[Rosekitten]

He listened to him though he never said a word as Mizuki spoke, sure that was good news but the words that he seemed more focused on was the fact that it was gone. Was it really.. He never thought about it till Mizuki said something about it. He started to say something when he heard Mizuki walk away but stopped himself.

After a few moments he turned and started to walk after Mizuki, though this quickly died as it turned into a run as he finally caught up to him and grabbed his shoulder forcing him to turn around. His ears were down and he half looked like he was about to break down on the spot though he avoided eye contact with Mizuki, he feared the expression the face could give.

"it's still there. you know it is.. you know damn well I never stopped worrying if you were alive or if you were laying somewhere bleeding out as you drew upon your last breath." He seemed to stop a moment as he put his hands on Mizuki's shoulder's "I'm sorry, I don't express myself well, even though I was trying to work on it I couldn't keep the act up while you were gone, it hurt too much knowing that the worse could have happened and that my trying was for nothing because the one person I wanted at my side more then anything in this world might never come back."

Sure he had grown cold over the year but that could be changed again right.. even if it couldn't would that mean that he really did lose everything important to him. "I don't care about the troops or what forces join ours, I just cared if you were alive somewhere! Hell if it weren't for Neimi I probably would have fucking left to try and track your ass down just to stop from worrying myself to the point of exhaustion."

Sure this probably changed nothing but what did he care if he was losing everything anyway what the fuck did it matter what he said. "I couldn't just hold it together over the past year, im not as strong as I make out to be, putting a front forward for the troops took most of my energy at times just to prevent them from having doubts.."

[Pinkie]

Mizuki was glad when he heard the foot steps of the other male behind him. Though when he was grabbed and turned he expected to see an angry Thalion but all he was an alost shame turned head as the other male spoke. Mizuki listened to everything the younger male said. Mizuki raised a hand then and placed it on the males cheek frocing Thalion to look at him.

"Every day I fought for you...to come back. I didnt care about the countless hours of trianings, the blood loss or broken bones" Mizuki said slightly with a shudder. "Every breath I took was my promise that I would see you again one day" Mizuki said painfully "And...I finaly come back...to the thought of you being dead" He said as a tear finaly slipped over his lower lid to travel down a pale cheek.

"I was lost...my soul was crushed and my heart broke into a million little peices" Mizuki said slightly "My world turned black in that single thought a darkness that took over My mind until I heard your voice" Mizuki said "It was my light...and it flickered with life once more" He said sadly though his hand slipped a little from the males cheek.

"That light is my savour, my goddess, my love...its everything that I hold dear and yet with such simple words that light can get snuffed out from the very person who lit it in the first place. Love is a crule mistress" He said hanging his head before the damn broke and his shoulders began to shake with the tears flowing down pale cheeks.

[Rosekitten]

His ears dropped more listening to him, it was his fault that things got this out of hand, he should have just kept his mouth shut. With Mizuki standing here crying an dafter saying all of that he felt like he had done nothing for the other, what had he really done? He called him his light, he never understood it because Thalion most of the time was a little cruel to Mizuki. Even times when he didn't mean to be it still would slip out.

After a moment feeling Mizuki's shoulders sake a little under his grip he pulled the other close to him and kept him here. "im sorry..." He managed to force out before he bothered to speak again. "I don't know why you look to me as your hope.. all I ever seem to do is make you upset" Be it either Mizuki crying or pissed to the point he struck out at Thalion he never seemed to keep him happy for long.

He had thoughts Mizuki would be better off without him, maybe to find a different light as he called it. But he knew if he voiced this thought Mizuki would end up being more upset then he already was. "I'll try harder.. that was you won't have to cry anymore because of me.. " He needed to find that balance between his duty and the ones he loved, he knew he had been cruel to all of them at one time or another. But Mizuki had suffered the most because of it.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki raised his arms and held on to the male infront of him hiding his head in the other males shoulder "You are my light..." Mizuki said slightly "You flicker with knowledge, you dim with anger, you burn with pride, and you light my way...with you beside me, im never lost in this world" Mizuki said. He knew it was cheesy and all but that was the only way he could think of voicing what he thought.

"I never cry because of you..." Mizuki said "I cry because of what I feel for you" He said slightly "I know its alot for a one to ask another to change. So I never do and I never will" Mizuki said slightly "All I ask...is..." With that Mizuki pulled back a little looking to the male with tear filled lavender orbs "...Show me..." Mizuki said in an almost whisper.

