[Madame-Aiko]

Dear Vali,
I am massively upset with the way you've treated me ever since I moved away. While I still love you, you ignoring me and manwhoring around is putting me through more pain than you know or will ever understand. I occupy myself with art and keeping my grades up, but I am less social and less happy. Most of the time I am on the internet, and I used to check up on you, but now it's like I no longer want to. To each his own, since you never seem to take a interest in caring about me at all and pretending I don't exist, I might as well do the same. My heart has been broken since they day I left. Sometimes I go through spurts of hate, some love, others sadness, others hating myself.
I hate how our relationship as friends/lovers/acquaintances has fallen and pretty much disappeared.
I may die one day miserable and alone because of you. My blood is all over your hands, as well as my heart.

[Den]

Dear Trisphee,


Have a happy new year!

-Den

[Ginger]

Dear Minot,

Thank you for being such a welcoming city, and for being full of great opportunity. Despite how absolutely freezing it gets here, I have a warm winter coat and a great heater in my 80's Toyota. The financial relief of actually earning a good wage has been way less stressful for my boyfriend, and soon it will be for me also. It's nice being able to enjoy good/fun things, and dining out more than once a month without stressing if we'll have enough for gas which has been really nice too, I might add. I feel like this will finally be a great year in terms of finances. I'm definitely not taking it for granted.

~ Miranda

[Gallagher]

Dear Someone,

In the years before now, my life has felt at a standstill. There was a time that I wanted to die, but it's been longer that I've wanted to live and find better for myself. Moving in with people that actually feel like my family wasn't something i had ever hoped for seriously, but when it was offered, even if the most unfortunate of circumstances, it started to feel like exactly what I needed. To get away from you. To escape this complacency your wife has with your behavior. To get past this abuse without violence, abuse without conscious choice, that had broken me as a child and sometimes still threatens me to this day.

It was fine when that escape couldn't happen yet because of the cost. It wasn't fine when you drove the kind of father I should have had away. It really wasn't fine hearing you call your poison 'no big deal'.

I'm not sure how I'll make it through these next months with you around. If it isn't just a few months, I may not.

[CycloneKira]

Dear -----
You need to go to hell. Nobody asked you to ruin my life by trying to control it, especially not me. And take those other people with you.

Yours in utter hatred,
Me

[Tiva]

I was fine, I had left you alone for over a month. Why in the hell did you feel the need to bother me? Because you didn't need to send that. And it was like you sent it to remind me that you exist, to hurt me. Because when you haven't spoken to someone civilly in over two months and then send them a box full of stuff instead of just getting rid of it you are trying to hurt someone.
Good job, mission accomplished. I got wasted, and I got rid of everything in the box except for the one thing I had asked for. I don't need your pity, or your anger. I can talk about you with out being upset, I don't need you. I don't need your pity by sending me a box full of shit that I didn't ask for.
I wanted three things from you, I got one. The others I will never see again most likely.

Thank you for trying to hurt me, it just reminded me of how much of an asshole you are.

Devon

[Chloe]

In honesty, these days I feel like it's a repeat of what happened else where and makes me question if it's worth trying to be around in your life anymore, seeing you ignore me most times when I try to be active and makes me feel unwelcomed and makes me retreat farther back into my protective zone, I am just tired of trying anymore if all that is going to happen is being ignored.

[Ginger]

Anyone listening,

Life feels so dull, and this feeling of worthlessness and fear of the unknown have really taken a toll on me. All of this uncertainty about everything. I don't feel like I have a place in the world. It's as if I'm more like a fading shadow as the sun sets each day. My life is just fading before me and what little I've accomplished makes me feel like it's hardly worth the effort anymore. This isn't living and I'm not happy, with anything.

Lost in all aspects of my life.

[Chi]

Dear you,

I want to help you and be there for you but it's so hard. I'm wearing thin from having to be the wall. I don't understand why you can't stop obsessing over this and just let it go. You say I wouldn't understand but do you know that I actually do and you're the oblivious one? I've been hurting for so long and you unknowingly rubbing it in makes it hurt even more. Do you even care about me anymore? Honestly do you want to be in my life? The only time I ever hear from you is when you need something and I stupidly give in. I care too much and you know that, you take advantage of it. Can't you listen to me? Can't you want to be with me? I've been so alone and you're the worst of them all. I have such a hard time getting to know people and you take advantage of this. Stop pretending and just tell me the truth. I know you're bullshitting me, now admit it. I wish I still mattered to you like you matter to me.

