[Demonskid]

I get Depo shots ouo

[Asami]

Ive never heard of those...

Any boy will probably stay away xD

[Batty]

ONLY TOOK ME AN HOUR AND A HALF TO GO TO THE STORE AND GET HOME.

WHOSE AMAZING?! I'M AMAZING! FWEEEE!

[Asami]

YOU'RE AMAZING
BATTY DID YOU SEE MY FB POST?
ANDANDAND NOW BOYS WILL WANNA POST

[Batty]

Originally Posted by Lucid

**clings to Batty** D8 stupid month! Mine should be coming up anytime now because I started on my brown pills instead of the white ones. 8D But since this is my first month on birth control, I don't know how long my body takes to have a period once I start the brown pills.

I think something is seriously wrong with me. xD; Mine is regular, I know when its gonna come and such, but for the last... month or so? My emotions have been on a roller coaster. One minute I'm hyper, the next I'm screaming at Zane. Or then I'm crying. Or hyperventilating and paranoid, or just plain so upset, I can't calm down.


Asami;; YUS I SAWW! xDD;

[Asami]

Now boys wont wanna post Bl

Sounds like a bad cause of pms
And trust me i know about those
I have PMDD

[Batty]

But its been occurring even BEFORE I get my period. xDD;

And I'm not taking any medication, except for a multi-vitamin that I'm too scared to take anymore because it made me so sick, I felt like I was gonna die, and back and body stuff, for when my workouts get intense, and I'm sore for days. xD;

[Asami]

Well it is pms. _. Pre....
pmdd is different the symptoms are horrid before during and after like... especially after ono

I get really bad... i try not to get all upset online but i slipped several times. Its hard

[Batty]

Tell me about it. xD;

[Asami]

You do not want to be aeound me after my period. I swear im a demon
and i cry a.lot
And my mom doesnt believe that i have pmdd even though i was diagnosed it by my therapist! !!!
I have EVERY single symptom ;-;

[Batty]

I just looked it up.

Mom says thats me to a fricken T. xDD; OHLORD.

[Asami]

Oh lord ono
Same here
Is suicidal, has panic attacks, is very sensative to rejection, has very rapid mood swings and crys lots, is angry and fights with the people closest to me, apathetic, cant concentrate, gets tired quick, binges, i sometimes cant sleep and sometimes i sleep too much, easily overwhelmed, increased sex drive, needs to be close to people, my breast get tender and i get tons of headaches, and i always see myself as super fat.

//sigh
why me? //facedesk

[Batty]

I only have the moodswings, sleep too much [lately], I've always seen myself as fat [Hermes WAS making headway with that. So much for that support system.] I cry, I feel rejected [as you can see], criticism? HAH, I bite heads off..


xD; Hermes, nor anyone else, is ever going to want to be with me. Lmao.

[Asami]

Okay let me say this. Batty you are a beautiful strong woman. You might not find the right guy for you now but you will in the future. You do not need a man to make you strong or feel beautiful. You have friends for support or ANYTHING you nesd. We are here for you. Ive only known you for three months and i know i would do anything in my power for you. You are very loved and cherished and im certain all your friends in real life are just the same if not more intense. We love you. Just remember you are so beautiful and stunning. I would say this everyday if it would help. I swear i would.

I know how hard it is to deal with this disorder and yes pmdd is a disorder. Especially if peoplr dont believe you about it. I have ruined realtionships eith people because of it. Im so horrible and im surprised mike has stayed with me this long. Jess has to deal with my mood swings and i know its tough on her. And instead of helping me through this my parents dont do anything about it. When i get upset they make it worse. And thwy wont even buy me the vitamin supplement that helps with pmdd...

[Batty]

-Blushes- Thank you, Asami. You and I pretty much go through the same shit. Hermes was my guiding light, he was your Mike. And even though we're still friends I can't bring myself to talk to him like I do everyone else. He toughed through it, JUST like Zane is doing, and I was waiting to push him off, WAITING for him to bail. And while he kind of sort of did with our relationship, he hasn't abandoned me completely. I just wish I still had him like I used to.

My mom would get you the vitamins. She asked me if I wanted to experiment with them.

[Demonskid]

oxo *sits in corner*