[Rosekitten]

He wasn't sure what knowledge he spoke of, but then again Thalion wasn't one to boast about what he knew. But Mizuki seemed to see threw this as well as most of his acts that he did. All he could do was listen to him, he couldn't say anything to match what was just said. He was just glad that Mizuki was even speaking to him instead of walking away.

Though a little weight was pulled off of his shoulders when he spoke again, saying he never cried because of him. It was deeper then that, he should have known that but still he didn't want it to happen anymore he did need to try and change a little even without Mizuki asking. "I can't.. not all of the time.. " His ears dropped a little thinking about it. "I try though.. even if they are normally poor excuses."

Though a moment later he moved and pulled Mizuki close again before kissing his lips, who cared if anyone saw. Fuck em. He had already made up his mind he wasn't going to worry about that anymore he could still hold his status and still show the ones he cared about that he wasn't heartless just yet.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki knew that the other male tried to show his feelings but sometimes trying wasnt good enough. Though Thalion shocked him as he pulled Mizuki in for a kiss. Mizukis eyes widened before they closed and his arms wrapped around the male. Mizuki knew they were in what was concidered public and for that reason alone was he shocked.

Mizuki kissed Thalion roughly with all his pent up anger and emotion. For when he pulled away his lips were red and swollen from the abuse "I love you..." Mizuki said softly looking to the male in his arms "And I always will" He said again hoping for the same back. He just needed to hear it, though with the though of them being out where anyone could hear dimmed his hopes a little.

[Rosekitten]

Even with the slightly rougher kiss he didn't care where they were. He needed to do this. To wait until they went back home might not have had the same affect. Though this was Thalion, after his mind was made up normally he didn't change it unless there was damn good reason to. So far he didn't find that reason.

He listened to him, he knew what Mizuki wanted to hear. He had said it once not too long ago when Mizuki was first here, but it needed to be restated. He paused a moment after Mizuki spoke before he said anything still staying in his arms. "I know you always will.. you'd never put up with everything I do if it weren't true.. I love you too. more then I can ever express. I need you too remember that." Even for the days when he was completely cold he needed Mizuki to just stay by his side.

[Pinkie]

Mizukis heart fluttered as he heard the male before him speak. Everything that was said needed to be said and it was true "I will never leave you again" Mizuki said slightly "I found the place where I belong" He said with a smile reaching his hand up and cupping Thalions cheek with a warm hand. "And I know you love me...just nice to hear it once in a while" Mizuki said with a playful shrug of his shoulders and a smirk on his lips.

Mizuki then leaned forward before he lightly kissed Thalions lips again before pulling back and leaning in to hug the male. That is when his lips brushed past Thalions ear lightly as he spoke again "Come on..." He said softly "Lets go home..." With that he gave a soft lick before he pulled away grabbing the males hand as he did so pulling him in the direction they needed to go.

[Rosekitten]

It was nice to say it once in a while. Though Thalion was more into actions then words, so normally showing came easier then just saying it to Mizuki. Though it seemed he needed to work on both sides to know for sure he was keeping Mizuki happy. He would work on it, though it'd take time and he knew that.

He glared a little at Mizuki as he spoke softly near his ear after brushing his lips against it lightly. "tease.." he hissed out slightly before Mizuki grabbed his hand and got him to start walking. Th elick hardly helped really it gave him the right to call Mizuki that. Though at the same time if the other was trying to torment him then it meant Mizuki was in a better mood. That fact alone he could live with.

After the walk and finally getting back to home Thalion let out a slight sigh before looking at Mizuki. "still claiming the spare room?" He didn't want him to, even if he didn't get any sleep he still didn't want Mizuki sleeping in another room, it made it feel like they were fighting or something was wrong then.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki shook his head as he walked over to the bed in the room. He sat down on it before moving back slightly and laying there with a smile on his face as Thalion joined him. Mizuki rested his head on the males shoulder and chest with a smile on his lips. Moving a leg he curled it around Thalions before moving his head to look up at the male.

That is when Micuki kissed the underside of the males chin lightly before fallowing the jaw line up until he placed light kisses and licks on the males neck. Mizukis right hand sought out and found Thalions as he wove fingers together before moving the arm and holding it about Thalions head with a smile hearing the other male growl.

[Rosekitten]

At the least he had gotten Mizuki to change his mind on that. He felt like something had come out of this little outburst the two had. Though it would also seem Mizuki had plans before he was going to let Thalion sleep, that or else he was going to torment him for a while before moving to sleep. He had done that a few times before as well.