- Me

[Lucifox]

Dear the masses,
For the love of all that is right in this world please stop saying "I don't care." Do you not understand the shooting pain my heart feels every time those words are uttered? It's ok, you can care, you can give a damn, you can be mad or upset, but saying you don't care is just giving up. If something happens to you it's going to have an effect, hiding it just means you have to deal with it on your own now.
So with that I leave you this. I care. I will give a damn for you. Life sucks sometimes, giving in and just letting it drop a load on you seems easier at times. Stop. Just letting yourself decompose in the wastebasket of your past without caring about what's going on and making a change you'll just get buried. Talk to me, open your heart and mind to those feelings you've had locked up for far too long.
Love,
The idiot that still tries

[Karastorm]

Dear Life;

Why do you have to be so hard for the last few nights I've woken up itchy, irrtated and just plain can't sleep. Last night I cryed my self to sleep yet again. I just wish the pain would go away I can't trust any one any more beacuse you keept throwing curve balls at me, I can't stand my own body or mind any more I littraly hate my self. I feel discourged to try new things as I worry all the time about messin it up and I'm now paranoid that I've pushed people away from me as I feel that undesirable that I don't want people kowing how horrible I really am. That how I think of my slef this big uly eil vile person that deserves tobe beaten up daily jst for being around. So go suck it life.

Your's Kara

[SolarCat]

Dear sister,
That test you sent me last night? The one we're discussing right now?

You have NO IDEA how happy I am about that! I have listed to you bemoan your nursing and how our mother pushed you into it... I have heard you talk about how you hate it, how you want to switch, how you can't stand your job... Ever since you were studying it in college.
And now you're going for an MBA. THIS is much closer to the real you, the people person who doesn't like needles.

I know you know I am excited for you and supportive of your decision.

I can't tell you just HOW MUCH I feel those things, though, because you always take it the wrong way, as a commentary that you have been less than perfect and I think less of you. Nobody is perfect, we're just here to find ourselves. And that's what you're doing. YAYAYAYAY!

[Den]

Dear work,

you suck. I shouldn't have to be on edge constantly and second-guessing myself on almost every bleedin' call. I'm going to find a new job, and then I'm giving my two weeks notice, and hopefully will never come back to the parent company ever again.

-someone who doesn't get nearly enough compensation for the stress

[Karastorm]

Dear "he shall not be named"

Thanks for possibly runing the British pagan scene. Thanks for destroyng all the good people have been doing for years. I hope your happy!. You've runed a lot of peoples lives, you took childhoods away from innocent people and you made us a joke. Hope you rot in jail. The sentance they gave you was no way near long enoutgh but your new "freinds" will soon teach you to respect people. I'd say worse about you but I always knew something wasn't right. Something seemed odd about how you tried it on wth EVERY single woman when you first turned up at a moot. It seemd even more odd that a gent of your age would be interested with my self when he had a small group of other young people with them. You've disgusted most if not all the community. People like you deserve the worst treatment. On the plus side of this at least you can't hurt any more young people. At least your out of the community now and those who where brave enough to go to the police about him, Thank you!. I just wish he never hurt you n the fist place. Hopefully karma has a special treatment lined up for this despicable man.

[Tiva]

Dear Soon to be Ex Step Father,

You want to help Mom then actually fucking care. Not spend the entire surgery 'saying that sitting here is pointless and that you should be at work'. No one asked for you to come. Then being on your phone and shushing my mother when she is groaning in pain, I almost slapped you and wanted to force you onto the side of the road. None of your calls or customers are more important than the woman you supposably love being in pain.
You want to know why the hell she is leaving you, that is why. You put everything above her, and frankly I can deal with it 90% of the time but when she is like this I am not in the mood. Learn to be a fucking human being, because she already moved out. And I only let you in the house because I needed to go fill her script. You aren't staying here with her. I got this, I took off work for this. You took a day off and complained the entire time about coming up.

[Karastorm]

Dear idiot features

I cant take your lying any more. You've hurt me too oftern. I know I shouldn't go through your messages but you hide things from me all the time. You've been flirting with your house mates girl freind. You hate me. You keep doing this to me all the time. All I want to do is curl up and go away. I cant keep doing this. You only stay with me as I'm there and easy to het to where as every other female you wnt to get your end wet with would mean you traveling. I hate that you make me feel so u wanted I stay with you as I'm scared of being alone yet you do this constantly. Why do I keep trusting you. Please stop it. Please just choose me to love not every one who shows you her breasts or eyes. Yours kara