trying to talk things over with him but he seemed to be in a mood. She swore if he wasn't a half blood then she'd think he was related to Thalion by blood for his actions.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki sighed listening to everything that was going on "I swear I am going to beat that kid before he manages to say one nice word to me" Mizuki said slightly before sitting up and moving to stand. Mizuki then stretched and sighed slightly cringing due to his hands. "Either that or kill him" He said with a shrug as he walked over to the couch that sat in the room and sat down.

When he began to hear Thalions protest Mizuki sighed "Im not actually going to do it" He said turning his head to look at Thalion and Neimi "Though I want to" He said with a little smile and got a growl from Thalion. "Hey now....I already said I was not going to do it" Right as those words left his mouth the door opened and Raden walked in.

"Well now...speak of the devil" Mizuki said as he got a turn of the head and a glare from the young male. That is when Mizuki stood and walked a little bit closer to the male. "Look here you...we need to talk" Mizuki said his ears going flat as some of his hair fell over his shoulder to brush at the top of his thigh.

[Rosekitten]

"to be honest I thought I'd have to kill him a few times.. whatever the fuck they did to him it's not so easily erased from his mind.." He frowned a little even now every once in a while the boy seemed to snap a little and turn on Thalion, he was fine with Neimi but anyone he had been brainwashed to call a enemy seemed to stay just that in his mind.

Though he did have a few protests to Mizuki speaking about it, but he wanted to. "I know you won't.." he sighed heavily, it'd be fucking easier if they could make up and get ti over with. But he doubted that would happen.

Though a moment later when Raden walked through the door and Mizuki seemed to confront him he watched the two, this could end badly. Neimi seemed to stay near Thalion probably thinking a similar thought.

Raden listened to Mizuki speak though he frowned even more before taking a step back from the other male. "well out with it then, instead of telling me like I have a choice in listening or not." He snapped a little though he seemed to be ready to take whatever verbal lashing he was about to get, or rather thats what he figured he had just walked into here.

Neimi really didn't want to just stand here and watch this go back and forth, but she didn't have a choice with the two of them blocking the door. Though maybe it was a good thing her and Thalion was here.. in the case a fight did break out.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki growled as he took a step forward to Raden "Look here..." He began "I know every little thing that they did to you in the East..." He said slightly "For I was the one that made that method quite some time ago" He said to him watching the reaction "I know they are still looking for me...heck they are even trying to replace me as I speak but there is nothing I can do about that besides doing what I am in this moment in time" Mizuki said to him taking another step forward.

"You have no idea what they put me through!" Raden said taking a step forward to Mizuki. This didnt make Mizuki stop "I know everything they did to you...' He hissed out through clenched teeth "Everything they did to you they did to me ten times worse" Mizuki said slightly and this got a snort from Raden "Your telling me that you went through what I did and still became the general of the east or as many call you 'Death on silver wings'..." Mizuki stopped at that.

No one had called him that since....heck since he first captured Thalion all those years ago. "If only you knew boy the shit I went through just to be alive today..." Raden laughed a little "What a soft cushy life killing those who apose the east without mercy? and even those who dont just for the fun of it!" Raden said stepping forward. "I AM SICK OF YOU TRYING TO PLAY THE GOOD GUY!" With that Mizukis head whiped to the side with the force of a well aimed punch to his cheek.

Mizuki then turned his head back and looked to Raden before grabbing the males collar and picking him parshly off of the ground he forced the males back into the wall before speaking again "Oh I went through hell and back a couple times to get where I am today" He hissed at him his lavender orbs staring angerly at him as he tried to struggle "YEAH RIGHT!!! YOU HAVE ALLWAYS HAD IT GOOD!" At that Mizuki snapped.

"Always had it good...Always!" He said in anger "Try having your clan killed right before your eyes! Then being captured and spending 300 years of your life in a fucking cave killing and doing what you can just to make sure you see another day!" He all but yelled at the young male in his grasp.

"Try living in darkness for most of your life fighting against the kids you grew up with that you called friend just to fucking eat the next day!!" He said in anger before he all but through the male to the ground and stared at him. Mizuki growled low "Try not going to sleep for days, weeks, months, and even fucking years over the fear that you wouldnt wake up!" He said "You had fear drilled into you boy try fucking living it before you call another down just because they had the will to servive!" He said angerly before storming from the house.

No one but Thalion knew of his past. He had heard Neimi gasp and speak to Thalion in the background but everything was lost to him in his moment of rage. He needed to calm down and get everything under control before he would do something that he would regret.

So thats what Mizuki did. He walked away far away knowing that no one fallowed him this time. This is when he found himself at the edge of the settlement, the darkness around him his only friend as he sat down with a sigh. Placing sore hands in his lap Mizuki began to meditate banishing the anger from his mind.

[Rosekitten]

Raden was still on the ground by the time Thalion bothered to get up and pull him to his feet. "well now you know, It wasn't my place to tell you but I figured he would sooner or later." Raden looked away from both of them that were still here, he didn't have anything to say really. Though a few thoughts were going through his mind.

If he hadn't of been so weak would they have forced the same thing Mizuki had gone through onto him? Not that it mattered he didn't make it that far, not considering that Thalion a few mere hours from death it's self.

After a few moments Randen finally did speak up and say he was going to his room, though aside from that he never said a word. Once he had left Thalion and Neimi looked at each other. Sighing Thalion finally spoke "well ... guess i might as well start fixing something now.. " He said before starting to walk Neimi looked between the bedroom door and the front door before looking to Thalion.

"shouldn't we go get Mizuki?" She said softly but Thalion shook his head to answer her "he'll be back, really they both needed that 'talk'" He shrugged a little before Neimi walked over to try and help so she wasn't just standing around doing nothing. "think they'll getting along now?" she managed to get out. Thalion laughed slightly. "probably not.. the only thing we can do with wait and see.. can't force someone to like another."

[Pinkie]

Mizuki sat there in his spot for some time. The thoughts of the fight he head with the young male leaving his mind as he sat in silence. Soon Mizuki opened his eyes and looking around. He then remembered what led him there and he sighed a little. Thalion was the only one that knew of his past...well was the only one. Now Neimi and raden as well...how many people would find out before he got peace in this world?

Mizuki then stood and stretched a sore back keeping both hands to his chest as he walked home. It had been a couple hours since the outburst and he was sure all but one was in bed. At least he hopped that to be the case. Walking home he opened the door with a hiss as he used his sore hands.

Walking inside Mizuki clsoed the door behind him before he turned and looked about the room. Neimi and Thalion both sat on the couch the conversation the two had between them dead as they saw him. Sighing slightly to himself his ears going back Mizuki walked over to them.

Sitting down on the ground by Thalions feet he rested a weery head on the males thigh closing his eyes. Mizuki could feel the tension in the room. Not knowing who should speak first out of the three the room remained silent until Mizuki spoke trying to lighten the mood 'Told you I wouldnt beat him" Was all he said with a little snort of laughter.