"Thought you were tired." he smirked a little before trying to free his hand, though Mizuki wasn't letting him do that. Though he hardly tried either as he breathed out a little uneasily as the other seemed to continue his assault on his neck.

Though really he did say to himself he didn't care if he didn't get any sleep, though that seemed to be the plan at the moment. Even if Mizuki just tormented him he'd be happy with that, though with his current change of mood he might not let it end at just mere torments either.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki looked down at Thalion with a needy smile "I never once said I was tired" Mizuki said with a smile as he leaned down and kissed the males lips below his "I just said its time to go home didnt I..." With that he nipped the males lips under his before moving and shifting his body.

Mizuki now sat on the lower regions of the males stomach one hand still attached to the males as his other hand now drew lazy shapes on the males toned chest with a smile "But if you want....we could go to sleep" Mizuki said softly before he flicked a thumb out over Thalions nipple with a smile. In truth Mizuki was tired but he was having to much fun tormenting the male below him.

It had been along time since the both of them shared the same bed and warmth. The simple feeling of skin on skin right now made Mizuki smile with happieness. Finaly letting the males hand go Mizuki trailed it down a strong neck and toned chest until he sat straight up and peered down at the male "What do you want...?" Mizuki asked Thalion through the darkness in a breathless voice both hands traveling down to rest on a tones stomach.

[Rosekitten]

"thats.. true." Ok so he never said he was tired but he still didn't want to push either one of them too far on the first day of being together again. Though it was hard to ignore the fact that both sides seemed to want this.

He frowned a little as Mizuki said they could go to sleep. "i don't think i'd let you go to sleep.. you've tormented me all the way until now..." He growled out a little, there was only so much he could stand. Besides he wasn't letting Mizuki get off that easily.

He grinned a little listening to Mizuki speak before moving to lean up and pull the other forward enough to steal a kiss from his lips. "Whatever you want.. I want" He said in a near whisper before kissing him again. Both sides desired one another so it was a unneeded question. At this point he didn't care what happened as long as something happened.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki growled at that before kissing the male before him. It was "and all I want is you" He said softly before pushing the male back down into bed.

Mizuki awoke in the morning at the same time he always did. He groaned a little as he moved his head and felt the warm chest under his cheek. His mind then went over every detail that happened the night before and he got a smile on his lips. If only the male knew what Mizuki was leading up to.

Moving his head slightly he peered at the sleeping make under him. Though a noise drew his attention and he turned his head seeing the young male from the day before enter the room in a sleepy fashion. Mizuki closed his eyes. He could care less if the little brat wanted to cause some trouble. So Mizuki just ignored him though after some time of staring he gave a growl as his ears went back and his eyes opened.

And what did he see when his eyes opened but the male sitting on the arm of the couch looking at them laying on the bed. Mizuki never thought he would feel uncomfertable in the arms of the one he loved but the stare from the young male across the room made him upset. He went to move though felt strong arms around him tighten making it so moving was not an option. Looking over to Thalion he saw the eyes of the male looking at him before they moved to look at the young. It was not shocking that the male under him felt eyes upon him. Thalion always had a knack for that.

[Rosekitten]

He sat up after a moment catching the little glare war going on here before he sighed heavily. "if you both don't cut it out i'll clock you both.. i swear by the goddess" he growled a little, Thalion wasn't a morning person let alone when he had this crap starting so damn early.

After a moment he moved to get out of the bed, he had things to do this morning. "you two better learn to get along before i get back, even if you don't your both stuck living under the same roof and like hell im going to go through training recruits all day and then come home to you two fighting." He scowled a little at both of them. Mizuki was suppose to be the eldest here.

Raden never said a word as he continued to sit there, sure he was still watching Mizuki but it seemed it was a expression mixed with anger and fear. For whatever reason. Though Thalion knew what the young boy knew so much about Mizuki. He never said though.

Neimi was also awake but she could hear the tension in the room out there already as she stayed in her room waiting it out.

[Pinkie]

Mizuki sat up and watched the male before him. After awhile he realized that the other male left leaving Mizuki and the male alone "Look..." Mizuki began slightly "I dont care what you have against me" He began slightly "The only reason why im here is for Thalion" He said before hearing a growl and he sighed "You as well Neimi..." He said knowing that the other female was listening.

Mizuki then sat there on the bed as moved to stand "Im sorry for what ever I personaly may of done to you but like he said we need to get along or this is never going to be good" He said slightly with a nod olf his head.