[Helsinki Harlot]

Obbie; Haha. You're not giving yourself enough credit. And two girls are fun, mainly 'cause I mean it's supposed to go all ways not just one person focusing on the other two, tho' it can be done that way.

....

xD I just realized I sound like I'm peddling threesomes and trying to sell 'em. I swear I'm not. xD

Mizzie; Hullo. :3

[Mizeria]

Obbie wouldn't be good with three-ways.
the girls would end up killing each other and then he would be alone
xDD

and if it was two guys, he would fight with the other guy.

me thinks thats what was decided anyways...
//but that was a while ago, maybe things have changed.

I'm still trying to decide what I want to order from you Hels

[Helsinki Harlot]

Lol, that mental image just became super hilarious.

Mizzie; Take your time. :3 No rush.

[Mizeria]

yes the image in my mind is super hilarious as well.
xD

[Obbiesan]

No correction the with two guys it would most likely be me and a friend and we would make faces at each other over the girls back =P

now why teh girls would kill each other i dun know lol =P

[Mizeria]

thats only if its you and eric...
and when we had talked about it. I was one of the girls. and I don't share.
but as i'm not in the picture anymore, like i said, things might have changed
xD

[Helsinki Harlot]

I hope you know that if the girl caught you making faces, both of your dicks would be enemy number one and assuming you participate in sex the way that normal human beings do, very close to the threat to them.

[Mizeria]

which is why.. that was always out of the question too Hels,
XDD

[Helsinki Harlot]

Lol.

Hell, I'm the chillest person I know and I can deal with laughing during sex, it's supposed to be fun and all that. If you can't break out laughing in the middle of it you're doing it wrong, but even I would be tempted to bite off bits of flesh. xD

[Mizeria]

I've laughed during sex as well. ^^;

just.. i'm very.. um... possessive in the sense of, he's mine... and if some other bitch thinks they can fuck whats mine they got another things coming.
=.=;;

[Helsinki Harlot]

Yeah, that situation isn't for everyone. But all of my relationships have been open relationships for one, so there's that. In my book sex is just sex and that's it, like you can go out and fuck another girl like if you're out a party and I'm not there, I'm not gonna crucify you for it. Just don't make her pancakes in the morning or breakfast in bed, ya know?

Some of my best giggle fits have been in the middle of sex. I've found it kinda releases some tension or nerves that I never even realize are there.

[Mizeria]

sex has been my release from life.. all the stress and everything.
ever since I had it my first time.

I don't think open relationships would work for me
its not who i am... and its not who the guys i fall for are.
"open relationship" becomes a full on relationship in no time at all

Guys have asked me to marry them... a lot of guys..
yet i still haven't found mr right.

[Helsinki Harlot]

Just curious, how old are you?

And forgot to mention another thing; don't bring her home. xD I had this guy I was fuckin' for a bit, nothing serious and we had other people, that was our relationship. He hits me up a week after the last time we had sex after declining a relationship and tells me he's coming over with his new girlfriend. Like... wtf dude. Where's your sense of etiquette?

And for the most part 'open relationship' means you don't make a habit of going to the same person several times. More like a heap of one night stands. I dunno, I really don't have set rules on it because it's never been an issue.

And the marriage question isn't really, a viable way to judge commitment imho. It's like guys who say I love you way too soon.

[Mizeria]

21. Why?

yeah I get all that about open relationships... just never really been able to have them
xD

Yeah, I know marriage isn't really a way to judge commitment. Only one of them ever really had a chance.. once... but not anymore.

all the other were to soon.. FAR to soon. And I wasn't ready...
But that doesn't mean that I shouldn't still think about "mr right"

I just want someone that wants me. That loves me. No matter what. That can take care of me when I need it, and support me when I need it. And understand that I'm not all that I seem to be. I'm just a broken little girl inside wanting to be accepted for who I really am. I'm not happy all the time. I can't be.. and I can't help the way I act or my emotion flips.

I can't control certain things... and thats ruined a lot of things for me.

I'm stuck on the thought of needing someone... because really... I don't have someone I can go to that understands what I'm dealing with...
without them feeling worthless and helpless.. /etc/

[Helsinki Harlot]

Oh you have plenty of time to find Mr. Right. There's no need to be getting sad over it now. :]

And it's all good to think about Mr. Right, just try not to let the ones that didn't work out that well weigh you down too much, even if they do say that. <3

There's a beautiful quote to that, I'm pretty sure you've heard it before.

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” - Marilyn Monroe

I love that woman. <3

And yeah I get what you mean. It's hard to get to that point too, I've got a good friend who happens to be an ex that I kinda have that with, but it took a lot of pain, a lot of things that almost broke me, should've broken everything between us even friendship, a lot of hard work and a lot of tears and dark nights to get us to this place.

[Mizeria]

oh i know I have time. I'm not worried about that...
all I've ever had is time.

annnd guys that don't work out, don't really bother me for the most part.
At first yeah maybe, but i move on fast.

yesh, I love that quote.
=3

I sorta have someone like that... but not really.
it weird..
like I have people.. that say they are there. but they aren't
and i know it.
and when they try to be, it messes with them
cause I have some pretty fucked up things wrong with me
and i hate it...

cause no one... gets it.
not even someone I've spent a good deal of my life on got it...
how is someone else supposed to?