[Helsinki Harlot]

-grabs Batty and dances some moar- <3 I may buy myself knee braces and get something for my ankles too but hell yeah Imma keep going!

I was a little discouraged at first 'cause it was of course difficult and I couldn't see any change in myself but 5lbs. Now that's worth chugging on for. >D I'm a power house.

[Batty]

I need praise ALL the time.
Or else I don't feel like I'm doing a very good job.
And then I tend to... fall off the wagon? No, that isn't the right phrase.

I tend to not think I'm going anywhere. Discouragement is a good word for it.

And my goal was 105. But with this new program I'm on, its hardcore inches lost, and weight drops like crazy. Especially since I've been TRYING to eat a little more, which means, my body is more likely to give up the pounds.

Lately though, since I've been sick, I've only been able to eat toast crust. And not much else. Doesn't help we haven't gone shopping either... so theres literally NOTHING in the house.

[whitexsuicide]

well batty, i think you are good for lossing weight and you shouldn't try and loss any more.... It would be unhealthy to loss more...

though hellie is doing good with hers so far.. and that is all you need some motivation! I know i feel the same way.. that is why i can't get myself into working out.

[Batty]

-dances round and round in circles with her lover-

I need something for my ankles. xD; I just don't know whats actually OUT there for them. I've been splitting my shins... ><;

And I could prolly help find you a nice little workout bra/top online, but, because my tits are so small, I only work out in a wifebeater and a childs sports bra. xDD;

[whitexsuicide]

well batty from your weight i would only guess that you were small >w<

[Batty]

I've always had really small tatas. xD;
Even when I was heavy, I had small boobs.

Now they're just... even smaller. xD; I'm like a 32-34A

[whitexsuicide]

well that can be a good thing.... I have 40 Ds..... they are just soo annoying sometimes/..

[Helsinki Harlot]

:] Made myself a little progress chart for how many lbs I wanna loose with little boxes I can color in for progress.

My motivation is I want to look good again. I want to wear this one specific pair of jeans that's ripped to all hell, huge cuts in the back that if I'm not careful show undies and ALL NATURAL RIPS. They're my favorite flares, REAL flare bottom (none of this half assed shit they do nowadays), with paint stains and other shit. But it's a few sizes down from where I am. I looked damn good in those jeans. I want those jeans back.

Batbybby; (omg lol, Backstreet Boy is playing on Finnish late night radio.)

I'll look up this thing for you. I used to have to wear them when I did gymnastics because of my legs. They might help you. All the help I could get would be great.

My dad got me medically customized shoes. .____. They're like, a few hundred bucks. (Only shoes I've ever bought were like... $20) so those are coming in the mail and I'll be wearing those with my orthopedics.

-jiggles her boobs- They're fun to play with but I don't like looking at them naked without a bra.

[Batty]

White;; Not when you want them groped. xD; Or told your tummy sticks out more than your boobs do. OR that your ribs stick out further than your tits. =/

Harlotbby;; Thats awesome! I need something like that. xD; I generally work out barefoot.

[Helsinki Harlot]

YES. White Cheddar flavored rice cakes. <3 And cheese! We have cheese again!

Batty; That's stupid. And boob size is based on fat, which you have very little of. And I generally work out barefoot too but when it gets colder I'm gonna start my morning walks again. May just do one tom. if I can't sleep again.

[Batty]

Do you know how many times a day I hear I have two sets of boobs? And that my ribs are bigger? xD;

[Helsinki Harlot]

Well that's stupid. Really stupid. Because making fun of you is really the way to get you to better self esteem and to calm down a little on how much stress you put on yourself.

[woopdidoodoo]

*flops into threadie* hi all how are we doing? just posting around catching up before having to go out again lol

[Helsinki Harlot]

Where are you going?

[Espy]

-tackles Hels- Hello.

[Helsinki Harlot]

Hello luv. :) -falls to the floor- How are ya?